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jes

i wish i was where i was when i was wishing i was here

About Me

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my blah-g. --updated: may twenty eighth, two thousand and seven.

we throw rocks at walls, enjoying the quick crunch of cement
crashing through our heads
i want to know that this will someday end.
we wonder what could have happened when our minds
were unconsciously deliberating every kind of despair
i thought i was right, for the love of god, it all wasn't fair.
can i erase time? i know it is possible, just guide me there
i know you are watching me, i can feel your stare
i've got an erasable pen, i've got nothing and no dare.
please forgive me, i'm running with a regret in hand, needing blindness
i want to
be meaningless
so nothing matters
cause everything matters too much.

My Interests

traveling, drunken kisses, quest for the best mexican food ever, dinosaurs, dissecting the beauty of snow, bay area food

I'd like to meet:

jesse lacey, jon stewart

Music:



Movies:

royal tenenbaums

Television:

the only tv show worth watching: WEEDS!

Books:

anything that is good. or fun. murakami, robbins, safran foer, kerouac

Heroes:

when you say what everyone was thinking but too afraid of speaking

My Blog

i caught you out there in the fray

i registered for classes today at westminster. unfortunately most of them were closed. and half the ones i chose last night closed before i got to register this morning. poofaces.anyways, i am in intr...
Posted by jes on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 02:56:00 PST

the big gun

i always like thanksgiving. its the only time of the year that i can pretend i have a normal family. i don't even need to pretend very hard, actually! its pretty exciting. plus, my mom makes everythin...
Posted by jes on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 06:17:00 PST

i'm having invertigo.

I LOVE AESOP ROCK. he is fucking amazing and everytime i listen i am awed by his raps and rhymes and poetry and rhythms and beats and the beauty that is his words. go listen to any song. right now.i'm...
Posted by jes on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 05:28:00 PST

new classes

ok, so i just registered for classes today.im in intro to sociology, intro to economics, american indian history to 1900, and poetry workshop.i woke up at 9, grabbed my computer, registered in about 2...
Posted by jes on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 11:34:00 PST

soundtrack to my life

- - - Your Life: The Soundtrack - - - - - - - -So, here's how it works:Open your music player (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).Put it on shuffle.Press play.For every question type the song that's o...
Posted by jes on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 09:54:00 PST

i need your opinion

(writers note: feel free to skip this part and go to the bottom)oh the poor disadvantaged youth of the upper class. this is what i said to my mom about my cousin ali, who is 14 and has 2 millsion doll...
Posted by jes on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 01:04:00 PST

dear lord

in the aftermath, my eyes are sore from the tears. i walk this line tonight, your hand is not intwined in mine... i gave myself one of my biggest fearsi do not know what to say. i feel perpetuated, em...
Posted by jes on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 02:00:00 PST

hostage

don't listen when i tell the truth, i am holding on to eternal youth, wanting more wanting less, i have hands to hold and bodies to fall into but only one will be there when i cry; i can't cry. all i ...
Posted by jes on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 12:12:00 PST

two of us

i feel lost right now. or abandoned, maybe. by myself. relationships are such work, but it seems that im doing the calling and the few times they call me, im busy. which is rare, to be busy, because i...
Posted by jes on Mon, 29 May 2006 01:02:00 PST

i do proclaim! (wanting more, wanting less)

I said, where am i going with these visions of perfection and never ending clarity,as i washed myself with the granules of your logic and the steam of your passion,wanting more, wanting less, i am a m...
Posted by jes on Tue, 16 May 2006 12:25:00 PST