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This Right Here Is My Baby Javaris a.k.a Boss. I Love This Dude To Death.Since Oct27,2006,We've Been Cool. We've Been Though ALot Together And I Cant See My Life Without Him!!He's My Loser,Baby Daddy,and My Best Friend!!Any Dude That Has A Problem With Me and His Relationship Can Kiss my Ass!!Because He Aint Never Leaving My Life!!
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I want a dude who will treat me right, but its like I’ll never found that type. Love me, dont cheat, or lie, just somebody for me.Every dude I decide to give a chance, just fucks me over.I have never though that my heart would be hurt so many times.But I let it happen,and I need it to stop.Dont tell me you love me,and than go do something else behind my back.I always found out the truth,and the truth hurts so bad.I dont want to mess up my good thing, I always tell myself, but now fuck it, I done.I hope he happy without me, because I know I’m going to be.
It was suppose to be forever, but forever came to soon.
I know he dont love me tha same, and he needs to tell me,so I can move on.I hate being in love, because thats when I get hurt the most.Feelings!!!!!Feelings I have for you I can't explain I know I have a man, but I think about you all the time. I know this isn't love, but I wonder what this feeling is.I'm scared you might reject me. Why do I think about you? Why am I feeling like this? Maybe I should just let my feelings stay inside. But I'm hurting so much inside, because I haven't let them you. I can't cry or keep them inside, but I'm hurting so much inside, am I ready for him or do I move? Please Lord, help me deal with this!!
I Love You!!!I love you, and I thank God for bringing you into my life.
My life is so happy, and it's because of you.I might never found another like you, that why I don't never want you to go.I love the way you make me feel, and how you treat me.You're my friend, and that's so important to me in a relationship.I don't want to lose you, so I hope you're always be by my side.I love you and I want you to know that.I never have loved a man like this, and I'm happy to say that you're myman and my friend.God bring things in people lives for a reason and he brought you to make my days better.If we ever part I want you to know that I'll be happy that I had a share of your love.And I'll be happy that I had a love that made me feel so beautiful.I love you, and I thank God for bringing you into my life.
Too Young(Based on a true story)Only 14 years old, didn't know what she was doing, but he did. Laid her down on the bed telling her "It's going to be just fine".Taking off all her clothes, taking yours off too. She didn't know no better, she thought this was love. He knew all the right things to tell her, they didn't use a condom.Two months later still no period, she is so scared. From the sickness,putting on weight, she knew what you had done. When she tried to tell you, you didn't listen. All you said was "It's not my baby, I used a condom". Everybody was thinking she was a hoe.When she told her mother she was five months, all her mother did was cry. She was suppose to be her little angel, she wasn't no more, she felt alone.Her mother not talking to her, the daddy not being around, she thought she was ready to die. But when she had that little baby boy, she had somebody to love. Now her life was complete again.She also missed going to parties, movies, just being a teenager period.She had to grow up fast. Now she has a responbility to deal with. She thanks the Lord everyday for bringing her son in her life. And for giving her this experience. Now she knows not to do it again.Its hard to get over you!!He lied to me, cheated, and broke my heart. But that didn't take me away. I've never felt a pain,like the one he brought me. But I still love him deeply. No matter who comes in my life. He still is going to be Number 1 in my eyes. Some people call me crazy and dumb. Shoot I just call it true love. Sometimes I wish I could stop loving him. I just can't get over him. From all the fights, I can't stand you, and all the arguments. I still can't dip out of his life that quick. I think about him constantly, He's still my husband to be. So to that boy who I care about so much. Don't ever leave my life, always stay in touch. Love Ary, Yo girl to be. I know you still love me.Smile!!!
I have strong feelings, but that doesn’t matter no more.
Yes, we were happy, but he found more happiness in somebody else.So to hide the pain inside, I put a smile on my face.My friends think that I’m all cried out over you, but I’m not.I don’t want anybody feeling sorry for me, because I’m glad that love came my way. So to everybody, all they see is a big smile on my face.I noticed that when I think about him, I smile.I’m glad that he brought me funny and good times, but now I have to move on with memories.So smiling is a way to show that my heart is healing great.So to everybody all yall will see is a big smile on my face, because I’m facing life and the pain of a man I loved that left me.Love truth!!
My best friend Shavon thought that I was in a love lie. She thought that I and my boyfriend wouldn’t last. Little does she know I love this dude with all my heart.Yes, we have been though bad times, some so bad that it mad me wonder about our relationship, but now I see that all if that happen for a reason. To build our relationship physically and emotionally.We’ve both done heard things that he has done. From him cheating on me, from talking behind my back, but I know that those are all lies. Boss really does love me; I can see it in his eyes.Nobody can come between my happiness, and Shavon I don’t want you too. If it’s not meant to be, so be it. But for now Boss is my man. The man who I love to death.The love truth is when your really in love, and don’t want anybody coming between it. How you can’t explain in words how much you love them, and they love you right back.So to my best friend Shavon, I’m in love, and if it’s a mistake, let it be, because you can always learn from them. Thanks for looking out making sure I was happy in my relationship, but I am!!Why did you lie?!!
I only cry these tears because you lied.I only cry these tears because I miss you.I haven’t got over how you hurt me, but I need to.I’m trying to forgive you, because I know you’ve changed.I was there for good and bad times, but why did you hurt me?Why did you lie? I loved you dearly.I guess you didn’t care, I can’t go on and say I don’t miss you, but I really do.I’ve been crying to long, where did the strong girl I known, where did she go?She left when you did, and I want her back.I only give you a hard time, because you broke my heart.Now I have to see you with somebody new and it hurts, but I have to forget about you.I wish I could erase you from my mind, but I can’t. Why did you lie?I'm trying to forgive you!!
After all this time, I still have pain inside. I’m trying to let it go, but it’s so hard. All the lies are still hurting me. I can’t get over how you hurt and betrayed me. I wish I could, I wonder why is it so hard?We had plans to be a family, but I guess they’ll never come true. The best part of me I gave you, and you take it and left. I loved you from day one, now those days are gone because you decided to leave me. All you had to do was tell me you didn’t want to be with me.Loving you was easy, now it’s hard to stop. I’m trying to forgive and forget, but I can’t. I’m glad it’s over, but I miss you. I can’t trust or believe anything
you say now. Trying to forgive you is so hard, but I have to. So I can stop all this crying and live my life without you.
Our Night TogetherThe other night, I had a really long talk with the boy I love. He told me that he wish he could change a lot of things that happen in our relationship. But I said “I’m
glad this all happen. Because with all of this, I found out how much I mean to youâ€.Yes I cried over the events, yes I wished that I could think of him as just another love in my past. Yes I hoped that I could have gotten over him,sometimes I wished that I never meet him. It’s something about him that makes my heart feel so great. I can’t see my life without him. He’s voice, smile, even his company I need in my life.
The other night I had a really long talk with the boy I love. He told me that he thinks I’m the one for him. So do I. No matter what the boy I love put me through, I
can’t leave his side. That feeling I got when I was expressing myself to him, to the tears that came down my face. No words can express how it felt to tell him everything. He’s my best friend; nobody can take his place in my heart.
The other night I had a really long talk with the boy I love. He told me something that made me cry. He told me one of his deepest secrets. Something that I promised with all my heart I wouldn’t tell a soul. And it made me feel so great,that he trust me with everything. It touched me, and I wanted to just take his pain away, but I know that it’s something he has to do by himself.
The other night I had a really long talk with the boy I love. And I’m so glad that I did. Me and him are on good terms, no drama, and no pain. I forgive him for everything he has done. And I put everything in the past. And I love him to death.
Dear Javaris(Boss)
Look all I want to say to you is " I Love You". Even though you cheated on me, and lied, I'm still glad to this day to have you by my side. I dont care about what nobody has to say about us. Your my everything, dont ever change because I must love everything you do, if I still want you around.I know I have a new, awesome relationship with Jamont, I still want you more. I can understand us not getting back together because I dont trust you, but you do have my heart and thats whats count the most to me.So until the day God decides to take you away from me, I'm going to love you to the fullest, and neva will I let you go. Your my babii,boo,Fat Ass Loser, and my babii daddy.
Love Aryana Au-jel Jackson BurnsUntitled
What I feel for you,I can't explain. Its like a dream,I've neva thought that I'll meet a man like you. You make me smile, laugh,just everything I want out a man I found in you. You treat me so much different than any other dude I've been with. Can't believe its happening, I'm in love!!! Its real wat I feel for you, cant nobody take you away from me, and I dont ever want you to leave my life. I'll neva hurt you, because I've been hurt, so I'll neva do you like that. God brought you to me, and I'm glad he did. I want you to know you have all my trust, and your gaining my heart. Sometimes I just sit back and think DAMN I love this dude. It happen so fast, that I couldnt catch myself. So to the boy of my dreams, the love of my life, thanks, dont ever leave my side. Even if we dont get to be together!!
Love Aryana Au-jel Jackson Burns!!
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This Right Here Is Shavon. This Is My Best Friend I Love Her To Death!! If You Fuck With Her You Gots To Fuck With Me Too!!
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This Right Here Is Jamont a.k.a Jamontae. Since Feb 2008, We've Been Kicking It. We Talk About Everything and We Talk On Tha Phone EveryNight Shit Who Be Together Like Everyday!!!! And I Can Say That I Love and I'm Glad That He's In My Life. Also He's Like My Best Friend LOL!!
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Ms.Ary'Ana Au-Jel Jackson Burns would like to say that I love everybody that good to me in my life!!! My life has been a big heart ache,and some people have came in my life and changed alot about Ary!!! From my baby
Tai'Yon,who I love with all my heart, cant no other man, boy anybody come between me and my SON!!!
My favorite cuz
Nika,
who I call MOMMA!!! She had made me into the Woman before your EYES!!
Shavon
my best friend, who has been there through fights and and crying days and still I can call her whenever I need something,
Boss,
who break my HEART but he made it up, shit he made me see that all dudes wasnt tha same.And to this day I'm still his GIRL!!!! And I love him!!
Markeen
who has been my Knight sense July of 2005!!!
Jamont
who just entered my life, but has showed me things no other guy has ever!!
Antera,
my cuz/bestfriend sense we was born, she give me so much advice that I cant see my days with her.
Naleisha
who I got cool with in 11th grade, we tell eachother everything!!!! I'm going to be sad when I have to leave them, when I go to COLLEGE!! But I'm making something of me!!!! I decided to let go of alot of things this past year, I've grown so much as a woman that it shocks me!!! Whoever reads this if your my friend, Thanks For Being There For Me, Though All My BullShit!!! Life has it Up's and Downs, and I know that for a fact!! But just learn from them and it will make you better. Put your self first,Trust in GOD, and Love yourself, because I decided that a long time ago!!!