empty piggy banks |
I can't stand up, I can't fight this.I made myself a joke -- I made up an extended joke..A junkie, two coasts, several obnoxious character actors, a half dozen odd jobs, then the sunset on a sickly t... Posted by on Mon, 08 Jun 2009 15:07:00 GMT |
am i sick or am i well? |
With my new comitment to recovery -- I have found myself in a newly obnoxious situation. Down the street, the man offers happiness for a small fee immediately, up at the hospital -- they want hundreds... Posted by on Fri, 22 May 2009 11:33:00 GMT |
consumed by bitterness (a study of failure) |
My favorite thing about this blog is that it often times is little more than a sort of press release to my legion of stalkers. Not to say that they number more than maybe 3 or 4 dedicated individuals ... Posted by on Sat, 16 May 2009 05:11:00 GMT |
the out of jail blues |
She lost her mother -- my dad, poppa, pop, he said she never had her to begin with.Do a stint in jailget overcharged, get out, get a potato, get sleepy.got sober, got angry, got the weatherman's daugh... Posted by on Fri, 08 May 2009 19:11:00 GMT |
April 15th |
April was the most current of months. I was the most current of 'me's" Anhedonia had crept in alongside its friends: clearheadedness, sobriety and the notorious gang of chronic pains I will not dignif... Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 22:06:00 GMT |
a joke and a story |
(I apologize for the horrible grammar, I am very upset and do not feel like editing -- I may fix this post up later)First the joke:A young man works hard in a little cubicle for several months for a s... Posted by on Mon, 30 Mar 2009 15:14:00 GMT |
Intersectional Management |
You can't run away, you can't make it on your own or for yourself. Youare the intersection of all of the forces that have ever had effectupon the point we call you. The most immediately and consis... Posted by on Sun, 08 Feb 2009 02:33:00 GMT |
pinpricks in the light |
Mad! Mad! Mad!"you're the luckiest man on earth man!"This I was told by a former coworker of mine, a nice guy -- if a bit deferential to the white man and his 'superiors' in general. He may be right, ... Posted by on Sat, 03 Jan 2009 13:45:00 GMT |
crisis checks |
oh, yes in fact I am serious.I wrote, in a note to my godmother, that this day marked a stretch of time -- a very nice stretch, one void of dramatic events, hospitalizations, addictions and violence. ... Posted by on Tue, 16 Dec 2008 02:11:00 GMT |
shocking news |
The expression of love is inherently pathetic.Once you confess, they may pity you, but they will never respect you again.Disdain, contempt and apathy are the hallmarks of strong individuals.Compassion... Posted by on Mon, 01 Dec 2008 02:28:00 GMT |