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~A Beautiful Disaster~

I love you, I loved you all along, I miss you, been far away for far too long.....

About Me

There has been alot going on in my life this last year. I got pregnant and had the most beautiful baby girl. She was born on April 27,2007. Her name was Alexis Hope Bradford-Rice. Unfortunately she passed away on June 16,2007 from SIDS. I am so very thankful for every minute of that 7 weeks I was fortunate to have her. I was also blessed enough to be given a beautiful grandson. Lexi was 5 weeks old when Bailey was born. I have struggled daily with the loss of my Lexi!!! I have to just remind myself every day that I have so very much to be thankful for and that I have been blessed with another beautiful daughter (Hillary)that is 17 now and so thankful that I can say she is my very best friend in this world. I was also blessed enough to be given a very handsome and wonderful son (Shawn). Now I have been blessed with an amazing grandson (Bailey). Although, I know I will grieve the loss of Lexi every day, atleast I have other people in my life that I don't know what I would do without. Hillary, Corey, Shawn and Bailey you keep me going every day and I love you with all my heart!!!!!! As for a relationship, I thought I finally had it right, I was happier and more in love than I had ever been in my life until he (Tim) decided to go back to his ex-wife. Once again broken hearted, I am trying to get back to the way I looked before I got pregnant (getting close), and just get back out there and try again, I know there is a Mr. Right for me out there somewhere. Myspace Backgrounds Myspace Layouts - Myspace Backgrounds - Myspace Codes
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My Interests

I work ALOT!!! I have 2 jobs, so I am at work all the time. I have recently started helping a friend working with bands, I decided to do that because I really enjoy doing it and because I have an extreme passion for the music industry and extreme respect for the bands trying to make it in the business. I love playing pool.. Although, I don't get to do it as much as I used to. I am still on a Monday night APA 9-ball team and a CAPS 8-ball on Wednesday nights. I have played softball all my life. I love to watch college football on Saturdays in the fall (War Eagle!!!!), and I am always listening to some kind of music no matter what I am doing. I love going to see Year And A Day, Echovalve, Victim of Thought, Leaderdog, Novakayne, Arythmia and Mindtrip play live. I stay very busy most of the time, but really could be happy just being a homebody too!!!!

I'd like to meet:

Friends, first and foremost! Because I believe any relationship has to begin with friendship. I like talking to people who can make me laugh, so you have to have a good sense of humor. Of course, be able to carry on an itelligent conversation from time to time.Romance

Romance is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You need romance in your life. You love the extra dimension that romance brings to a relationship and you tend to fall in love very quickly.

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Music:

Year And A Day, Victim of Thought (VoT), Echovalve, Mindtrip, Leaderdog, Novakayne, Arythmia, System of a Down, Rage Against the Machine, Mudvayne, Avenged Sevenfold, Staind, 10 Years, H.I.M., Slipknot, 3 Days Grace, 3 Doors Down, Korn, Metallica, Fallout Boys, Buckcherry, Evans Blue, MCR, Papa Roach, Seether, Thousand Foot Krutch, Audioslave (LOVE THEM!!). Oh, I love to dance so of course I listen to stuff like Usher, Black Eyed Peas, Ne-yo, Ying Yang Twins and Nelly. There is only a few country songs that I like such as anything by Keith Urban and maybe just a couple of others. I do have some friends in a band in Austin, they are "Vallejo" so of course I love anything by them. I could go on for days!!!!!!

Movies:

Yeah, I am into chic flicks, my very favorite is The Notebook ( the love scene is the most amazing I have ever seen, it makes me melt every time I watch it ~lol~), but I love comedies too! Sweet Home Alabama and How to lose a guy in 10 days are good ones too. But, I like other movies like National Treasure, Daredevil, Spiderman, Underworld, Pirates of the Caribbean, Friday, The Girl Next Door. And of course, i cry everytime i watch A Walk to Remember, no matter how many times I have watched it. I could go on for days on this one too!!!!!!
You scored as The Notebook. You have strong, passionate love like the notebook!

The Notebook


83%

Legally Blonde


67%

Charlies Angels


67%

Mean Girls


42%

A Cinderella Story


17%
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Television:

I am a reality girl!! I mostly like shows like Survivor, Apprentice, The Bachelor is one of my very faves (loved Dr Travis Stork), American Idol (Bo Bice is amazing) and of course Extreme Home Makeover always makes me cry, but Tye Pennington is sooo hot. I do watch a few regular shows too, cant miss Desperate Housewives (I was one for 16 years), and I am lost in Lost. Also, Freddie, According to Jim and That 70s show are hilarious!!!

Books:

Rarely have time to stop and read anything.

Heroes:

My kids (Hillary and Shawn)!!! They are the best!!! I consider my daughter as one of my very BEST friends!!! She is the only person I can talk to about anything. We have been through ALOT, but I think it has all just made us stronger and closer. My kids are my greatest accomplishments!!!!!AND, OF COURSE, these guys too!!!!

My Blog

Year And A Day Rocks!!!!

I have seen Year And A Day several times now, and I love them more and more every time I see them... MUST SEE SHOW!!!!!!!!
Posted by ~A Beautiful Disaster~ on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 12:59:00 PST

Livin single ROCKS!!!!

Lovin life, being single!!!! I got my tongue and belly button pierced in April... Then for my birthday in May got my nose pierced.... Never know what I will do next... Met lots of great people and a f...
Posted by ~A Beautiful Disaster~ on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 12:56:00 PST