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Ok here I am a grieving mother,my son Donald Rene Bonham 2nd (Bubba)was killed in a wreck at age 18 along with his cousins Haley age 11 and Michael age 23,a 16 year old young lady was also killed in this wreck she left a 4 month old son behind and Michael left a 2 year old daughter and 8 month old son behind.The wreck happend August31,2003 but it still feels like it was just yesterday!It hurts every day knowing my son is gone and I will never see him get married or have children,he was our only son.We have 2 daughters Christina is 26 and Cheyenne is 24,we have 1 grandson Nathan he is 5 and he has a baby sister Alyssa she is 1!My life will never be the same again,it is like you have to try and change everything in your life,I will never be happy again although sometimes I can smile or laugh.Some days the pain of my son being dead is harder than others,like a roller coster that never stops! A lot of family and friends think I should be over it,but the truth is I will never be over it because I can not go back and change the fact he was killed!I really do not expect anyone to understand my pain unless they too have lost a child.I would love to leave this world and I probably already would have if my daughters,husband and grandson did not need me so much and I am still here thanks to my friends I have met on the internet that have also lost a child and the ones who have not lost a child but try to be supportive and understanding.The holidays are really tough!!!!!View my poetry at Allpoetry
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