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About Me

My Blog - www.xanga.com/nuraazam"Yo soy un espectro.. palido como un fantasma.. caminando este mundo a solas" - SilasHow can we define ourself? Who am i? the question that each of us ponders from time to time. Whether it's just another thought along a cup of coffee in the morning.. or deep inquisition at our crucial turning point in life. Trailing behind our steps.. our memories as mementos of our reckoned act. How we perceive ourself is the core of our definition. Sets of goals in life will name several routes but it will not permanently lead us to our happy ending.People we meet, greet and ditch will render our course.. twist it and distort the straight line we drew. It's up to us, to bend and fold the line to stay in track.. it depends on how strong do we hold on to our consciousness.. Yes, everybody had their moments of "Hell what have i done.." The day of total absent of controls and involuntary reactions. Or maybe a moment of ecstacy.. a trance that blanks out our reality check, disabling reason and decapitating our rationale. When we grasp our conscious.. we'll see the blistered trails behind us..I cant say that my life is running the way i had in mind. But i could at least utter my persistance in walking my straight line. Like a knight dashing out in a jousting match.. trying to reach the other end unscratched, without falling and failing. Upon the royal crowd, gripping every ounce of might at hand.. Putting their life, their name, their honor, their pride on the line in exchange of a better life; embracing the medieval bliss of an unknown but grand ending.Certainty is not an option nor its a necessity. No matter how sure we are about what we have, what we own, what we possess, it could be just another fragmented memories in less than a second. How can we make it through this carousel of life? Acquintances, tell me how.. comrades, lend me a hand.. companions, be here for me.. associates, show me the way.. pals, lets make it through this.. buddies, a drink over and done.. love, hold me like there will be no tomorrow..LOVEMYFLASH CODE /LOVEMYFLASH CODE

My Interests

My interest covers a wide range of things in our daily L.I.F.E.!! The fact that our generation spend most of our time in front of the TV and PC is inevitable!! other than that im into music, plays a lil bit of guitar for fun. Into sports as well, used to play rugby, football, softball and handball.. but now i usually play foosball =p!! Still follow the English Premier League every weekend and BLUE is my color, viva la Chelsean!! Still know a thing or two about the Rugby World Cup, 4 nations, trinations, wutever nations or even the Penang Ten!! I like the medieval life, all the honor, pride, mystical touch.. dungeons and dragons.. might and magic.. It is appealing to me!! =p Occasionally go to local gigs if my band isn't playing.. I honor their valiant effort to let their songs be heard!! Have a soft spot on Japanese goodies.. from J-music to J-girls, model kit (especially Gundam!!) and other stoopid inventions made in Japan are appealing.. Well, down here is my baby.. Epiphone Nighthawk by gibson!! My loyal company in many stages we stood! =p

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"Was It A Dream?"Your defenses were on high Your walls built deep inside Yeah I'm a selfish bastard But at least I'm not alone My intentions never change What I wanted stays the same And I know what I should do it's time to set myself on fire Was it a dream? Was it a dream? Is this the only evidence that proves it A photograph of you and I Your reflection I've erased Like a thousand burned out yesterdays Believe me when I say goodbye forever Is for good Was it a dream? Was it a dream? Is this the only evidence that proves it A photograph of you and I Was it a dream? Was it a dream? Is this the only evidence that proves it A photograph of you and I (A photograph of you and I) Was it a dream? Was it a dream? Is this the only evidence that proves it A photograph of you and I A photograph of you and I A photograph of you and I... in love...View All Friends | View Blog

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Music:

Universal listener!! + Deftones + Finch + Poison The Well + Story of the Year + Chevelle + Love Me Butch + Emery + Funeral For a Friend + Iron Maiden + High and MIGHTY COLOR + UVERworld + Asian Kung-Fu Generation + Thursday + Orange Range + Underoath + Hoobastank + Incubus + Dewa 19 + Team Sleep

Movies:

Movies are like an essential thing in life for us rite? I love the epic feeling in movies, medieval touch to it would be nice also.. Dark comedy is usually my preference in the list of comedies in line.. I like the sense of continuity in movies.. but not a forced prequels or sequels.. My must watch list are.. + Star Wars trilogy + Lords of the Ring + The Matrix + Back to the future trilogy + Bill & Ted: Excellent Adventure + Blade Runner + The Last Starfighter + Snatch + Fight Club

Television:

All of the CSI series, Smallville, House.. Japanese animes like Bleach, Wolf's Rain, Excel Saga, GTO, Gundam SEED series and all time favourite, Macross series!! Watch a lil bit of ecchi like Ultimate Girl =p and dun mind spending time watching something intresting in the Discovery channel~!!

Books:

Im not into reading THAT much.. Reading materials that really made me finish the story are The Da Vincci Code, Narnia, LOTR and some of the Shopaholic series.. =p But i admit that im missing a LOT by not reading that much.. well wuttaheck.. i still read mangas and i totally recommend Deathnote to everyone.. it makes u think!! Other than that i read Pretty Face and other fun mangas leisurely..

Heroes:

Abdullah Ahmad Badawi, my beloved Prime Minister

My Blog

Because of you..

Well lately i've been busy with work and all.. but currently kinda stuck with the this song... one of the rare R&B favourite.. Im more into rock and music with string and distortion, but the lyric...
Posted by Azzam?? on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 09:28:00 PST

Hoping for a...

Life is like a double edged knife. A sharp tongue of an angry mother and her embrace when you're lost and hopeless. Its everything nice and bad all mixed up like a coctail in one lovely prom. One day ...
Posted by Azzam?? on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 05:26:00 PST

A story about a girl I know..

Let me share with you a story about a girl I know. Well not all about her, but how she fares in my eyes and how things and perceptions change overtime. Years ago was the first time I ever saw her. The...
Posted by Azzam?? on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 06:11:00 PST

The Failure

This is the story of a failure in my life. A failure that took too long for me to realize it. That it had consumed me in its' false pretence. For now I am awake and that no longer will it binds me to...
Posted by Azzam?? on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 06:10:00 PST

Life and a box of chocolate.. and the rest that follow..

"Life is like a box of chocolate, you'll never know what you're going to get". A phrase I remember all too well from the movie Forest Gump. Yeap, we'll never know what we're getting...
Posted by Azzam?? on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 06:09:00 PST

Relationships and a cup of tea..

5am in the morning is always too soon for us to start our day. More often than not, our ritual, our utopian moment at 5am in the morning is to be tucked in bed. Dreaming our supposed-to-be lives, alt...
Posted by Azzam?? on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 06:06:00 PST

Finally

Here i am, inside the IT room in UiTM Melaka. Like it or not, im now not a student anymore. Im entering a new phase in my life. Now i must taste life from the other side of what i've lived before. I a...
Posted by Azzam?? on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 07:55:00 PST

Ketidakwarasan padaku

Ketidakwarasan padaku membuat bayangmu selalu ada menentramkan malamku mendamaikan tidurku Ketidakwarasan padaku membuat hidupku lebih tenang aku takkan sadari bahwa kau tak lagi di sini aku mulai n...
Posted by Azzam?? on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 07:30:00 PST

the end..

I dont see the last page of a book as the end of a story.. it echoes with every twist of the tale.. with every words spoken.. it remains by chapters.. carving every inch of space we could cater.. Neve...
Posted by Azzam?? on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 06:37:00 PST

Adelleda..

This is really only all we have:(Bury all of me)Daytime. Twilight. Pitch black. Night light.(Before I have a chance)Coldest eyes, and the softest touch.(To open my eyes and see you laughing.)Daytime. ...
Posted by Azzam?? on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 07:35:00 PST