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ashley rené

[j3wstian]

About Me



Trembling with no limbs, crow skin; a perpetual startled breed.
The ache, no one to fight.
The writing was still traced and shy and never really aimed to show you.

My Interests



G-d
Lauging
Reading
Writing
Learning
Kissing
Hugging
Singing
Cuddling
Music
College
Facial Piercings
Slam Poetry
Straight Edge
Weird Stuff

I'd like to meet:



My Maker.

In my anguish I cried to the Lord, and he answered by setting me free. The Lord is with me; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?

Psalms 118:5-6


The Loves of My Life
I have amazing friends.

Danny

Caitiln

Kevin

Jayson

Kyle

Spencer

Dino

Jeff

Get Jealous.

Music:



Acceptance
Blindside
Bloc Party
Bradley Hathaway
Chasing Victory
Chiodos
Circa Survive
Coheed and Cambria
Daniel Lucas
Dead Poetic
Destroyer Destroyer
Emery
Holiday
Imogen Heap
Norma Jean
Paramore
Saosin
Showbread
Someplace To Hide
Spoken
Subseven
The Appleseed Cast
The Blood Brothers
The Chariot
The Fall of Troy
The Handshake Murders
The New Ending
The Planning Fallacy
UnderOATH
Vannadine
Vedera

Television:



Grey's Anatomy
Beauty and the Geek

Heroes:



My Father.
The most important person in my world.

My Blog

educating the remains

[one]   It's starting to bleedAnd it can't be stoppedWhat incredible luckTo speak upAnd be struck...   I'm starting to wonderStopping to drinkBefore we actShouldnt we think?   Please do...
Posted by ashley rené on Mon, 05 May 2008 04:23:00 PST

park bench

I've been waiting on this park bench for three whole hours, waiting for you to come back.You promised that you only had to visit your friend, and that you would be back in seconds flat.But I stil...
Posted by ashley rené on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 11:18:00 PST

murder.

One of the most profound things I have ever written, was not written by me. I find that more often than not, there are people who take the thoughts right out of my head, and the words straight from m...
Posted by ashley rené on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 03:56:00 PST

my eyes are heavy

im staring at the ceilinganticipating this feelingi am about to recieve again the way you put me in this positionso lovingly and affectionatelyi want to give you every last part of me...at least... wh...
Posted by ashley rené on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 01:44:00 PST

dirt floors

i picked myself up off the dirty floorand dusted off years of embarassment i tried to hide the hypocrite ive been known to befor the sake of this stupid sibling rivalry i wish i could sympathize with ...
Posted by ashley rené on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 01:31:00 PST

my body still aches

some rules are made with intentions to breaki remember that when it was brand new you are as crooked as the california coastlinenot even the umbrellas can save you from this torrential downpourthat ha...
Posted by ashley rené on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 04:08:00 PST

dim the lights

attach sentiment to your heart yet call it sinwrite words out on paper and call it preparationis this really what you claim to begin? there's a stampede of raging elephants going on inside yourlittle ...
Posted by ashley rené on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 03:49:00 PST

Does He Exist?

  I had a long healthy debate with someone yesterday over the belief in God. And the only thing that was being thrown at me, was the intangiblity of faith. How can you have faith in something or ...
Posted by ashley rené on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 04:48:00 PST

I can drink?

 So yesterday was my 21st birthday. It should have been the happiest day of my year thus far, but it wasn't. It was extremely far from it. A few things happened that are making me think real har...
Posted by ashley rené on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 11:14:00 PST

Let’s hold hands

I'm waving good-bye to my past, and welcoming in my future. Whereas I have been wounded before, now all I see are sutures. I have been broken, but have also been made new. And I am proud to say...
Posted by ashley rené on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 03:40:00 PST