♥Kandice Loves One Self ♥

About Me

Ayo, to all those reading this, whats good? I just gotta get a few things off my chest. I just want you to know don't JUDGE ME because I'm bipolor or because I'm different because I'm supposed to be different! ♥
I stay to myself although, If you get me started I am very arguemenative. I like to walk, talk on the phone, spend time with my man, family and friends, or chat online during my free time. ♥
If anybody out there needs someone to talk to they can talk to me because I am an 18 year old female that has been through some shit. So if anyone needs some one to talk to don't hesitate to chat or hit me up. ♥
I am starting to fall out of love with my ex-boyfriend Marlon he takes great care of me although he has his own little way of showing me that he loves me. ♥
I used to go to a day program called HORIZON in Vineland NJ. I'm was getting the help I needed to be a better and much happier person with myself, family, freinds, and the things that I do. ♥

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I have alot of stuff that I have been keeping in to myself. I want to get everything off of my chest. When I was younger I used to hit my mom. I almost killed her, the love of her life Natas, my cousin Jr, and my baby-sister, Kristine. One day she was driving and because I did not get my way, I put a paper bag over her head. Now I don't remember doing it because I blacked out but I believe strongly that I did do it. I believe that I did it because I had almost stabbed my ex without blacking out. So just imagine if I did that I must have also did that to my mother. Sometimes thinking about all the shit I did to my mom, I wanna KILL myself but I realize that doing that it will only make my mom hurt more. My mom does love me and I realize this because she has and still is sticking by my side through everything whether or not it was the right decision. And if she did not love me, I would be living on the street right about now. She has done so much for me and I love her and thank her so much. I realize that no matter how much I say I'm sorry and say that I love her it can never take back all the pain, hurt and suffering that she has been through with her OWN child. Mama I love you and I am terribly sorry for everything. Could you ever forgive me? Thank you for everything MOM. Love you and Take care of yourself.

Music:

R & B and Rap
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Television:

I like to watch anything on lifetime, Crime Scene Investigation (CSI), and Law & Order.
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My Blog

Jealousy

I am so fucking fed up with all the lies and bull-shyt. I am so jealous of the people around me that have everything, including the best of life. I ain’t got shyt. I ain’t pro...
Posted by ♥Kandice Loves One Self ♥ on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 12:02:00 PST

Letting Go

There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you,l...
Posted by ♥Kandice Loves One Self ♥ on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 08:23:00 PST