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.:Hows it gonna be:.

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About Me

I am very sarcastic, I love laughing and smiling.I work at best western, but hopefully i will start at dustrol april first and be on the road for a while...and make some big bucks. I've been through some tough times in my life but i think the toughest is when i lost my best friend and my lover. He means so much to me and not to have him in my life is like trying to live normally with brain damage...But each day gets better, but i still miss him each and everyday. And always will. Other than that just a down to earth but wild redneck bitch. Someone once told me "Your the Girl Version on Steve Crank" You know what I sure am.

My Interests

Hunting, fishin' and fishing in the dark, Rodeo's all the way. I like to drink when the mood calls which is most the time. I like to ride 4 wheelers and go to the sand dunes with my buds. Camping, going to the lake and swimming.


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You Are Fun Sexy
You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down! What Kind of Sexy Are You?
for cowboys/cowgirls only!
ford or chevy? Chevy
diesel or gas? Diesel
bulls or broncs? Bulls
wrangler or cinch? Wrangler
lace up or pull on boots? Pull on
Justin or H&H? Airats
tail gating or line dancing? Tail gating
george strait or chis ledoux? Chris ledoux
mossy oak or real tree camo? Mossy oak
bud or coors? bud maine!
cope or skoal? Cope
do it for the buckle or the girls/guys? buckle
men belong in the... barn
women belong in the... house
beef or pork? beef
hunting or fishing? Both Damn it
drugs or jesus? Hmmmm.... jesus
stetson or resistol? Stetson
bed of your truck or a motel? bed of MY TRUCk
texas or colorado? colorado
ropin or wrestling? ropin
tatoos or scars? both
weekend at the rodeo or weekend with the love of your life? weekend with the love of your life at the rodeo

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I'd like to meet:

one day we will meet again.

Music:

hmmm... pretty much anything but my 2 favorites is country and rock.


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Movies:

I love funny movies! But my Favorite is Scary movies and of course i'm a girl so i love the mushy gushy ones too.

Television:

CSI,NASCAR,NHRA


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Books:

Marilynn Manson everyone should read it, He's really not that into you, and why men love bitches....very good books.
You scored as cowboy/cowgirl. you are a cowboy/cowgirl. you listen to george strait and chris ledoux and likley love the rodeo.

cowboy/cowgirl


100%

farm boy/ farm girl


80%

White trash


40%

Southern Reble


40%
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Heroes:

My Dad because he always wants something better for me than what i have...
10 rAnDoM Things About You
10. I believe in big foot...lol
9. I wear a size 40 DDD in bra size...no joke
8. My two best friends are COURTNEY and Ashley
7. I almost got married once
6. I have a pit bull named angel
5. I can wiggle my nose
4. I love going hunting but hardly ever get to
3. I have 3 tattoos
2. I have 9 piercings
1. I want to own a muscle car
9 Things I Want to do Before I Die
9. Get happily Married
8. Have a career that I enjoy
7. Go Skydiving
6. Travel...
5. Have 3 or 4 kids
4. Go to las vegas, and Island, and Australia...and NEW YORK!
3. Kill a really big buck!
2. To have a farm or a ranch with lost of horses
1. Be able to see gran-kids
8 Ways To Win My Heart ?
8. Get along with friends and family
7. Brown eyes always get me
6. Take me horse back riding
5. Be spontaneous
4. Like to sit at home with just me
3. Show off for me...that is so cute!
2. Put your hand on my lower back when we are in a crowd.
1. Call me in the middle of the night just because you were out late, and stopped by my house just to tell me you missed me and give me a hug.
7 Ways To Annoy Me
7. Drama...except for when it's mine.
6. Drunk stupid bitches
5. Girls that think they are country and aren't
4. when you don't roll up my window after getting out of my car.
3. when you go out to have a good time and dont
2. when you ignore my phone calls
1. when my car breaks down
6 Turn Ons
6. Pretty smile
5. Dark Hair or no hair...lol
4. tall
3. GOOD personality
2. Someone who is not afraid to beat someone up for me
1. Likes to hunting, fishing, muddin, four wheelin, Camping, boonie crusin...ect
5 Things I'm Afraid Of
5. Never finding the right person
4. losing another person that is close to me
3. Not being able to have kids
2. big foot...lmao
1. Gobal warming
4 Things I Do Everyday
4. Brush my teeth
3. think about steve
2. drive my car
1. call ashley or see her
3 Things I Want To Do Right Now
3. go to sleep
2. go to sleep
1. go to sleep
2 Fav. Possessions
2. a bear i got when i was born
1. 2 shirts of steves and my pics of him
1 Person You Want To See Right Now
1. Steve
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My Blog

No time to say Good Bye.

I'm So consumed by Steve's death that laughing, small talk, partys...they all feel out of my reach. I feel so isolated from my friends and family. I feel like you guys have no idea what i'm going thro...
Posted by .:Hows it gonna be:. on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 10:17:00 PST

It's a long trip....Alone!

It'll be time for me to leave soon and i'm getting so nervous...I haven't stopped smoking and i stopped excersing when Everything happend  a couple weeks ago. I so upset and disappointed in mysel...
Posted by .:Hows it gonna be:. on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 08:59:00 PST

A Couple Poems!

Tension filled with grief. Painful silences of disbelief.Expressions misplaced.Moments forever irreplaceable.Tears that will never really disappear.Wishing you could be near.Time that did not stop.Han...
Posted by .:Hows it gonna be:. on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 02:56:00 PST

Give me the strength

Tonight & Tomorrow are going to be two of the hardest days of my life....when we lay my darlin in the ground. And say our goodbyes to my love, and our dear friend. I need strength now more th...
Posted by .:Hows it gonna be:. on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 07:16:00 PST

I miss him!

I miss my steve crank. It's only been four days but it feels like a life time. I'm not good with words or writting or any of that, but these are my feelings and thoughts. It hurts worse when night tim...
Posted by .:Hows it gonna be:. on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 12:19:00 PST