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shall we begin,start with a word,let the phrase begin,let it carry threw a new phase will begin,have you felt so distrought an lost that you lost every ounce of energy at once,you search for that missing piece in your life,that simple moment of happiness you wish would last forever in time,but now we found out but nothing is there,head is feelin trapped an your heart fills with despear,we feel like this,we all do each an every day,waitiin for that random person to make everything go away,i was looking for the future but kept my soul in the past,could not let go of love that seemed to burn away so fast,you maybe readin this now like im some emo kid gone mad,but there aint nothing id like more then to be reunited with those feelings that i had,that we shared,time an time again,thought we be toghther forever,but turns out im just insane,crazy,or is just a phycopathic's complaint,that im the now that lost all his restraint,i want to be wanted an i need to be felt i need yoou to be here beside's me but i know it just goto hell,i think we been there once to many times but i'd still do all again just as long as i can stare into your eye's,i need you to read me like a book,the one all dusty on the shelf,its time for a second look,maybe even one page or from the cover to the close but from what i can see of you now a days it still would put me at a lose,of word,of action,of timin,im second guessing,being alone for so long can make things so frustrating,maybe some one new has decided to take a peek but now ive grown so tired from the pain,my soul has become so weak,i dont think i could take another blow,to much dammage already to my infrustructer,all just kinda makes me wonder,around in circles aimlessly looking for a solution,but i dont know of any,can yoou help or am i just losin it.i think i already established that my minds a little whacked,but is there any one out there thats willing to bring me back,maybe we can escape our lives an live out some new dream,but in the end the sadest thing's in life are those unfifilled fatasies,im just a cat searchin for a lap to take a nap in haha ya thats what i said but we all know what its feel like to have your love with you as cuddle quietly in bed,that speacil time you share,that bond an connection,an belive me when i say this it had nothing to do with my erection.I wanna feel that again i wanna feel alive i wanna find some one i can talk to an have a safe place to reside,but i feel so blank anymore just so empty of a man,just a hollowed being who cant understand ,his own trian of though as they spin threw out my aura,such a turbulant nature right now is something i cant afford.but ive been way to sappy for far to long by the way if you botherd to read this ,i guess its a shot in the dark,but i need some one to hold the light an help ,my request from the bottom of my heart,so would you be so kind as to lend me you ear,maybe one day we might be toghater,an then next will be in tears ,but what ever may come to pass its our story to tell but the leadin man need his princess,he needs his power,and his resolve,without any of these thing's he's not much of a man at all.........Drew S.
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