miserable |
maybe it will be different soon, maybe i will wake up and the sun will be shining, not just literally, but metaphorically. Maybe, I won't wonder why I wake up everyday missing someone or missing somet...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Aug 2008 00:50:00 GMT |
not up to the challenge |
where is it? where is the confidence i once felt that i was something, someone, somebody.now, everyday, i feel like the hole is getting deeper. And it looks like rain.
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jul 2008 20:00:00 GMT |
I need to find |
I started to write this blog, and I stopped and erased it. It is 0324- thats almost 330 in the freaking morning. I as usual cannot sleep. And I wonder if anyone cares. Its not like I can sleep during ...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 20:40:00 GMT |
on the upswing |
I cannot believe I let someone, any one human being, get to me that much.I care for people, but to let another person tear into my not quite healed wounds, that was just over the top.Yes, I am emotion...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Jun 2008 09:16:00 GMT |
buttons, triggers, and emotions |
It is time to be a heard hearted person. Don't let them see you cry.Don't let them know that the button they just pushed,broke the dam.Its time to take the barrelTake their hands off of the triggerDon...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 20:33:00 GMT |
a little less |
a little less conversation, a little more actionthat song plays every week at work, and now it's playing in my headi don't wanna talk about it, i wanna do iti don't want to watch romantic movies, i wa...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 03:20:00 GMT |
stuff that dreams are made of |
I like blogging. I also like writing in my journal with a pencil. I like talking. I like sharing. I think that is why therapists will always have work, they are just paid to listen. Some times as frie...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 18:39:00 GMT |
be still my mind |
So, I have accepted the fact that I cannot manage depression and bi-polar mood swings without therapy and medication. I will probably have to change my diet as well.I had an episode that started last ...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 11:30:00 GMT |
As 30 approaches |
I have watched my goals, plans, hopes, go down the drain like a giant load in the toilet of life. And people want to know why I am bitter, cynical, mopey, etc? oh boy, what a joke.yeah, so if no one i...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 21:41:00 GMT |
no longer |
No longer will I wait to tell people how I feel, good or bad. Life is too short to play around. either you are in or you are out. either you have the guts to say you care, or you are too chicken to fa...
Posted by on Wed, 28 May 2008 13:37:00 GMT |
