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About Me

It doesnt take much to get me excited about something new. New ideas are something i live for, and change is something i LOVE.
I talk probably too much. But suprisingly i listen more. People who know ME, know that it hurts me so much to lose a friend. I will forgive you 100 times... not because i'm a pushover, but because im too forgetful to hold a grudge.
I am VERY adventurous, i wont do some things that people would expect me to, but i'm usually the first to try something like jumping off a bridge. I love to suprise people, and i might spend too much of my time trying to think of new ways to do so.
I'm always busy, if i try to take something out of my life to give myself more time, i put something else there and end up with less.
I like pushing my body to it's limits, sometimes it's the worst feeling ever... but the feeling after i know i did my very best, and pushed myself as fast, or as hard as i could, is amazing, and very self-satisfying.
I hate to fail at things. I'm pretty competitive...and i like to win. I guess thats probably how i ended up doing college track. i love challenges, and track is definetly one.
I make so many mistakes, but i always see them as new adventures, or variables that make my day or life more interesting. And i'd say i've built character that way. ;)
I try to live in the present, but i am usually always anticipating the future and the excitement it is going to bring.
Nothing makes me feel better than to know a friend can confide in me.
I love to be with my sweet hansome funny Husband, my amazing family, and NEW family, and my awesome girlfriends, and most people see me as extremely outgoing and extroverted. But I'm usually happiest just by myself. I love to read, and think about things.
I wish i knew how to play the guitar and would love to learn
I love snow, and snowboarding! or in the summer...wakeboarding!
Performing gives me quite the thrill.
My pink scooter makes me happy
I like it when someone isn't afraid to let their whole self show.
People make me smile.br>

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

"OUR DEEPEST FEAR IS NOT THAT WE ARE INADEQUATE; OUR DEEPEST FEAR IS THAT WE ARE POWERFUL BEYOND MEASURE. IT IS OUR LIGHT, NOT OUR DARKNESS THAT MOST FRIGHTENS US. WE ASK OURSELVES WHO AM I TO BE BRILLIANT, GORGEOUS, TALENTED, FABULOUS? ACTUALLY, WHO ARE YOU NOT TO BE? YOU ARE A CHILD OF GOD. YOUR PLAYING SMALL DOES NOT SERVE THE WORLD. THERE IS NOTHING ENLIGHTENED ABOUT SHRINKING SO THAT OTHER PEOPLE WON'T FEEL INSECURE AROUND YOU. WE WERE BORN TO MAKE MANIFEST THE GLORY OF GOD THAT IS WITHIN US. IT IS NOT JUST IN SOME OF US; IT IS IN EVERYONE. AND AS WE LET OUR OWN LIGHT SHINE, WE UNCONSCIOUSLY GIVE OTHER PEOPLE PERMISSION TO DO THE SAME. AS WE ARE LIBERATED FROM OUR OWN FEAR, OUR PRESENCE AUTOMATICALLY LIBERATES OTHERS." MARIANNE WILLIAMSON

My Blog

cant sleep. ever.

i hate how it's so easy for me to speak my mind when it doesnt matter, and so hard when it's something thats actually personal. I just hate it when my words dont come out right. When i actually have s...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 01:39:00 GMT

college

I'm leaving for college in a month. one month left of my life i've lived for the past 18 years. everything i've grown to know, and be comfortable with will be gone. i'll be surrounded by a new envirom...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 00:48:00 GMT

time of your life

descicions are hard. everyone has to make one at some point of their lives. but even the little ones can affect us in huge ways. taking that next step could be taking away your life.  Or saying y...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Aug 2005 09:38:00 GMT

Graduation gets me thinking....

It's weird.  We spend all of our time anticipating how great the future will be.  Then before we know it the future is here, and we are anticipating all over again.  Before we...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Jun 2005 09:56:00 GMT

butterflies

i love butterflies...i love it when they come unexpected. when you just think of his face, and you get tingles all over. or as soon as ur lips touch, they come, wether you want them to or not. buttefl...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Jan 2005 20:37:00 GMT