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Deirdre

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About Me

I am Creative, expressive, and playfull. I have a vitality and spontaneity which is envied and sometimes resented. I am a child at heart and am inclined to live in a world of fantasy where people are really knights on white horses. My behavior is often exagerated and dramatized, yet i am fully aware of my propensity for it. Yet I do it for myself more then for others. To accept the apparently drab and sometimes threatening world, that others recognise as real. I am insensitive and egocentric, especially when it comes to the practical deals of life. I cannot be bothered with details, they threaten the way I precieve the world. I am intrested in the future and its endless potential. My past is a novel someone else wrote. When confronted with the unplesant demands of the world, I will drop a situation and move elsewhere, a repretation of irresponsibility and callousness...yet i am neather, I just cannot be imprisoned. I have a knack for perceiving the ondercurrents in a situation and reaching a conclusion at a completely uncouncious level, so that I suddenly have a "hunch" which often through evidence of the senses is unerringly accurate. I have an innate conviction that "something" will eventually produce a solution which will free me from difficulties and pave my future. I have an irrepressible childlike trust in fate, and an amazement at the way in which fire gambles with money, time, emotion, energy, and sometimes people. It is all a game to me, and the object is not winning, but of the style of play. I avoid conventional paths of religion because I cannot bear to see life imprisoned in form, i am open to the unconcious. I am in a world of buisness and finance. I will come out on top, because im not concerned with the results. I express my devotion of life through my own unique path - world. I have an overpowering selfcentredness. I have a clear perseption of the deepest wellsprings of spiritual life within me, yet I cannot leave the house without forgetting my keys or wallet. Elements of expectation, anticipation, and romance hold vital importance to me. I will search from one relationship to another, always seeking the ideal image which in the end exists within my own mind, and i am dissatisfied, therfore i am unreliable in relationships. My heart is true, but is true to an ideal rather than an individual. My dreams are necessary to the world.Take the quiz:
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Moonlight
You have moonlight eyes. Moonlight is the color of mystery. Your eyes symbolize your ability to see yourself as others see you. You have finesse for letting other people know what you think. You have a soothing and calming ability that you may or may not know about. You have the awesome ability to draw a person's negative energy out and replace it with a positive energy; the world needs more people like you. Some words to describe you: patient, self-controlled, perseverance, insightful, reflective, understanding, serene, and caring.
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Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra
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My Interests

I like going out, meeting new people, listening to music... Summer, shopping, the beach and cookouts, vacations, guns, I really miss horse back riddding, tanning(obviously), and believe it or not my job!Be careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be EQUAL. Under the arm to be protected...and next to the heart to be LOVED...

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Music:

I like Everything... Sevendust, Killswitch, Hatebreed, Stone Sour, Mudvayne, Slipknot, System of a Down, Godsmack, Coldplay, Hinder, Guns -n- Roses, Lynard Skinnard, Tom Petty, Jay-Z, Bush, Dammage Plan, Iron Maiden, Peter Frampton, Savoy Brown...Metal, Rock, Rap, someones even gotten me into a little country =)Oh my goodness I could go on forever so ill stop here lol.



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I love movies...I had a shit load here but they got deleted somehow...Im not even so sure people take the time to read this "section" of the page sooooo, when I start getting requests for my favorite movies, which I doubt I will, thats when Ill put some in...untill then bitches!

Television:

Girls Next Door, CSI! Thursday Nights @9, Sopranos, Miami Ink, Real World, Used to love Howard.."http://../albums/d56/sexyunderroos99/?action=view&a mp;current=5250871c.jpg" target="_blank"

Books:

Divinci Code, Deception Point, Angels and Deamons, Really any Dan Brown books I love him, Acceptable Loss, Giver, All the Harry Potter's, One More Day, Reading Flag Of Our Fathers (Good So Far), I Love Reading...

Heroes:

Nick Cournoyer, I miss you and Love You...and everyone that has fought, Lost, Or is still fighting for our Freedom...Thank You

My Blog

If Im Ever To Lose My Sence Of Self

If I'm ever to lose my sense of self&"Life is about change...sometimes its painful...sometimes its beautiful...most of the time its both."I have loved so deeply...I have felt it. I have been taken ove...
Posted by Deirdre on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 08:41:00 PST