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im brittney. i love summer and driving with the windows down and the music up. i love the rope swing and ditching school to be with my friends. dont lie to me, ill break your jaw. i get angry really fast, but sometimes i pretend like im fine. i know i let myself fall for the wrong person every time, and sometimes, i dont even care. i like to think im spontanious, but i would die without a plan. pretty much the only thing im spontanious about is my tattoos. i have 11 of them and every one was on a whim. except my first. but im just a badass like that...i say things when i think of them, and a lot of the time wish i could take them back. i overreact...a lot. i hate people who lie. people who put themselves in front of everyone else, and dont care who they hurt, as long as theyre getting something, those people make me scream. i believe everyone deserves to feel appreciated and absolutely everyone deserves to feel loved. i believe in going out of your way to make someone know they are special... ive had my heart broken many times, and i know ive broken some too. when i feel something, i really feel it, and i tend to dive into things, which can get me in trouble. when something hurts me, it really hurts.. and yeah, i cry...sometimes a lot. i know that i sometimes find reasons to push people away..sometimes i even make them up. i figure it easier pushing someone away then letting them hurt me...but im working on that... not being scared anymore.. i know my passion really scares some people sometimes, but i like it mostly. i dont like to do things half ass, just a little bit, when i love, its hard. when im mad, im untouchable, when im broken, its not just for a day. but i dont mind this... all of the time. although i put willfull ignorance and stupidity in the same catagory, i sometimes choose to be ignorant, but only about things i know will hurt.sometimes im a mess, but eventually i find a way to get myself back together.i still sometimes wish that there was no such thing as feelings.. but without the sad, there would be no happy. and without the pain, there would be no passion. ive been scared of myself a few times, but im learning to control things. im a different person than i used to be and every day proves to me that people can change for the better.i got a little suprise this january.. turns out ive got a son on the way. even though he was completely unexpected, i am very excited. excited and terrified. its a scary thing knowing that someone is going to be completely dependant on you for the next 18 ..if not longer years. Some days i feel really ready, and some days i feel completely unprepared. It has definately changed my life around. My priorities have completely shifted. This is all for the best. I know it.Life can feel unbearable at times, but knowing this little guy is on the way is what pushes me through my day. Ive finally got something to live for.Things change in an instant, and if you dont pay attention, you really miss out on a lot.. but one sure thing is, no matter what, change will happen. Friends will walk in and out, relationships will come and go, there is nothing you can do about it, its just your life. Live it to the fullest everyday. Appreciate everything you have, and never, ever let anyone make you feel like your not worth it.i believe in .....--->i do not like bad spellers and boys with long fingernails.