Ritalin Popper
Name: Ali
Imma give you one pointer
It's just as easy to get on my bad side as it is to get on my good side.
If you actually want to know me.
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Well shit, here I am on the road again. For another big pointer, Im not a bitch. I was given the name Alexandra but call me Ali if you will. :] There’s a lot of things that I have learned out there, took in and taught to those willing to learn. I love going places and meeting new people and grabbing a little piece of everyone. I like just kicking it back and having a good time. Im happy I can make mannyy people laugh and pull them outta tight spot. Its just what I do. :] . My life is made of so many things for so many reasons like a book with new chapters for every year. Who knows what’ll come next.
I’m in high school as of now. I go to school, come home and just hang with my friends or just sleep. I play guitar, I skate a little, I draw pretty much anything. I also write poetry and take pictures so basically you can say my life revolves around the arts. I play soccer and I run a bit too and play lotsssaa video gamez.
I always have different controversies though, either way Im pretty understandable. I give people advice when I can. I love to in matter of fact. I want to be a social worker. Some say Im too forgiving which is true, I fear to lose my friends and the people close to me though so I try everything I can to keep them close which is why Im always open to second chances because I know not everyone is perfect. Sometimes, people are willing to change for that certain reason.
There are some things out there that bother me though. For one is how people SHOULD understand reality. I mean, this is Myspace and I’m pretty sure threatening me when you don’t even know me isn't going to do anything. There IS a world outside from the virtual one, trust me. And, it’s a hell of a lot better. For as far as judging me, don’t judge my friends or people you don’t even know. Sorry for giving a little life lesson. I believe in gay marriages because if you love some one, you just do and there’s nothing you can really do to change that. Also, if some one dresses differently or has some other sense in style, don’t make fun of them; it’s unique to be an individual. Also, it’s nice to crack a joke here and there about different races I suppose because everyone does it but it pisses me off when people vandalize churches, are racist, and think that being an asshole has to make them a big shot, because it doesn’t.
I don’t smoke; I don’t think I ever would. I hate it. It sucks to see some one you love die in a hospital bed beside you because of a deadly drug that was just an amphetamine to them; when they thought it was bringing them higher, it only brought them 6 feet under. I don’t believe in self-inflicted pain either, I think its ridiculous. Suicide issues these days I cant stand, especially from people who say they’re going to, but don’t. You’re obviously too scared, and you know that it’s not your time to leave yet. And please, don’t do it for the attention. There are many people out there who will be happy to be saved from the drama, including your self. The people who actually did commit suicide, may you rest in peace, I wish I could have gotten to you sooner to let you know that your decision is wrong and somewhat selfish because there are people who care. I know life can get hard. Trust me, I’ve been through the worst; argue with me on that if you want, Im sorry for what ever happened to you.
Also, freedom to express your self is fine. However, when your 12-years-old I don’t think that’s right. I don’t wear make up, and I know Im not the greatest looking person out there but I mean when your young, don’t get so absorbed into your self where you forget who you are because your so obsessed with what other people think about you; it’s sad. Don’t dress up in skanky clothes either, it’s only worth a one buck fuck. I mean, loosen up a bit. Im pretty simple, I wear jeans, skate boarding shirts and some band t-shirts. Yes, I do skateboard a little bit. No Im not pro, but Im working on mah skillz.
To wrap this up, I hate the media. I like the movies though; I just don’t like the television for the most part. I’m a very passive aggressive person. I like only maybe 10 shows and I can’t remember the last time I actually sat on the couch for a half hour. I just find it kind of bullshit they everything HAS to be bad on the news. The things in Iraq, we’ve seen it for so long. We need to move on. I hate violence and fighting. Yeah it happens, I just wish not for so long.
And another thing, I don’t take our government seriously, I don’t think I ever will. I’d maybe have the slightest respect for your authority if you have the slightest respect for mine. I believe I can turn heads, not because I preach, or teach, but because I give and receive. Don’t ever challenge me with your tests. I’ll pull through and you confidence of me failing will just bring you to the ground while my confidence on winning will destroy you.