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Apollonia

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About Me

I'm a total goober! I love to talk about random information and laugh my ass off. I think that I am incredibly witty and funny. I believe that life is meant to be beautiful. I try to surround myself around people who encourage my growth as a person. I tend to stay away from those negative energy sucking types. I am completely turned off by people who don't stand up for what and who they believe in. I see that as being a huge character flaw. I love jumping into the psyche of someone, and understanding someones genuine self, uninhibited. I love to be in love, I haven't been in many years, but what a beautiful treasure love is. I am selective in my old age, and will never settle. I would rather be alone and dancing with myself, than be tied to anyone who doesn't celebrate me for the everything that I am. I hang out with a lot of gay men! They make me less self conscious and uninhibited, I am truly thankful for that beautiful gift that each of them have shared with me. I cry alot, usually when I'm frustrated or feel misunderstood, it's therapy for me....I've been hurt by men, but each and every one has come back and said that I was too good for them.....yeah, that is definitely true....but in a weird way it feels good to have that validated...don't we all want to hear that. I was a tomboy growing up, and had a better batting average in gradeschool than most of my male peers. I am extremely competitive. I get freaked out about marriage, yet at the same time I'm curious about it. I'm freaked out by children, because I understand the impact of having and raising one...That is humbling. Sometimes I question myself and where I'm at in life and wonder is this it? Where's the white picket fence, and two dogs....Then I realize that I'm still on my journey. I'm insecure when I feel like I don't understand something or have not accomplished things. I wished I owned a house, yet understang that 20 years ago, it was alot easier to do those things. You can tell my mental state by how clean or messy my room or car is. I have really long fingers, and can palm a basketball. But, they don't look like man hands. I'm envious of people who have cute toes...fuck mine aren't that cute...but it's cool! I have a weird obsession with 80' s music and I love Gwen Stefani.

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Somebody who has a good sense of themselves and has learned and evolved from their life experiences. That being said, there are countless others that I would love to break bread with. I'd love to meet Oprah-She's just a fierce bitch, Anthony Robbins, and Jake Ryan from sixteen candles. I'd also like to be re-connected to all I've encountered through my life. It would be interesting to see how we've all grown up. Lastbut not least, I'd like to meet anybody who is interesting.

My Blog

getting better

I'm just sitting here at work and thinking, always thinking. The best thinking is done around midnight when the outside is dark and still. I could of died....I really could have died..pulmon...
Posted by on Wed, 30 May 2007 14:24:00 GMT

hi

I just wanted to say hi to all my lovely friends out there. enjoy your hump day
Posted by on Wed, 26 Jan 2005 21:01:00 GMT