hey whuts up...this is the one and only miss arielle dior!!! lets see a lil about me...im not an easy person to figure out...im prolly the opposite of most people or females...i dont really care for the easy road but the more difficult. rite now at this point in my life im looking out for me and nobody else. itz all about me and thats how itz gonna be till i reach my pinnacle. if u cant put up with that then dont try to be apart of my life. i have no kids...and if u havent read this u will think othewise becuz of whut my background says.but yea im not all evil there is some nice in me...it just has to be brought out .anythin that requires detail just ask me and i will answer...we were just friends although in my world i was his girl and i would pretend to be his wife sayin shit like "there's only so many years in a woman's life..." so i have him three yet he had the audacity to step to me on some donnell jones "where i wanna be" type shit it wasn't supposed to be like this he hit me with the forehead kiss told me life was a journey and that he was ready to explore this shit i was pissed to me he was a hypocrite like a fake preacher in a pulpit and he left me sick no he didn't choose me and that doesn't make him right nor wrong and i made him the epitome of my life that doesn't make me wrong nor right like i said I WAS HIS FRIEND, NOT HIS WIFE. and maybe had i acted within that capacity this would've been "just one of those things" instead of a fuckin' tragedy. and all that time i spent mad at him I SHOULD HAVE BEEN MAD AT ME. after all i was the one that gave him keys to my house and let him hang things in my closet just in case we went out not to mention washin all his dirty clothes just to make a full load and lettin him finish all the leftovers so the food wouldn't go old for the times that we raw dogged cuz he lost all the rubbers and cuz i showed him more support than his own father brother sister and mother and just cuz those same people dial my number when they tryna get in touch and cuz he receives mail at my address cuz he be here so much got total control of the remote control to the TV, dvd and radio and even though his name is not on my lease he got shit in my house that's off limits to me like his side of MY BED and his stash of weed BUT NONE OF THIS OBLIGATES HIM TO ME because not once did we exchange vows and IF I KNEW THEN WHAT I KNOW NOW i probably would've listened when he said it was some shit he had to get up out his system but i was too busy bitchin jumpin bad like i was gon' hit him cuz in the back of my mind all i could fathom was how bad i was gonna miss him but just because i'm cryin doesn't mean that i'm the victim just means i was scared to let him go cuz some other chick might get him and that was my fault cuz it was my decision I SHOULD HAVE NEVER PUT MY HEART IN MY MIND'S POSITION but i couldn't shake him he was like a bad habit AND ALL THIS FOR A NIGGA WHO WAS JUST AVERAGE DOING AVERAGE NIGGA SHIT like talkin' out the side of his neck and thinkin with his dick but i must admit he was the one i wanted to commit to so either i wasn't living up to my potential or i was just the average chick but i choose to believe i was a woman caught up in a feeling both physical and emotional who was way too willing to give her all to a man and though it may sound stupid I WOULD DO IT ALL AGAIN JUST NEXT TIME, FOR MY HUSBAND AND NOT THAT NIGGA I CALL MY FRIEND. fantasy layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com MyHotComments + MyHotQuiz
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