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www.tarunart.com . My site. This spot has been pretty empty since i got a myspace account like two years ago, so i thought i'd fill it with a rant. I don't think anyone ever reads this part anyway.I am brown. I have always been called an artist, way back since elementary school. I was the kid who when we had an assignment that involved a drawing, everyone would turn around and look at me. I hate the term artist. Artists are people who live for it. I love art but i don't even really know what it is. Making a living is more important to me than being an artist, but all my hobbies are music, drawing, illustration, etc. I like to think that I like what I like, and to me that's art, so fuck off. Art for me is a great beer, a Caravaggio painting, and a great film. I love my friends, I love my family. Some of the friends who i've grown closest to have made me realize there isn't a distinction. I've always been a geek, a nerd, a dork, and any other synonym for it. I used to be a humongous fatass. I still have a hard time believing when people tell me I'm not anymore, because it was always a part of me, since before i knew how readily people stigmatize fatasses. I've come to terms with being emo. I play guitar and saxophone. I graduated from NYU with a major in animation, but i miss the people i met at SVA my first year of college, before I transferred. I don't like people who push religion or other beliefs onto others, although that's a pretty general statement. I'm a lot weirder than you think, no matter who you are.Check out my current demoreel [please excuse the blurriness]... width="425" height="350" ..

My Blog

giant steps

sometimes i dumb around and think about shallow stuff. sometimes every sentence i say ends with a question mark and i'm twisting my hair around my finger like a vacuous fuck. blowing bubble gum bubble...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 22:22:00 GMT

those hits of melted psychedelic butter

Man, i've owned so many guitars in the past year, it's pretty retarded.I have this weird conquest that i'm on--i just want to find the perfect guitar for myself, and playing all these different archet...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 23:34:00 GMT

seriously, dude...

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Posted by on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 18:44:00 GMT

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somehow, i got really homesick.
Posted by on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 22:04:00 GMT

hello notwithstanding

I. well, i suppose it's time to speak once more; since the last (public) blog i wrote, i had started on a history channel production of the 300 at a different company, mechanism digital, as a composi...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 22:11:00 GMT

It's cold in this house.

Off this album, "Fevers and Mirrors" by Bright Eyes, find and listen to "A Song to Pass the Time." Save yourself the read.With the year having ended and started anew, my self-fulfilling prophecy of a ...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 23:41:00 GMT

go home, part one

I am really looking forward to this long weekend for thanksgiving. the holiday is awesome, lotsa food and relax with your family. don't get much better than that.on the other hand, i am still dreading...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 23:12:00 GMT

universes

So i think i ought write this in story format....So i went to the party. i got fucked up. Interested?Sober though, maybe i could write like a human being and it'd make sense. The...And that's wot I wr...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 23:12:00 GMT

I, rarely

I rarely get to eat so much cereal.I rarely drink milk anymore, even if it's good for you. It's 'cuz of the calories.I rarely drink more than three beers in a night. Might sound like a lot to you, but...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 23:13:00 GMT

pig

i eat too much, to be sure. I gotta make sure I don't fuck up my routine and I need to figure out a way to be able to work out in manhattan, cuz all i have right now is my treadmill in jersey. i walk ...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 22:53:00 GMT