What I would like to be does not define who I really am. I would like to be someone who is surrendered completely to Jesus Christ. He is the one who loves me in spite of my in-ability to be loved. I don't deserve His love, but He graciously paid my debt for the wrongs that consume my every thought and action. I would like to be someone who is devoted to loving other people. I would like to be consumed with loving God with all that I have in me. I would like to be someone who has a faith in God that moves and motivates me to live a life on purpose. A life that purposefully shows others that God cares for them and has His hand out to help. I would like to be someone who relies on Jesus for everything. That is what I want to be, but who I am falls very short of that. Who I am is someone who relies on the mercy and patience of God. I am someone who is dependent on the fact that God did everything necessary for me to live. Not just to live, but to be restored to the way that I was intended to be. I am someone who is dependent on the fact that Jesus Christ is faithful because I was not and can not be faithful.
