aprilmymaple

b. tubera: you've been a bigger part of my life than I expected. I didn't want to make the same mistakes with you, but the only problem is timing, and life just has to separate us. We don't have that chance to love each other more and work things out. Maybe we will someday. You've been such a wonderful guy to me and I only hope that we can still keep in good touch when I leave. I mean it..I want us to be good friends. The type of good friends where I would be so jealous if you liked another girl haha. I love you so much and I won't stop just because we're miles away and apart. There's no reason to. It will be hidden in my heart. Don't forget that :)
b. tomas: you make me want to be happy and to be strong. It's been sort of rubbing off on me when I'm with you lately and I haven't noticed that power in you until I felt weak and uncontrollable. I don't so much need to tell you how I feel or how hurt I am, because you make me forget that. I realized that I need you, and I want you to be there for me for a long long time. I love you oh so much Brianne.
e. manuel: sometimes I can look at your life and see a complete reflection of mine. I really watched us grow up, making so many mistakes and now I see both of us stronger than before. We're not moping around and thinking the world is ending like last time, because it's not. You make me feel like it's okay life is a mess sometimes. I hope we can find that kind of love again one day. Probably you will before me and I'll be so happy for you.
b. smith: lately you've really been there for me. I find myself being able to just tell you anything and I can cry in front of you and I won't feel weak and dumb. Thanks for giving me those comforting hugs and words that always make me feel better. I didn't know you cared about me that much, you know? Please be my guiding light when we're in college. I know I will feel so lost when everyone else most important to me is physically gone.
y. lee: I really show you my most vulnerable and lost moments the most because I know you of all people will never judge me or change how you are around me because of it. I can tell you my most pessimistic and uncontrollable thoughts but you won't judge me. Lately I've cried so much to you and it really helps releasing all of it out, because it's really a time of transition and change for me. So much change that I'm about to burst from heartbreak, stress, loneliness, unsureness, and so many more mixed emotions. I only wish we had a longer high school experience together but maybe that short time is enough for a friendship to last forever.