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§♥¤AmBeR¤♥§

Love Me.. That's all I ask of You.. Promise You won't break My heart.. And I'll give You the world..

About Me

Hey, Im Amber. First of all.. Dont label me. Im not a fucking stereotype. Second of all, Im taken and thats that. Im a brand new mommy and nobody is going to try and ruin things for us. Thirdly, dont fuck with my friends because then you're fucking with me. Im a nice person if you get to know me but Im also somebody you dont fuck with. My Likes

♥Friends

♥Family
♥Poetry/Writing

♥Drawing

♥Walks in the Rain

♥Bubble Wrap

♥Good Movies

♥Music

♥Goofing off in the Mall

♥Tim Burton & Alfred Hitchcock Films

♥"The Raven" by Edgar Allen Poe

♥Standing up for my beliefs

♥Meeting new People

♥the color Blue

♥Tiger Lilies

♥Siberian Tigers

♥Dream Catchers

♥Hair Bands

♥Dancing

♥Singing

My Dislikes

‡Stereotypes

‡Backstabbers

‡Gold Diggers

‡Shit Talkers

‡Fakes

‡People who get added as friends than never talk

‡Users

‡Yellow

‡Snobs

‡Anime

‡Porn

‡Rap

‡Racists

‡Sexists

‡Drugs

‡Stalkers

My Interests

Walks in the rain, watching the sunset, poetry, writing, drawing, photography, music, psychology & criminal justice (Forensic Psychologist), I don't mind some sports , like football and hockey. I love native american things like dream catchers and such.

I'd like to meet:

Anybody. I love to meet new people and to find and hear new bands.

I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside.

Music:

♥12 Stones ♥A Day To Remember ♥Adema ♥AFI ♥All That Remains ♥Anberlin ♥Atreyu ♥Bless The Fall ♥Blink 182 ♥Bloodhound Gang ♥Breaking Benjamin ♥The Casualties ♥Chevelle ♥Coheed & Cambria ♥Crossfade ♥Dashboard Confessional ♥Dead Kennedys ♥Def Leppard ♥Deftones ♥Dimmu Borgir ♥Dream Theater ♥Emery ♥Every Time I Die ♥Fear Factory ♥Finch ♥Flyleaf ♥From Autumn To Ashes ♥From First To Last ♥Funeral For A Friend ♥Golgotha ♥Guano Apes ♥Guttermouth ♥Haste The Day ♥Hawthorne Heights ♥HIM ♥In Flames ♥Jack Johnson ♥June ♥Korn ♥Lacuna Coil ♥Lost Prophets ♥Marcy Playground ♥Marilyn Manson ♥Matchbook Romance ♥The Matches ♥Minor Threat ♥The Misfits ♥Mulligan ♥Murderdolls ♥MxPx ♥My American Heart ♥My Chemical Romance ♥New Found Glory ♥Nirvana ♥Norma Jean ♥Old Man's Child ♥Our Friend's Fate ♥Pantera ♥A Perfect Circle ♥Plain White T's ♥Poison ♥Powerman 5000 ♥Primer 55 ♥Quiet Riot ♥Rammstein ♥Rancid ♥The Rasmus ♥Red Jumpsuit Apparatus ♥Relient K ♥Rise Against ♥Saliva ♥Senses Fail ♥Sevendust ♥Shinedown ♥Silverchair ♥Silverstein ♥Slaughter ♥Slipknot ♥Smashing Pumpkins ♥Smile Empty Soul ♥Staind ♥Starting Line ♥Static Lullaby ♥Stereomud ♥Stone Sour ♥Story of the Year ♥Straylight Run ♥The Strokes ♥Sum 41 ♥Switchfoot ♥System of a Down ♥Taking Back Sunday ♥Three Days Grace ♥Thursday ♥Tristania ♥Underoath ♥Unwritten Law ♥The Used ♥Velvet Revolver ♥Versus The Mirror ♥Warrant ♥When Autumn Falls ♥Yellowcard ♥

Movies:

I Love Tim Burton Films! ♥A Walk to Remember ♥Angel Eyes ♥Awakenings ♥The Bad Son ♥Big Fish ♥Boys ♥The Cell ♥The Corpse Bride ♥The Crow ♥Dirty Dancing ♥Fried Green Tomatoes ♥Ginger Snaps Back ♥Good Will Hunting ♥The Goonies ♥Grinde ♥The Gremlins ♥The Guilty ♥Hangman's Curse ♥Hide & Seek ♥Homeward Bound ♥The Jacket ♥ Lies My Mother Told Me ♥Lords of Dogtown ♥The Lost Boys ♥Million Dollar Baby ♥My Girl ♥Mystic River ♥The Nightmare Before Christmas ♥Now & Then ♥Patch Adams ♥The Pianist ♥Pitch Black ♥Queen of the Damned
♥Save the Last Dance ♥Saw ♥Secret Window ♥Skeletons in the Closet ♥Tigerland ♥Vincent ♥What Dreams May Come ♥Wicked ♥

Television:

Angel, family guy, futurama, will & grace, full house, family matters, Mythbusters, Roseanne, Cosby Show, Spongebob :p

Books:

demon in my view, kit's wilderness, helter skelter , the pigman, the girl who loved tom gordon, all the beautiful sinners, The Outsiders

Heroes:

Heather

She's been my best friend for years beyond memory. So kind hearted and true. So bright and strong willed. She's my ultimate hero. You fuck with this girl and you're fuckin with me. I love this girl!

Jason

We've experienced so many firsts together. We've laughed together... We've cried together. He's not just the love of my life but one of the bestest friends I've ever had. Together we've been through hell and back but in the end all things ended up okay. He's one of my heroes for many reason, most of which are compeletely undescribable. He's shown me what true love is really like.

James

I consider James not only a best friend but like another big bro. He's shown me what its like to have a constant friend who laughs and cries with you and eveything in between. Somebody who always has your back and always shows you support whether or not they agree with you or what youre doing. Hes a real true friend. A person Im lucky to have in my life.

Gaston

Now this guy has really shown me that you really can find true friends online. I've never met Gaston before but so far he's been a real true friend to me. He's always there when I need someone to talk to or am looking for a little advice and vise versa. Makes me hope that some of you out there that I met online and talk to quite often can look at me that way because I try to be a true friend to everyone I come across and can really get along with.

Pattie & Shirley

My two moms.. *lol* Pattie is the one on the right and Shirley on the left is my real mom. Pattie's 'like' a mom.. Anyways, my mom has had a pretty tough life. Grew up with an alcoholic father, in and out of foster homes, all sorts of hell. She went through hell with my brother and I wasnt always the easiest to handle either considering I kept to myself. The last year or so though we've gotten closer. I talk to her a lot more and she's very wise and I remember growing up and her tellin me sorry she's not a good mom and things like that but she was.. still is. I love her very much. Pattie has been through an even worse hell.. the worst out of anyone Ive ever met and I look up to her for being so strong through it all

Shout-Outs

Briana: Threatening to kick asses is something you love to do... I love how protective you are of your friends. I'm the same way and I love that about you. I know if something is wrong and I really need help that I can turn to you. You're an awesome friend. Thanks much for bein there for me.

Brandon:We don't know each other all that well on a personal note but I do know you've always been there. You're such a good guy and I don't ever want you to go changin!

Ricky: You are by far one of my favorite cousins. You have the best personality and sense of humor out of basically everyone I know and I really appreciate what you've done for me. You took me in and made me feel so at home. And you watch over me not like a young cousin but rather like a little sister, which is nice because I know I dont have anything to worry about when I'm with you. Thanks so much for everything!

Jeanette: You've made such a good friend. Many times when couples split up they stop talkin to the other ones family but you stuck around and I'm very glad because to me you are and always will be family. I want to thank you for always bein there if I needed someone to talk to and also for giving me the most adorable niece and most handsome nephew I could ever ask for. :p

Maranda: We've known each other since Elementary school. I've always looked up to you in a way. You always seem to have everything figured out.. So wise and so brave. You're such a wonderful person with a beautiful heart. You've been there for me when I needed someone to talk to or had questions about my pregnancy. Thank you so much!

Dale: We've known each other for years beyond memory but never really got to know each other til just these last couple of years. I'm really glad we did because you're such a caring person.. very sensitive.. and most amazing. Thanks for being there for me. Couldn't ask for a better person in my life. Love ya Dale! =]

My Blog

Chloe Update!

 Chloe had her 2 month appointment today. =]  She's now 23 1/2 inches long and weighs 11lb 10oz! The doc says her growth is very good. She also got her first shots today, which are making he...
Posted by §♥¤AmBeR¤♥§ on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 02:53:00 PST

Only Temp

 Hey All. Just wanted to post a quick blog and let everyone not to try calling me right now. My battery in my phone went to hell and cant be charged any more. I'll post a new blog though when I g...
Posted by §♥¤AmBeR¤♥§ on Sat, 14 Jun 2008 12:38:00 PST

To Those of You I’ve Told:

 Hey guys. I told a few of you already that I might be back in Grayling soon and that I was going to try for the weekend of the 24th but I just remembered today that I can't do that because Jason...
Posted by §♥¤AmBeR¤♥§ on Thu, 15 May 2008 07:06:00 PST

Chloe Update

 Since my baby girl's one-month mark landed on the weekend and the doctors office was closed we had the one month check up appointment today. The doctor said she's looking really good. He measure...
Posted by §♥¤AmBeR¤♥§ on Mon, 05 May 2008 09:03:00 PST

Finally Home

 Hey everybody. Just postin a quick update for all of you. Me and Jason did end up getting an apartment. We've been there for a few days now. My dad and his girlfriend Shelly brought down a bunch...
Posted by §♥¤AmBeR¤♥§ on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 12:11:00 PST

Online Birth Announcement

The hospital made a birth announcement of Chloe online. The picture they got was her gettin a little tickle from a gas bubble and just made it turn out so cute! *lol* http://www.chcbc.com/baby_bio.php...
Posted by §♥¤AmBeR¤♥§ on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 10:24:00 PST

Chloe

 Them trying to induce my labor did not go over the greatest on the 2nd so I had to go in the next morning. Once I got there, got all changed and laid in the hospital bed and they got me hooked u...
Posted by §♥¤AmBeR¤♥§ on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 02:41:00 PST

Continue of last blog

 okay.. so i just got done reading about inducing labor, epidurals and whatever and how I mentioned in my last blog that when this is done there’s a higher chance of getting a c section.. w...
Posted by §♥¤AmBeR¤♥§ on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 06:49:00 PST

She’ll Be Here Tomorrow!!

 As I’ve mentioned I had a doctors appointment today to find out what was going to happen. Turns out I’m dialating pretty well and everything is going fine but since I could go in to ...
Posted by §♥¤AmBeR¤♥§ on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 12:30:00 PST

Any Day Now

 Towards the end of this pregnancy I kept catching myself, and still do, curious as to what our baby is going to look like. And then you also get thinkin about other things. Things like cancers a...
Posted by §♥¤AmBeR¤♥§ on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 05:20:00 PST