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left alone in this hell you call home

bent and broken before you

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"With My Mind"

In a violent world
Where deception's free
Things I can't control
Taking over me
Did they try to take
My identity
So what the hell
Have they done to me!

I will take your thoughts away
And I'll ignite your fear today
Well I can take you far away
With my mind

This life for me
Changes everyday
I will stand up tall
I won't be betrayed
If you play with fire
I'll control the flame
I'll do anything
To make you believe!

I will take your thoughts away
And I'll ignite your fear today
Well I can take you far away
With my mind

I will take your thoughts away
And I'll ignite your fear today
Well I can take you far away
With my mind

I'll take all your thoughts away
And I'll ingnite your fear today
Well I can take you far away
With my mind

spoken
today i open my eyes to a whole neew world another state of mind a life with out you

hate breed
your doom awaits you
selfish ones who thinks the world eveolves arounds them
around thier gmes and illusions
they give nothing but thier hands are out totake
i wish you misery now desolation
cast down defeted never to rise

deftones
No more gold lights...for the queen earth...
To keep you warm...in your kingdoms...
High...on the waves you make for us!
But not since you left have the waves come!
The bar is dead...
And the rockets rain is keeping you wet in your deathbed
So high...on the waves you made for us!
And not since you left have the waves come...
High...on the waves you made for us!
Not since you left have the waves come...
(have the waves come)
To Nadja, Love - Jesus
bleeding through fuck your world and fuck your kind go fuck yourself your barely fucking alive i used to think about what you think to me i thik of you every day why the fuck did i let you into my heart? now where do i begin? today is my last fucking chance erase it alland kill my past fuck what we fucking had the memories dont mean shit.bloodsimple sometime i wish i could just sew up my eyes so i dont have to see the monster theat becomes of me. there's something up with the fatal attraction a violent reaction it's a trip to the brain trip to the brain trip to the brain the dravi me fucking insane funing insane straight hate your just a pon in the game so fuck you .american head charge ridicule my own sp precious alone these faces of everyone reminds me of home your plotting riddeld sin all my needs giving in blow me a kiss and leave me to the dogs so you think you got it you thik you know me you wanna bring me down im in my finest hour so ridiclue my own so precious alone these faces of everyone remind me of home you're watching me dying how am i looking why dont take a picture you're plotting riddle sin all my needsare giving in blow me a kiss and leave me to the dogsamerican head charge the surface so cold and worthless all the things i have still come from there so paint the windows infromt of my facewhen you know damn well theres no one behind them i wish your body was not so warm to me just so you know and all it was was something beautiful when tides and dreams dont seem so tall at alll its me against the world still im loosing ground and id kill to taste wgat it must be like cayse its everyone of my empty partsthat you fill, now CJ ~ "the MSWF AZ champ"

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Your Own Risk!! Hey, I'm CJ. Yeah that's right, CJ. I'm 21 years old and I LOVE music and wrestling. I play guitar in my band Sinners By Practice. I am also in training for cage fighting. I am a very unique person.i like to be adventrous and i also like to be fun. i am very random and most of the time a total goofball. I dont take shit from anyone and could care less what you think of me. I am who I am. If you want to know more, you know what to do. I wont kill you or anything..............lol
Hey, I'm CJ. Yeah that's right, CJ. I'm 20 years old and I LOVE music. But who doesn't? I play guitar in my band Sinners By Practice. I am also in training for cage fighting. I am a very unique person. I dont take shit from anyone and could care less what you think of me. I am who I am. If you want to know more, you know what to do. I wont kill you or anything..............lol

" / Manage
My Heroes
are my band mates,
my friends,
my family,
and the ones who never quit believing in me
(you know who you are.
Most of all though, my sister.
She has always been there for me,
through the good and the worst.
She has always supported my way of living and the music i play(even though she hates it!)
But i love my stupid sister and thank her for everything.


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i wonder

he sits alone in his room thinking  wondering how to end his problems  that thought in his head he wishes that happened the first  tme he tried it. but instead he wonders a differant...
Posted by the mswf az champ on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 01:44:00 PST

goodnight to my enemies of today

im dead on the inside as for the outthere is nothing you can do but scream and shoutwhy is it pain that filters thruwhy cant i seek my sweet revengeis it my time to die or just live a liecan i just en...
Posted by the mswf az champ on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 11:56:00 PST

6 crazy thing of me

Damn you shoe man!! You just had to go and tag me! Okay so 6 wierd things about myself. 1. if i had a chance to jump off a cliff ill do it 2. When I read anything, i ALWAYS get a mental picture and v...
Posted by the mswf az champ on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 10:09:00 PST

look at this

8/20/2006 10:40 PM I love little pussy, Her coat is so warm, And if I don't hurt her, She'll do me no harm.So I'll not pull her tail, Nor drive her away, But pussy and I, Very gently will play....
Posted by the mswf az champ on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 09:58:00 PST