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TexasMomma

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Ok here I am a grieving mother,my son Donald Rene Bonham 2nd (Bubba)was killed in a wreck at age 18 along with his cousins Haley age 11 and Michael age 23,a 16 year old young lady was also killed in this wreck she left a 4 month old son behind and Michael left a 2 year old daughter and 8 month old son behind.The wreck happend August31,2003 but it still feels like it was just yesterday!It hurts every day knowing my son is gone and I will never see him get married or have children,he was our only son.We have 2 daughters Christina is 26 and Cheyenne is 24,we have 1 grandson Nathan he is 5 and he has a baby sister Alyssa she is 1!My life will never be the same again,it is like you have to try and change everything in your life,I will never be happy again although sometimes I can smile or laugh.Some days the pain of my son being dead is harder than others,like a roller coster that never stops! A lot of family and friends think I should be over it,but the truth is I will never be over it because I can not go back and change the fact he was killed!I really do not expect anyone to understand my pain unless they too have lost a child.I would love to leave this world and I probably already would have if my daughters,husband and grandson did not need me so much and I am still here thanks to my friends I have met on the internet that have also lost a child and the ones who have not lost a child but try to be supportive and understanding.The holidays are really tough!!!!!View my poetry at Allpoetry
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"Lessons from a 16 month old"

"Lessons from a 16 month old"Today my 16 month old grand daughter got angry at her 5 year old brother,so she turned around and with both hands slapped the little wooden chairbeside her, of course it h...
Posted by on Wed, 14 May 2008 14:08:00 GMT

Knocked Down and Still Standing

Do you ever start feeling good about yourself, just to have someone constantly put you down and make you feel like shit over and over again?   It makes you just want to cut your own heart out, ...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 17:24:00 GMT

Life

Why is life so hard, are we expected to hurt at every turn? sometimes it does appear that way. I mean I guess God didn't mean for some of us to be happy, I guess some of us were just put on this eart...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 19:26:00 GMT

I can do this alone!

I can do this alone...I need no one to help me ruin my pothetic life. I spend my days hoping for a better tomorrow even though I know it does not exist for me! Maybe I can have a smile or two from t...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 19:22:00 GMT

"She Is Amazing"

"She Is Amazing" It didn't take an army to convince her,that her world as she knew it had came to a screaching halt.That nothing would ever be the same again.That she had no choice, but to accept ...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 13:14:00 GMT

Learning To Accept Things I Cannot Change

Although it is very painful ,I am trying my best to learn to accept things I cannot change or things that are not in my power to change,it is very hard to accept.When you love someone it is hard to le...
Posted by on Sun, 13 May 2007 03:06:00 GMT

I FEEL LOST

I FEEL LOST I am sad,angry,hurt,confused,depressed and I feel so damn lost,I don't know what to do ,my heart tells me to keep trying ,but my mind says to just stop trying! So to everyone who has been ...
Posted by on Thu, 10 May 2007 16:20:00 GMT

Allowing Myself to Feel Again

For the first time since my son's death ,I have "Allowed" myself to "Feel",when he died I stopped feeling.I numbed myself and would not "allow" myself to feel happy about anything or to feel good abo...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 11:28:00 GMT