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To whom it may concern: You told me about what you called the light in the darkness. About how life was neither good nor bad, but a combination of both and occasionally good things pop up in the middle of tragedy, but they still don't make tragedy go away. They can't protect you. They're just light.But what you don't say is that sometimes, certain people can be a light in the darkness.There are some people in this world who are worth saving when other people decide they shine the wrong kind of light on the wrong kind of things.You have been and will always be my light in the darkness.Giving and receiving creates a sacred circle. Love is your neverending spiritual gift. It is there even if you can..t feel it. The receiving of love is a right and a privilage. It is so easy to get caught in a swirl of busy importance. It..s time to stop and smile. Give your heart room to dance a new way to love. Give yourself ecstatically, abundantly, without measuring. I spent years with misplaced and broken trust. As a survivor of broken heart, something profound has shifted with regard to trust. I am now a brand new beginner in the trust department. I sometimes feel like the least trusting person in the universe. I am constantly devising tests of trust for people I love. Often, I don..t even tell them how I judged. Pass or Fail. The past is a country we can visit over and over, and never stay. My pain is my key to freedom. Loving is the whole point. What a great and wise subject. I don..t know if the feeling of loving can truly be expressed, except in glimpses and moments, but I do know that loving can be truly felt at every instant we are alive. It..s simple people, love yourself and others. It..s FREE! Oh and feelings, feelings just are. We can use words to describe them, but using our heads often means we don..t feel them. when someone blocks and resists feelings, where do they go? Always surround yourself with things and people who bring you joy!HOW TO REALLY BE ALIVE! live juicy. stamp out conformity. stay in bed all day. dream of gypsy wagons. find snails making love. jump on your bed. develop an astounding appetite for books. drink sunsets. draw out your feelings. amaze yourself. be rediculous. stop worrying. now. if not now, then when? make yes your favorite word. marry yourself. skip down the sidewalk. dry your clothes in the sun. eat mangoes naked. keep toys in the bathtub. spin yourself dizzy. hang upside down. follow a child. celebrate an old person. send a love letter to yourself. be advanced. say hello to a stranger. blow bubbles in your chocholate milk. be advanced. try endearing. invent new ways to love. transform negatives. drink with colorful bendy straws. delight someone. wear pajamas to a drive in movie. allow yourself to feel rich without money. be who you are and the money with follow. believe in everything. you are always on your way to a miracle. THE MIRACLE IS YOU!!!