if these days come to an end, would we be thankful for the past we had, and moan at the presence we are in, or would we embrace the presence we are in and plan for the future we would want to have. its easy enought to think what we want in life, what we wish we had for our future, but its never going to be that simple, lifes pleasentries are'nt going to be dished out to us by a door to door sales man, with a greasy combover. life is unpredicatable, unnecessary, and if we are lucky enough its unplanned. but at any second what we have, our freedom, our passions, our equalities can be taken away from us, by someone we hardly know, by someone just like us, but somehow invested in powers to shoot us down or perch us high. life isnt easy, if it was, we would complain maybe more than we do right now.
love is uncatergorised, its undefined and its the most uncompatible thing in the world. love is an emotion, so you cant define it as something you have already felt, one feeling of love will never come back the same, love comes in all shapes and forms and its hard to differentiate which one is your preference. is love the feeling of butterflies in your stomach when you are around a certain someone, or is this inpatience, and paranoia of living up to their expectations. is love that feeling where when your happy your ecstatic and when your sad your pratically depressed, or is that just when the good times come, you feel the need to embrace it and when the bad times come, you feel you have to capatalise on it. or is love that feeling that isnt present all the time, but comes and jumps on you like a ton of bricks at the thought of not having that person in your life anymore, or is that just life.
i dont like metal that much, i appreciate it, that is all, i detest nu rave and im really not keen on what naomi calls acid/house/trance. i wont start to like any of this music as i dont need to follow everyone else. i wont be seen in a peaked to fuck baseball cap, and i wont be seen in a i wish i was in the klaxons t-shirt, nor will i ever own an allsaints belt. everyone will follow the crowd once in a while, but as often as this is just a bit absurd, if you dont hellogoodbye or BMTH its actually ok to admitt it, i cant see you being burned at the stake. being unique is not being different with everyother person on this website, its not wearing skinnies, the most unique people are the ones that just do as they like, the ones who fight for their hopes and surrender to their passions
if life was like a box of chocolates, i would sometimes get buy one get one free, instead of extra tax added.
i enjoy my friends more than i can describe, id say i have their backs, but i dont like confrontation, so we will just say if you upset them, ill right summat shitty on my profile (Y)
