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pin me up

the most tender place in my heart is for strangers

About Me

i dance all night, go to white trash diners smoke and drink coffee (don't down on it till u try it). will do almost anything for my friends, of course within reason. love animals, except dogs i hate them cause they like to bite me in the ass. vegitarian. when i get pissed off i get really pissed off and usual kick people out of my car. i love art, talking about it doing it, whatever is your fancy.I'm me...

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

dorky kids who don't give a shit

Movies:

MOMENTO, fight club, REQUIM FOR A DREAM, garden state, I 3 HUCKABEES, pyscho (the original), DONNIE DARKO (EVEN IF IT IS CLICHE), dogma, CHASING AMY, mallrats, THE GOONIES, weird science...........

Television:

PROJECT RUNWAY, lost, CONAN O'BRIAN, my super sweet 16 (rich kids act like bitches)

Books:

THE PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER, the de vinci code, LEFT BEHIND, life of pi, basicly anything by chuck palahniuk

My Blog

fun again?

i cant handle my life right now. i love new york, but the only time i have been really happy in the past couple of months has been when i was in ohio. but i dont want to be there. so what to do? i...
Posted by pin me up on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 12:06:00 PST

the war inside

i think i just need to be alone, wether or not i hate it. i need to get back to my old independent self. it is just so hard for me to get close to anyone anymore. i block myself off completely. i ...
Posted by pin me up on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 09:17:00 PST

depressing

i just feel so alone most of the time. whenever i get upset i usually dont have anyone to talk to. and so then i just lay around by myself thinking about my mistakes and how i wish i had done things d...
Posted by pin me up on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 04:17:00 PST

off to london

i am off to london for 10 days.. see you when i get back
Posted by pin me up on Thu, 23 Feb 2006 12:42:00 PST

moving through life

have u ever felt like u r just going through each day lifeless and undeserving. where you would do anything just to feel something other than constant pain. there is nothing like it, nothing that can ...
Posted by pin me up on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

confussion

I really dont know what i want out of life right now.... i feel like i am going through my days in hope of something to come along that will get me out of this repeating track of sadness and emptin...
Posted by pin me up on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

yea!

i think that i am finally genuinly happy again.
Posted by pin me up on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my heart has stopped beating

i think i am just emotionally fucking myself up.... when i take an action that i believe is goign to emotional help me it just fucks me up more. everytime someone says that we broke up, or he says...
Posted by pin me up on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

razor to the wrist

why is it that the people that we love are always the ones that make us cry? i want to roll up and die right now, literally......would someone like to help me?
Posted by pin me up on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

random ramblings.......

driving through this, alone and sad. it is cold world. but when around you, i feel like the sun. filled with warmth and fire....sometimes it gets too hot. but even when my flesh is on fire, i will...
Posted by pin me up on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST