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Alone on a journey, a peacful move. Until it stops. A friend once told me that traveling's amazing till it stops. When it stops, a person catches up with themselves. New faces strange, happy, drugged, curious, mostly attractive. On the search for excitement a strange land is a surplus. Different trees and smiles than the ones at home. The sky here has been gray everyday, even on a sunny day the gray hugs the corners of the sky for fear of abandonment. There are warm faces here because the weather is so cold. Peoples eyes are lit with stoned expressions. Stoned from evergreen oxygen and dank chronic damped air. A friend once said that as humans we are always trying to get back to our tribal village family. Some say we can find it within, but I have to go somewhere to get there. That kind of meditation is made for the hills of Chang Mai. For some it is right here in the North. They've found it! They intuitively know. For me, it is still a quest. This appetite is too obsessed with the sinfully pleasurable freedom I've tasted. Jumping on an 18 hour flight to a place of love and culture expressed in ways I've never imagined before~~~The ultimate orgasm!!!! It's too late to forget about it. I'm not ready to put it on a shelf to enjoy later. Almost 3 years on the shelf and this fire under my ass is scorching. Once the ticket is bought things align so quickly and perfectly. Nothing like the peculiar stench of a foreign city street! Or the new and inexpensive foods that make love to my tongue. Exotic flavors imprint lasting memories. Memories that take me back to that moment when I first tried dried squid, bitter pale green fish paste, river shrimp w straight up msg, and banana fritters in coconut milk..... Will take me back physically and metaphysically. At this moment, in a new place full of conscious, mysterious, honest, deceptive, and beautiful people, I sit in agonizing indecisiveness. The question of staying or going now or later, plagues me. It takes small adventures to gain inspiration for miraculous ones. I have to battle impatience with patience to come to a balance of peace. I can always close my eyes and daydream and night dream and be there.
Super Chile Garlic Turkey Fanstatic
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RZZ8bzV9FXo
Chevy Metal- "Can't You Hear Me Knocking"- Live
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kBhpumGxM2I

Topanga daze 08 rippin it!


Buddy Holly Live in New York With Peggy Sue 1958
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lhgO8rZs1Fg

rox


Devendra Banhart - Carmensita
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k_QAPjtO2cA

yup! a gift from devendra to us

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Buddy Holly Live in New York With Peggy Sue 1958

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lhgO8rZs1Fg this rox!
Posted by on Thu, 29 Jan 2009 02:15:00 GMT

Buddy Holly Live in New York With Peggy Sue 1958

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lhgO8rZs1Fg this rox! the times.
Posted by on Thu, 29 Jan 2009 02:14:00 GMT

chevy metal, covering the stones' can't you hear me knocking

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=reFTLgNUDbU
Posted by on Sat, 14 Jun 2008 18:21:00 GMT