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ARiELNiCOLE.COM ☆ [T.P.M] -RiP Aaron..-

and i stopped breathing when you said you didnt care anymore...

About Me

the shit you hear about me might be true.. but then again it could be as fake as the bitch who told you.
i LiKE TO EAT PANCAKES WHEN iTS RAiNiNG, AND ONLY WHEN iTS RAiNiNG.. OH AND UH, I am a people! I'm 18 and my name is Ariel and I just graduated from one of the gayest schools in the whole city of las Vegas, Silverado high! whoo- go sky hawks!!- NOT! it really really really bugs me when random ass people request me, start talking to me, and then ask every fucking question that is all answered in my profile. i have two sugar gliders. i love dirtbiking. I am a girl. i am a vegetarian. i love to cuddle. i have two tattoos. i like late night phone calls, it makes me feel special. i dont smoke cigarettes. i like to sleep on a cold pillow and under a snuggly warm blanket. im a computer nerd if im bored at home. i enjoy going to operas. beeris good. i hate ALL telivision. i love to text. gay is a good word. Gay people are cool. i love to play beerpong. i'm scared of falling in love again...I have a job at No Fear. I sleep with a night light on. Music is my life. Hippos are awesome. guitar hero is lame. I like to sing. my nose is peirced! Aqua is good. Boys who play guitars are hott. im pritty much like a big kid. My chemical romance is gay, and i hate them with a passion. i am pro status at stuffed animal claw machines. im not really into sports. I like antique things. I have two lava lamps. i love to attempt to snowboard. youre not going to offend me if we disagree on somthing. Silly string is cool. Penguins rule. Books are gay. Rock music kicks ass. Kurt cobain did not kill himself. dont make fun of my big ugly bling ring cause i love it so fuck you. my ears are gauged to zeros. when you meet me, you might think im on drugs; im not. I want to go to the moon but I don't want to be an astronaut. i wont eat cheese plain unless its graded.im usually the girl in dickies and a Tshirt. I like the way mushrooms look. i want to someday be some sort of bartender. I don't like bugs. I want a black rose. tattoos are fucking sexy. I would like to know someone loves me. Meat is murder. i love to swing on swings. im mature, but i know when to, and love to be immature. I'm a picky eater. Top roman owns. if im not at work during the day, then im most likely sleeping. Prom is over rated but I still went. I hate my feet. i have my own weird way of life, and only i understand it, so dont try, just go with it. I hate my tummy. Lots of people think I'm crazy. Starbucks is yummy. i hate thanksgiving. no i did not want to make this myspace, Ashley did it... I have to know what time it is when I wake up in the middle of the night. Fun is fun. i was born and raised in las vegas, and sometimes i hate it, but sometimes i love it. I'm a former choir student. cartoon movies are the best ones. too many drugs are stupid. I like squirrels. I love the Cheshire cat. I am Irish and Italian but mostly Irish. I like candles. i love publicity. i accually enjoy typing. I l0ve roller coasters, They are fun. I dont know my father, and im kinda glad because if he hasn't come by now, then appaerntly he's a dick-head! Black is still a good color. I hate brown. I hate most preppy people. FUCK NIGGERS. i hate niggers. dont be a fucking nigger. (there is a HUGE difference between a NIGGER and a BLACK PERSON. NIGGERS come in ALL colors.) Crowd surfing at concerts is fun. i have this new obsession with the color green...? i love getting close to people but letting go hurts. my socks never ever ever match. I LOVE TO SMOKE HOOKAH!!!! i LOVE glitter. POP ROCKS!!! i dont drink soda. i love fishtanks. i beleive in ghosts. i get pissed when people ignore me. im attracted to shiny objects. phantom of the opera is awesome. i am an Athiest- i think... Things are wayyyy better when they are sdrawkcab. If you cant read that, then you are dumb. Anyways I like to hang with my friends and play pool, drink, play beerpong, shop, and play darts, go to concerts, and talk on the phone. kristina, Shay, Shannon, Amanda, Aj, josh, andrew, mike, madguil, sapin, tara, one, felicia, camille, Kristen, Kelley, KRS Kristen, tiffany, Emmy, Brooke, Ashley, Jeff, Elsa, Tara, floppy, Wolf, Brian, and Ali are like THE best people in the whole entire fucked up insane world. I l0ve them all, and I really just don't know what I would be or do without them. They are my SPATULAS! hehe!! (Inside joke--shannon!!).. But spatula is the coolest word in the English dictionary too, I mean, just say it! It sounds cool! uh okay.. I don't know what I don't know cause I don't know that I don't know the things that I don't know!!! Ha, beat that bitch!! i aint no gay german jewish nigger midget.. MEHEH that would just plain out suck...
AIM screen name:=: TPM xoxo :=:

My Interests

some of my interests are: MUSIC..BONFIRES..concerts..HOOKAH...chilling with friends..partying..darts..beerpong..shopping..my sugar gliders..acting dumb..taking pictures..SEE MY ABOUT ME SECTION??

Three words to describe me are:::
ABSTRACT
CREATIVE
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you fill in the rest... egh

I'd like to meet:

im down to meet just about anybody whos chill, and likes to kick it without the drama....

then of course, what teenage girl doesnt want the perfect boy in her eyes?!!?.. i mean, one who doesnt cheat, one who is cute, has an awesome personality, who can hang out with your friends and their friends and just you all the same without the bullshit, who treats you with respect, who is interested in the same things that you are, who doesnt ignore you, who doesnt do drugs, who treats you how you deserve to be treated, who knows what the fuck hes doing with you and appriciates it, who has his shit together in life, who likes to go out and then also likes to have quiet nights with just you, who doesnt want you to change the way you are, who is all around a fun loving person, who can talk to you about anything, who is willing to work out problems, who will love you and want to be with you and you only, who is into the same music you are, and who isnt too caught up in his life to let you in. that would be the perfect boy.
too bad those dont exist.

on the other hand, Fortionatly for me, i have found a few people i love more than anything and they are indeed my best friends:::

Aaron Paul Williams wow.. i cant beleive youre gone. these last few days have been incredibly hard with everything that has happened, but these last few years have been absolutly amazing with you... every second we spent together i will cherish for the rest of my life.. everything from you living with my mom and i in summer of 06, to teaching you cursive, to the nights in my garage with the four A's, to the long intense talks about life we always seemed to get into at 4 in the morning, always being together, ''roar splooge'', the pancake mornings with my mom, to long nights of darts, the 'hit stick', the psycho nights in your appartment, to spending every major holiday with you and your family... you and your family have made the biggest impact on my life, i cant even explain it.. i love you all so much..more than you will ever know. i could never, and will never forget you, aaron. words could never describe how i feel.. we had our ups and our downs, but who doesnt.. i miss you so much. im being as strong as i can down here without you, and its hard..very hard.. all i know is that you went out with a smile on your face as you rode your bike, and that you were not in pain.. those two facts are keeping me alive. you will forever be in my heart. rest in peace Aaron paul williams.. i love you with everything i have....everything..
may 13, 1988 - march 15, 2008.
Kristina im so glad we started to chill again. you me and cheezit have WAYY to much fun together, and are always amused over nothing. its fucking great. even though we cant go to seven eleven anymore.. ahh, fuck them... :[ they ruined it all for us lol. oh well. we dont need them to go camping...next arber day lets have a party. i love you. your amazingfull.
Shay--i fucking love you. i dont even know what else to say, i just love you. you are amazing, and great, and fun, and loveable, and adorable! dont change. we are only going to grow closer. i love you, sooo much.XOXO

Shannon- k, so you told me to update this since we are no longer in school.. well here it goes lol. you are my spatula, and i couldnt ask for anymore of you. you save in so many ways, you dont even know. i fucking love you so much.. beyond explaning.. im really glad we have stuck out the bullshit and stayed so close through everything. being out of school changed alot, but we still see eachother like every day, and i wouldnt want it any other way. its perfect. youre perfect, and i love you.
amanda--so yeah, youre in alaska now, and i miss you like woahhh... its really sad how you just had to up and leave after we have been through soo fucking much. i hate the fact that you are a trillion miles away.. totally gay. i cant wait to come see you and my pussy boyfriend, and mom too...and cant forget about heidi. i miss you all lol. i swear, if you forget about me and the rest of your vegas friends, ill kick your butt.. you better come back like planned in 2 years lol. we gotta get a place and get a snake!! i love you babygirl. take care..
Felicia- heyy my sexy beast, i love you so much. i wish i could see you more often like when i used to live with you. i miss those days. its hard to beleive that i have known you for 13 years, i think its time we have an anniversary or somthing lol. XOXO

ALL MY OTHER FRIENDS-- i heart you guys too.
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People i Love the Most... if you're on here, feel special.. 333

Music:


Music can lift us out of depression, or move us to tears- it is a remedy, a tonic, orange juice for the ear. But for many of my neurological patients, music is even more- it can provide access, even when no medication can, to movement, to speech, to life. For them, music is not a luxury, but a necessity.

scroll down, nigga
MUSIC IS MY LIFE..
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2pac
3 doors down
30 seconds to mars
10 Years On

A Heart Well Ending
[A new found glory]
A perfect circle
A Small Victory
[A static lullaby]
A Thorn For Every Heart
[AFI]
Afroman
Akatishia & Matthew dekay
[Aiden]
Alanis morisette
Alien ant farm
[Alexisonfire]
[Alkaline trio]
[All American rejects]
Alesana
[Amber Pacific]
American hi-fi
AMG
[Anberlin]
Angels and Airwaves
[Anyone]
[Aphasia] Aqua
[Armor for sleep]
Ashley Ballard
Atreyu
[Audioslave]
Augest Burns Red
[Avenged sevenfold]
Avenue D

Beach Boys
Beck
[Big B]
Big tymers
BILLY CURRINGTON
Billy Joel
Blessthefall
[Blindside]
[Blink 182]
Bowling for soup
Box car racer [Boy hits car] Boy sets fire
[Brand new]♥
Bravehearts
[Breaking point]
Britney spears
BROADWAYS NOT READY
brotha lynch hung
[bullet for my valentine]
Burry your Dead

The calling
Carrie Underwood
Cassie
[The casualties]
Circa Survive
Chasing Victory
Chevelle
Cherish
Chingy
Chiodos
The click five
[Coheed and Cambria]
Cold
Coolio
Crazy frog Crazy town
Creed
[Crossfade]
Cute Is What We Aim For

D12
Daft punk
[Dark new day] Dave Matthews band
Dear Whoever
[Death by stereo]
The Decendants
Def leppard
Dem Franchize Boyz
[the devil wears proda]
DHT
[Disturbed] Dixie chicks
Dope Dr. dre
Drowning pool

the Eagels
[The early November] [Earshot]
Easy e
Edwin McCain
Eighteen Visions
Elysia
Emery
Enigma
[Escpace the Fate] Evergreen Terrace
The exies

[The F-ups]
Faith hill
Fall out boy
Far Less
Faster pussycat
Fear Before the March of Flames
[Finch] First Blood
Fletch
[Flogging Molly]
[Flyleaf]
Fort Minor
Four Letter Lie
[From autumn to ashes] Fuel
[Funeral for a friend]
George Strait
Gin blossoms
Glasseater
Godsmack
Grace Gale
Green day
Guns n roses
[Gym Class Heros]

HIM
Haste the day HeavyHeavyLowLow
[Hinder] hollywood undead♥

[I Am Ghost]
Incubus
Infected mushroom

Insane Clown Posse
It Dies Today
Its Like Love
Joe Nichols

Keith urban
Kelly osbourne
Kelly Clarkson
Kenny Chesney
Kid rock
[Kottonmouth Kings] Korn

Less than Jake
Letter kills The letters organize
Lil Jon and the east side boys
Lil Kim
Lil Whyte
Limp Bizkit
[Linkin park]
[Lit]
Lonestar
Lostprophets
Louis Armstrong
LoveHateHero
love it or leave it
Ludacris

Madball
Madonna
Marcy Playground
Marilyn Manson
Mario
The Mars Volta
[Matchbook romance] Megadeth
Meredith brooks
Mest
Metallica
[Michelle Branch]
Midtown
Mindless Self Indulgence
Minor discomfort (harvey!!)
Moby
Mock orange
[Motion city soundtrack]
The movie life
Mudvayne
[The murder ballad] Mxpx

Nelly
Ne-Yo
Nick Lachey
Nickelback
Nirvana Nitty gritty
[Nonpoint]
The Number Twelve looks like you

October Fall
The Offspring
Outcast
Over it
Ozzy osbourne

Panic! at the Disco
Papa roach
Park
Paul oakenfold
Peaches
Peter Gabriel
Phantom Planet
Plain White T's
Poison
[Potluck]
Puddle of mudd Punchline

Queen

Rage Against the Machine
Rascal Flatts
Razed In Black
[Red]
Red hot chili peppers
The Red Jumpsuit Appretice
Relient K
[Revelation theory] [Rise against]
Rob zombie

Rodney Adkins
Saliva
[Saosin]
Savage garden
Say Anything
[Scary Kids Scaring Kids]
The Scene Alesthetic
[Scott stapp]
Secret Lives Of Freemasons
[Seether] Selena
[Senses fail] [Set Your Goals]
[Shakira]
Shania twain
Shedaisy
Shinedown
[Silverstein] slayer
Slipknot
Smile empty soul
[Social Distortion]
[Sound the Alarm] [Spice Girls]
Stained
Staring back
[The Starting line] Static x
[Steps to Lydia]
Stone temple pilots
[Story of the year]
[Strata] [Street Dogs]
Sublime
Subseven
Sugarland
Suicidal Tendencies
[Sum 41]
The Summer Obsession System of a down

T-pain
[Taking back Sunday] Tantric
Taproot
[Three days grace]
Thrice
Thursday
Tom waits
Tool
Trace Adkins
Train
[Trapt]

[Underoath]
Unearth
[Unwritten law]
Up syndrome
The used
Usher

Velvet revolver
Vanilla ice

[Weezer]
The white stripes

Like I said, I like basically everything...

Movies:

funny movies, and some scary movies and then love mushie gushie movies. my ALL TIME favorites are:::

cruel intentions
10 things i hate about you
the prince and me
finding nemo
American History X
phantom of the opera
the labrynth
house of D
alice in wonderland
requiem for a dream
Party Monster
Rocky Horrer Picture Show
sixteen candles
The Notebook

♥ ♥ ♥

Television:

..TV is fucking gay. i MAYBE watch 30 minutes of TV a month.. the only 2 shows i really like i wait until they come out on DVD, which are The O.C. and Gilmore Girls...

fuck

Books:

dr. suess.. -fox in socks, and the sneetches i only read if i find somthing i like to read about.. which isnt often.. i hate reading. otherwise, i fall asleep.
or get distracted too easily..
i mean, honestly... if a book is good enough, then they will eventually make it into a fucking movie, and everyone will watch it anyways.. so why read?

Heroes:

RIP Aaron Paul Williams... RIP Mammy... RIP Donna... My best friends and
wonder woman. what could be better than a woman that is hott and who can fly?! i mean come on.......

My Blog

a song for Aaron Paul Williams. RIP

  Who You'd Be Today By: Kenny Chesney   Sunny days seem to hurt the mostWear the pain like a heavy coatI feel you everywhere I goI see your smile, I see your faceI hear you laughing in the ...
Posted by ARiELNiCOLE.COM  [T.P.M] -RiP Aaron..- on Sat, 03 May 2008 12:38:00 PST

blake howse wrote this for me. :]

she's seen me cryshe's seen me talk of suicidebut with her by my sidei could never grab that knifeshe has brought me some of the best times of my lifebeer pong champ, she hits the cupi hit a fucking l...
Posted by ARiELNiCOLE.COM  [T.P.M] -RiP Aaron..- on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 11:40:00 PST

another year gone..

if you have read my 2006 overview, then this is the 2007 overview to see the differences.. its quite amazing accually..   well, once again, here we go, except this time, 2008. and all a year old...
Posted by ARiELNiCOLE.COM  [T.P.M] -RiP Aaron..- on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 03:16:00 PST

Urban Riders. PiCTURES. [Jan. 22 updated] PARTYYYS

                                         &nbs...
Posted by ARiELNiCOLE.COM  [T.P.M] -RiP Aaron..- on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 12:35:00 PST

a short poem.

Breath deep, the gathering gloom,Watch lights fade from every room.Bedsitter people look back and lament,Another day's useless energy spent.Impassioned lovers wrestle as one,Lonely man cries for love ...
Posted by ARiELNiCOLE.COM  [T.P.M] -RiP Aaron..- on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 06:59:00 PST

2006 thinking overview...

well here we go,almost to 2007..and all a year older.probably a little wiser,maybe a little more grown up mentally..who knows..thats besides the fact.this year, i have aquired some new friends,lost so...
Posted by ARiELNiCOLE.COM  [T.P.M] -RiP Aaron..- on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 01:32:00 PST

people are fucking great... so great that they make you sick just thinking about them anymore.

 so i fee like i want to die. and there is absolutly nothing i can do about it im not emo, so dont say that.. im just upset lol ashley just got hit by a car, emotionally. and then there was tha...
Posted by ARiELNiCOLE.COM  [T.P.M] -RiP Aaron..- on Sat, 10 Jun 2006 02:35:00 PST