my name is xue
i try my hardest at everything i do. if your not happy i'm not happy. i try to keep everyone around me happy, i try to get along with everyone. you tell me what i need to do to improve and i'll try my best, you need advice i'll give it to you i'm always around just chillin...
Everyday i think of you, everything i do i am reminded by you. You left without saying goodbye but i am not mad at you. I know that you are doing better now, away from heartache and pain and in a better place. I wish there was something i could have done to change everything that happened, but i guess things just happen for a reason. I should have got up to help you at your time of need, but i didn't. You could have seen me one last time before you went and i still think about that night. I'm sorry for not being the son that you wanted me to be, but i will try my best to do so. I just hope that while you were here you knew that you were loved greatly by your sons and daughters. My heart is broken and its left with a hole that will never again be whole without you here. I should have told and showed that i love you more often. Even though you are not here i will try to prove to you that i love you. You taught me alot and i will always remember you. i will never give up in life no matter how hard it gets. You will forever be missed and loved. I love you dad...
