I'm Samantha, and I am steadily learning that good-humor and being able to laugh at your own ridiculous means of living life makes things much more interesting. Experience makes us stronger, and often more acerbic. Why worry about it?
I would like to stand here and act as though I am full-heartedly an astounding member of society who works solely for the betterment of the free-world. I would also like to pretend that I am actively seeking a degree so that I can adhere to the expectations that everyone has for the stoic, and often over-estimated members of my generation, but that isn't the case. In actuality, much of what I've done is for mutual benefit. I'm some newly-reformed person who works at a convenience store and is largely passionate about many things, and who would like to think that maybe my ardence about life will get me somewhere. Whether it will, or will not, is still largely unknown to me.
I have goals, dreams, all of that crap, and yet, I'm not always sure I want to achieve them because I've seen what regulatory living does to other people. People become bitter by the age of twenty, get established by thirty, get old and usually unhappy about age and wisdom by fifty, and die by eighty. I really don't want to end up that way, and I surely do not want to under-live my own life and potential.
I will not be limited by anything.
and I will not give up until I change something.
These kids changed my life.
"As the poems get into the thousands, you realize you've created very little" - Bukowski
