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Jay is Josh says let your actions speak!

I'm gonna live your life to show you How its spose to be Done!

About Me

About me? I'm Josh also known as Jay. I cannot and will not ever be labled under any category! I'm just me. I am not in the genre of a Hip-hopp head or a Metal/Rock head..so don't waste your time trying to figure out what category I fall under. How ever I will say I'm a very straight forward person, I'm very giving, a kid at heart, I'm not really like most people who say if you get on their bad side something comes out..because if you get on mine you just get cut off until you decide to make the necessary changes to get back on my good side lol. I enjoy a lot of out door activities, playing Video games, watching Anime, watching foreign films, I write REAL poetry, and I dabble in the singing department lol..wanna know more msg me.
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I miss the way that I used to feel, in ways that made everything so real..I miss the security that you gave my heart..for now it is lost, alone in the dark...I miss the days we would laugh carelessly away, not worried about tomorrow...Like children we'd play...I miss your touch, your smell, your taste..How long do I have to be in this unfamiliar place?...I miss the warmth you brought when i grew cold...I miss the dreams of ustogether growing old...I miss your kiss...even now I sit and wish that things didn't haveto be like this....Time has passed, but the pain still last..within the corners of my mind...I'm reminded of how blind, love can really be....I sometimes wonder if love is for me...I think love is for the free...free of mind, free of heart...free of pain....a brand new start..maybe all of this will one day come to me...but for now one can only dream and wish...for the one thing that I miss..

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Josh J Witherspoon
Birthday: March 7th 1982
Birthplace: Hell on Earth
Current Location: Hell on Earth
Eye Color: Menevolent Black
Hair Color: Varies with chemicals
Height: 5ft10
Right Handed or Left Handed: Ambidextrous lol
Your Heritage: Asian can't you tell?
The Shoes You Wore Today: Got mah Jesus sandles on!
Your Weakness: Krptonite?
Your Fears: Dieng Alone..
Your Perfect Pizza: The Cheese is the best part of the Pizza!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Live beyond my expectations!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol...BRB
Thoughts First Waking Up: Here we go again...*sigh*
Your Best Physical Feature: My Boyish good looks lol
Your Bedtime: Same time Vampires go to sleep
Your Most Missed Memory: My Brother *alive* A girl from the past
Pepsi or Coke: Don't drink Soda much
MacDonalds or Burger King: lol its not MacDonalds stupid survey! but Neither!
Single or Group Dates: Single if she's hot, but Group if she's not..bail me out man!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Aaaah that's Brisk baby! LMAO!
Chocolate or Vanilla: Mix em! Nothin wrong with a little swirl lol
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cuban coffe Mmmm make it sweet!
Do you Smoke: Nah
Do you Swear: I swear I don't!
Do you Sing: Well heh I don't like to brag! lol
Do you Shower Daily: Daily?! pfft Annually!
Have you Been in Love: Once, and yes it hurts when it has to end..
Do you want to go to College: Im 25! I wanna go back for the girls now!
Do you want to get Married: She has to give me a reason
Do you belive in yourself: wow who made this its spelled BELIEVE! and yes i dew!
Do you get Motion Sickness:
Do you think you are Attractive: What do you think!? AH who cares what you think yes i do!!
Are you a Health Freak:
Do you get along with your Parents: They can get on my nerves but that's their job! I love my parents
Do you like Thunderstorms: Something about them draws me in...
Do you play an Instrument: Drums, Used to play trumpet, learning the pianno..
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Put it this way Vampires Order a round of my blood at Bars. *Long Island Ice Josh please*
In the past month have you Smoked: Nah
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Took so Asprin...im so ashamed *sniff*
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Um...no not that i can remember
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: A couple of times
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Idiot Oreos don't come in a box! And still No!! Fat boy/girl!
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Go look at my pictures and read my shirt
In the past month have you been on Stage: The Grand stage of Life! *Booo Lame!!!*
In the past month have you been Dumped: Ya gotta be going out with someone to get dumped
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: yep took my Annual shower yesterday!
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: I've stolen some hearts *bow chica bow wow*
Ever been Drunk: *Hiccup*
Ever been called a Tease: Once! But only so much Teasin a guy can do b4 he actually wants it lol
Ever been Beaten up: Nope, only by my older Bro
Ever Shoplifted: Nope but At age 9 i stole some football cards lol and got caught
How do you want to Die: Right After havin sex, none of that in my sleep BS
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: You mean im not all growed up!? Aww man...
What country would you most like to Visit: Japan! and a crap load of other places...
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: The Color she was born with
Favourite Hair Color: Any Black, blonde,brown,blue,green,red,pink!
Short or Long Hair: I like long hair, but if you can pull off short i'm game
Height: Doesnt matter...even if she's taller hehe
Weight: Anything not sloppy lol
Best Clothing Style: Her own style
Number of Drugs I have taken: Lets call up Walgreens
Number of CDs I own: If ya own an Ipod or Zune u dont need CD's
Number of Piercings: None....that I know of?
Number of Tattoos: None yet...waitin for a reason to be addicted to em
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Live and learn not to regret, move forward not backwards
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My Interests



Ah the good o'l days i miss em!
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My interest are wide open! I love to watch Anime!, read Manga, I like out door activities such as Basket ball foot ball ect..Video games MMO's!.um..You name it, and I can probably find some common ground just ask me.Anime is a major interest

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet someone with like minds. Someone who doesn't judge me at first glance, a person with an open mind to what i believe in. I wouldn't mind if they shared some of my interest, but doesn't have to be all of them. Also I'd like to meet a person that I feel comfortable around..being that I'm such a diverse person I dont fall under any category people tend to force their way of life on to me..so if your a person who doesn't mind a little variation hit me up. Doesn't matter where your from, race,nationality or creed

Music:

They say the type of Music you listen to categorizes the type of person you are, but in my case, I don't have a specif type of Music i listen to. I'm a lover of all music, I feel you can't really appreciate and enjoy music if you really don't enjoy music..catch my drift? So where does that put me? lol IONO!? I like these styles tho Hip-hop,rap,R&B,Rock,Metal,Classical,Japanese Pop, foreign music, Latin music, Jazz,Blues,punk, the list keeps goin...

Movies:

Ton's 300 The Matrix Star Wars..psh why am I typing this out..

A Video Made by a Taru on my Server! Fuuunay!

Television:

I don't watch much TV, but I do watch Heroes,house,family guy,simpson...lol to be honest i watch Youtube more than TV..

Books:

Sci-fi Novels, some real suspense ones..Manga, and Comics

Heroes:

Too many to name..I like to keep it simple and use their quotes.An Eye for an Eye leaves Everybody Blind- Mahatma Ghandi/Martin Luther King.Every Great Leader was once a great Follower

My Blog

It’s so hard..but I stayed strong.

Blog's are about what? How you feel right? Well this is how i feel and have been feeling for a long time...maybe its because i'm so picky!It's so hard to forget your face...your touch, your scent your...
Posted by Jay is Josh says let your actions speak! on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 10:26:00 PST

What I wouldnt do

Something I whipped up looking at different girls lol and thinking..Man what i wouldnt give or do!! lol What I wouldn't do for a chance at someone like you..I am at a loss for words, can't think, nor ...
Posted by Jay is Josh says let your actions speak! on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 11:52:00 PST

Taking it all in

You Ever walk outside on a nice breezy day and just sigh and just bask in your beautiful surroundings and just think to yourself...(This is what life is all about) Well picture yourself outside, and t...
Posted by Jay is Josh says let your actions speak! on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 07:07:00 PST

Pleasure and pain

What is pleasure without pain...are they one in the same..Why do I still play this game, life remains so obscure with sickness everywhere, no trace of a cure..Yet and still my heart remains pure,as I ...
Posted by Jay is Josh says let your actions speak! on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 09:29:00 PST

Recent occurrence

I rarely write ones like this but w/e here go's!I wait for what heaven brings, in anticipation for the day i sing unto she,Harmonized with your voice ; a sweet melody, has got the best of me, but when...
Posted by Jay is Josh says let your actions speak! on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 11:48:00 PST

Out of the Blue

Out of the blue you came, fell into my life like the unpredictable rain.No games, no lies, I think I'll do more than just try...Won't ever let you cry, although you seem a bit shy, I know that I've ca...
Posted by Jay is Josh says let your actions speak! on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 08:06:00 PST

I miss..again

I'm putting this up again cuz i just like readin it..although i wrote it so long ago.I miss the way that I used to feel, in ways that made everything so real..I miss the security that you gave my hear...
Posted by Jay is Josh says let your actions speak! on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 01:05:00 PST

Heads up

Keep your head up! Now is not the time to look so sublime.Life is tough, but that's why you strive to shine.Rewind your actions and make subtractions of the mistakes you made.Walk down the new path yo...
Posted by Jay is Josh says let your actions speak! on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 12:19:00 PST

Has to be

Has to beThere has to be someone who feels how I feel, yet still find a way to push ahead. My heart has bled for many years, and still being alone is my greatest fear& I listen with anticipation, with...
Posted by Jay is Josh says let your actions speak! on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 02:15:00 PST

Numbs the word

Numbs the wordDay in and day out, I pace back and forth with the intent on breaking out of this shell, out of this hell, but nothing compels me, or derails me, from the painful tracks of life that I r...
Posted by Jay is Josh says let your actions speak! on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 01:06:00 PST