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CrayolaKran™

As someone sets light to the first fire of autumn, We settle down to cut ourselves apart.

About Me


When I was in the seventh grade one of my good friends Katelynn Crysler gave me my nickname. Kran It still stays with me today. I value life and everyone who effects mine. I'm in love with music- "Smile for the camera sweetheart. I really wanna immortalize the moment." Music brings people together, it pierces the airwaves and connects souls.
I'm obsessed with movies that make you think- something straight out of a bad trip, leaving you with a million questions making your brain want to explode.
Writing is my ultimate passion. I've been writing down pieces of my life since I was a kid because I believe that somehow everything that happens in life is important. Before I go to bed at night to finish off my day I turn on the lamp by my bed and strew words and sayings across pages hoping that maybe one day I'll find meaning to them.
I live with no regrets. I may do stupid things, fall for the wrong people, end up in bad situations- but I always find a way to laugh- to smile. I like being happy, even if I have to pretend.

My Interests

Love.
Hope.
Dream
Live..
In fear.
&Faith.

I'd like to meet:


Get Happy!

Music:

M♥U♥S♥I♥C♥K
A change of pace
Skylit Drive
The Academy is…
Alexisonfire
The All America Rejects
Allister
Asteria
Bear VS Shark
The Birthday Massacre
Brand New
Bright Eyes
Bullet for my Valentine
Cascada
Chiodos
Circa Survive
City in Colour
Coheed and Cambria
Cute is what we aim for
Dashboard Confessional
Dead Poetic
DJ Sammy
Emery
Fall Of Troy
Fear Before The March Of Flames
Freeze Pop
Garbage
The Get Up Kids
Greeley Estates
Gym Class Heroes
Hellogoodbye
Hollywood Undead
Infected Mushroom
Jack Off Jill
Journey
K-OS
The Kidney Theives
Kill Hannah
KMFDM
The Legion Of Doom
Letters to Cleo
Lords Of Acid♥
The Matches
Me With Out You
Mindless Self Indulgence
Minus The Bear
Orgy
The Postal Service
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Scratch Acid
The Shins
Shiny Toy Guns
Silent Civilian
Silent Drive
Skillet
The Sleeping
♥Society Max♥
Something Corporate
Sunset Black
Sublime
Team Heffy
Thursday
Underoath

Your gentleman caller...
Well, he's been calling on another.
He loves his forbidden fruit...
And as it dribbles down his chin
He cries, "Baby, I've been drinking with some friends!
Now how 'bout a little kiss..."
Bad boy...
Rub his nose in it.
What a mess.
... and he's playing dumb.
I'm not looking for a lover...
All those lovers are liars.
... I'd never lie to you.
You say you want to get even?
Yeah, you want to get your bad man good?
Well, are you in the mood?
You bad girl...
Does it feel good being bad?
And getting worse?
But in the morning,
on the sober dawn of Sunday...
You're not sure what you have done.
♥Who told you love was fleeting?
Sometimes men can be so misleading
to take what they need from you.
... Whatever you need to make you feel
like you've been the one behind the wheel.
The sunrise is just over that hill,
The worst is over.
Whatever I said to make you think
that love's the religion of the
weak..
This morning we love like weaklings.
The worst is over.

Movies:

F♥L♥I♥C♥K♥S
A home at the end of the world
Spun
Trainspotting
Party Monster
I ♥ Huckabees
Dogma
Requiem for a dream
Rocky horror picture show
Garden State
Shattered Glass
Dot the I
Crank

Television:

south park
degrassi
south of nowhere
fosters!!
family guy
project runway anything on mtv
fuse

Books:


Stay is a charming word in a friend's vocabulary.
A celebrity is a person who works hard all of their life to become well known, and then wears dark glasses to avoid being recognized.
Certain flaws are necessary for the whole. It would seem strange if old friends lacked certain quirks.
There is nothing that makes its way more directly to the soul than beauty.
We love those who admire us, but not those whom we admire.
What we play is life.
A life without cause is a life without effect
It ain't over till it's over
Caitlin
This is like deja vu all over again
The real trick is to make the moves in your head first, as a way of testing them out.
Think wise, talk vulgar.
Looking at yourself in a mirror isn't exactly a study of life.
Anything that is too stupid to be spoken is sung
If you don't stand for something, you'll fall for anything.
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Vanity is as ill at ease under indifference
We the willing, following the unknowing are doing the impossible. We have done so much for so long with so little that we are now able to do anything with nothing

Heroes:



You'll be accepting my apology for taking things too seriously. Sometimes I'm old enough to to keep routines, sometimes I'm child enough to scream
Sometimes I can think to recite words that I read and rewrite, my pens paint people that I've proven wrong, Sometimes I can think to recite words that I read and rewrite, my pens paint people that I've proven wrong, But we move on

My Blog

Prison

I use to get this feeling like- everything in the world disappeared behind these walls. Now I can't stand looking at them. When I walk in I should feel like I'm home, but all I feel like now is that I...
Posted by carpe diem...before the sunrise on Thu, 31 May 2007 05:54:00 PST

Bleed black.

I am exploring the inside, I find it desolate I do implore these confines, now, as they penetrate, "recreate me" I'm hovering throughout time, I crumble in these days I crumble, I cannot, I cannot fin...
Posted by carpe diem...before the sunrise on Mon, 21 May 2007 03:29:00 PST

No Transitory

Weakness: Caring too much.Flaws: Falling to easy.Mood: UnreachableThought: ToxicFear: Failing.Regret: None.         There must be more to my life.There's so much to dream about......
Posted by carpe diem...before the sunrise on Sat, 19 May 2007 10:45:00 PST

Fear.

I was walking on the edge of the earth today. The sky was falling through the ground. Stars were burning through the soil like a forest fire gone out of control. Fumes turned the life of the earth to...
Posted by carpe diem...before the sunrise on Wed, 16 May 2007 07:37:00 PST

Something.

That one little sound you wait for all day long. The buzz of the bell ringing over our naïve heads. Kids tapping their toes, laughingwatching that clock move in slow motion till it reaches the desti...
Posted by carpe diem...before the sunrise on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 05:10:00 PST

Life is good.

I've been pretty happy lately. :] I woke up in an amazing mood. Like singing in the shower mood. Although the day was kinda dull, had some weird ass dreams.Tomorrow and the next day i dont have school...
Posted by carpe diem...before the sunrise on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 06:12:00 PST

i just dont care.

Why I should leave&no&why I'm leaving you. For him. Well lets see here. Well lets see. Where should I begin? Every night you get annihilated with all your friends and every night I drink alone until ...
Posted by carpe diem...before the sunrise on Sat, 17 Sep 2005 11:33:00 PST

coming home...

I'm coming home.... to remember now..what is was like before the last two weeks hit. how I might have taken life for granted. everyday I woke up and stayed in bed for that half hour..how this past wee...
Posted by carpe diem...before the sunrise on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 10:24:00 PST

10 Reasons why pirates are sweeter then ninjas

I was on The Academy is... site trying to find a flash picture for my page. but what I found was so much better (on their journal.) 10/18/05 | THE TOP 10 REASONS WHY PIRATES ARE SWEETER THAN NINJAS. ...
Posted by carpe diem...before the sunrise on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 11:34:00 PST

listen closely to the sound of shredded notes

whats better then a bunch of discolored roses on my window seal, or stairing out into the rain for half an hour to remembering my name was being called? does this week have a meaning? is there a messa...
Posted by carpe diem...before the sunrise on Sun, 29 Jan 2006 11:28:00 PST