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Fears 2 Fatal Ashes

your sole is on fire its black and white!

About Me

As time progresses we get older, the only thing that keeps us here, keeps us what we are, is just a simple memory of those who you love, hate, like, tolereate, but most important is those whom you will spend the ever waking hours talking to and tell your foremost secrets. secrets that no one knows and for me its all about these secrets mine are more grotesque and obscure, my secrets are my dreams and my dreams behold all of my thoughts about all.Basically i'm here due to memories, I interact with my memories, forgetting the hardships of the past, living in the present and dreaming of a future that I can Foresee. I'm waiting for that someone to show me the light in this cave of life, i think i find her, I hope this will be forever and on forth as pessimistic thoughts start to cease in becoming my disease. This is dedicated to my mother! Fuck her and all her empty promises that have became the burden on my back! .. ..

My Interests

My main interest is in music without it I would not be alive today!Ok if i am here then who is it that watches my things over there? Life is one big puzzle I want to find the answers to the puzzle figure it out and die in peices, I wouldn't give anyone the answers because i would have wasted anothers innocense!What brings us to do the things that find it all poetics is just a justice to say the same thing but with more meaning, the most morbid of dreams and scares of nightmares become my pleasures as only in chaos there is creation, imagine a big boom of insight imagination and wisdom that i want to share without the persecutions of the past hold me back my interest is in life... why and why nots of this complicated cancer spread creation called earth.

I'd like to meet:

All of those whom have, are, and will make the difference into my life or death. I want to meet intellectually sound characters that will give me peace and rest and i want to meet all of whom that can understand the burdon of my black wings. even if its just for a moment i want to meet the one that will change the world and i also want all to see that there is and has been more to me!In all personal interests I want to end this life of conclusions of finding only fake and meaninglessness in the eyes of the general i want to find true friends not currupted by stupidity and the words natures.

Music:

a moment that conveys a meaning to an individual with vocal variations or tones, music meanings to it all we share a similarity but difference at once why is there a wall in between us, or infact to the world acceptence of free will, what does music mean to you? If i can accept the wide tastes of others why is mine so shunned in all reality its all the same just different conveying words that spread the same meanings.

Movies:

The origanals of The Crow, Spaceballs, Nightmare before Xmas, and what ever my be just as satifyingMovies should not just be mindless and redundant, create a piece of art as a movie and ill love it, create the repetitive motions of the same and it will not be of interests we all have minds why not use them?

Television:

The Simpsons and Family Guy of course but who really sits down and rots their brains........... well never mind! this is myspace after all!Not much of a television watcher for there are to many other beauties to in dulge yourself into

Books:

Lets just put this way anything that can make you think and have it relate to life,A book behold the possesions of the extremities that help you use your imagination and excersizes your mind and helps create a culture of education when many don't understand whats wrong with society today if we inform ours selves then we will choose another path and help create a peaceful existance without all this abuse and attrocities that have become the world today, the idea of thought is much more vast than blood and pain

Heroes:

To whom this may concern, All of these days i sit pondering away, my life seems to fade, what will happen, who will be there, I guess My heroes are the ones that can stand by my side. Pick me up when i'm down, make me laugh at those stupid incidents, and by foremost the one's that can just let me forget about the past and live on with them to see all of the future to come.

My Blog

Fatal diseased

Sometimes on doesn't see the truth in all the lies maybe oneday will never come as the daylight blinds and the nights kill i must bid a deep farewell and drift on to the next maybe oneday somewill un...
Posted by Fears 2 Fatal Ashes on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 01:02:00 PST

Metallica - No Leaf Clover

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wyX7yBc8BkY ...
Posted by Fears 2 Fatal Ashes on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 07:52:00 PST

Rotting flesh of the internal frustrations!

tragedies extremes antisocialism religion society     a man whose words arn't spoken clear no matter what drives, or he hears grotesque of this country enthralled convalences that impare sig...
Posted by Fears 2 Fatal Ashes on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 12:32:00 PST

Flesh and Steel

Candles burn so bright every glimmer every shineceasless giving warmth through the icy night giving the insight of will strickened and consumed by the chaos the light it gives the beauty that engulfs ...
Posted by Fears 2 Fatal Ashes on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 02:09:00 PST

Twas the night b4 xmas revised

twas the night b4 x-mas and all through the housenothing was stirring not even a mousebut there wasdeath among us allyes, the beauty as i recallwith crimson puddles of gooand tainted images of youas i...
Posted by Fears 2 Fatal Ashes on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 08:58:00 PST

liaj jail

this is my story of life but its just a quicky i just got out of jail and this is how it all went down in a jist   i was on probation bc my mom lied to the cops and said i hit her well she kicked...
Posted by Fears 2 Fatal Ashes on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 06:51:00 PST

eggcrates and chaos

everyday is just a waste imstuck in this miserable nightmare nothing to do i can't even breathe my few friends i own and have true to heart are falling away 1 by 1 what is next death is my7 answer onl...
Posted by Fears 2 Fatal Ashes on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 01:25:00 PST

alone i must stand

to find all that is true and pure for me i must stand alone talking only to my peers that sustain the knowledge of what i caould only start to explain, in the world of wonders i strive for slumber but...
Posted by Fears 2 Fatal Ashes on Sat, 04 Feb 2006 10:32:00 PST

Lend me your wings

Dreams so lost, I am so cold Now please end my strain Please be the one that cares I need someone tonight; I need to feel the love I seem so strong but the haunting memories of my past has risen from...
Posted by Fears 2 Fatal Ashes on Wed, 18 Jan 2006 05:19:00 PST

truths

This is a letter to the courts everything in here has infact happened to me and this is nuthing but the truth!         To whom this may concern,       &nbs...
Posted by Fears 2 Fatal Ashes on Sun, 20 Nov 2005 11:53:00 PST