Suey

Im the archetypal piscean. a pathetic hopeless romantic. a dreamer. A poet. I have a flair for writing(& dramatics), i think. I have delusions of grandeur. I'm full of sh*t, really. An eternal teenager. Incurably optimistic & idealistic. More than the average 'glass is half-full' person, believe me. A mental traveler. people say im such a dork & it's only recently that i've admitted this to myself. My head is filled w/ useless information. A history buff. Obsessed w/ European history & literature. A bookworm. I read just about anything. An aesthete. I like painting although I'm not very good at it. Calms my nerves. Dying to go to Europa to live the European dream! A practical joker. I have a dark sense of humour. I often soliloquize. I rarely get angry, I get even. I don't get jealous, I move on. Im not very competitive. A bad judge of character. I have the worst taste in men. a tough nut to crack but im all mushy in the inside. Im not a snob! Im just painfully shy & awkward. I was born a spectator, i feel. i get this nasty stage fright when im up front and center. I don't like drawing attention to myself. if i could, i would go on stealth mode everyday, really. im the family mouse, that's my thing. i have poor social skills. Always misunderstood. lil miss prim & proper but Im really a goofball. don't let me eat sweets because i tend to get hyperactive & extremely annoying. im usually quiet but i get loud after a few drinks. im cawaaazy around ppl im friends w/. I have an impulse control problem & im disposed to occasional diarrhea of the mouth. Im a sentimental fool! i'm drawn to emotionally disturbed people. A frustrated singer/actress. I try but I'm just not cut out for the performing arts. im shallow. short-fused & spoiled-rotten. a smart-assed punk. i wish i have more character though, more attitude. but i have no genuine angst in my heart hence the goody two-shoes image.i like... fireworks, the smell of rain and old books, moonlit nights, moonlight reflecting on the pavement and tin roofs, long drives to the country, shoes--even those that put my feet under needless excruciating pain, im crazy about kung fu shoes, rainy days, sunsets and painting sunsets, chewing on licorice sticks, trivia quizzes, apple juice, the countryside (im such a country bumpkin), turones de casuy, kimchi, naan, key lime pie, milkshakes, comic books, dorky stuffi don't like... revolving doors, airplanes, commuting, crossing the street, bugs or anything weird looking that crawls (not-so-cute babies included), big cities, sunny days, crowded places