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I love Alexis, I love Alexis, I love Alexis, I love Alexis Besides the obvious fact that I'm sprung on Alexis... I'd just like to tell everyone the truth about me... That is what this section is for right? I am a 27 year old lost soul. I don't know the first thing about being true to myself or anyone else. I constantly fuck up because I am too scared too get my life together and quite honestly don't even know where the start button is. I've run away from my problems since I was 15 years old and cried for help ever since. It's in your best interests to not believe a word I say because until I get my head straight, everything that comes out of my mouth is genuine crap. Hey, at least I'm hopefully learning... Life has many lessons to teach and I am still trying to get past the high school section. I have hope but because I have shit pouring out my ears, it's going to be a long road home. I have to do this on my own or I'll be 40 living at home still and taking handouts so I can trade them to escape. Don't let me fool you... I am a terrible liar, my story never adds up, but I promise I do all this because I'm afraid, I'm afraid of myself, my capability and not fulfilling myself or my dreams. This is me and these are my biggest obstacles. I forgot to mention, I also have a large porn habit and am completely addicted to... well whatever is accessible, whether that's sex drugs or rock and roll. I look for people online a lot because its easier to fake who I am, but don't be fooled, I'll show my true colors eventually and it's probably better no one bothers getting involved with me because I'll be sure to sabotage your life on my way to sabotaging my own.