TOMI

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I'm just a girl that's trying to have a simple life, but I seem to get myself into some complicated situations. I always give people a chance to get to know and me get to know them; However, I'm not as open about my true thoughts and feelings, as some may think. So, here's my deal... I'm proud to be a mother and I love my daughter very much. However, it doesn't come without it's hardships. There are many things I don't admire about my situation; In fact, I often feel that I'm not an adequate mother because I'm not taking the risk that most women have to take because they don't have another option. I have a fear of the unknown and fear of just having nothing - especially for her. Emotionally, I'm adjusting to the fact that I don't have as much freedom as I use to have. In the end, there's nothing more interesting than watching my little lovebug grow. I'm back in school and I'm finding that I love it; My only regret is that I didn't finish it sooner. There's are many decisions of the past that I'm not proud of and a few that I will share with the utmost arrogance; Either way, they've made me who I am now. I've thought about if there's anything I would change in my life. I honestly wouldn't change anything because what makes me think that not falling down the rabbit hole would have made me a better person?