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About Me

So I decided to upgrade my description a little. To everyone that I know and want to get in contact with me this is the way. If I don't know you well fuck you. No offense but I'm not adding people I do not know. By the way if you're someone trying to get in contact with me, I must warn you that I've changed a lot since graduation. At any rate here is a brief description I have graduated from high school. I started Fresno City College on August 13 2007 and am thoroughly enjoying it. I use to work at Wish-I-Ah Care Center, but I have recently quit the job. I now know what I want to do with my life and will relentlessly pursue it. I will not say what I want to do because it is a secret that I have only told two people. I like classic rock, hard rock, metal, heavy metal. I like going to concerts and a friend and I write songs together. If there's anything else you want to know about me listen to KoRn. Oh, a little update. I went to the family values tour on September 1st in Mountain View. When KoRn came out and played it was probably one of the happiest moments of my life. To tell the truth I have been feeling more and more depressed, cold, gloomy, and indifferent to the world around me. I don't know why I am so cold and care about so few things right now. I know why I'm depressed and I don't know how to get rid of this emotion. I guess I truly am waiting for someone to save me. Even more updates. I am part of a band. Can you guess what I do in it? I'm the singer! Yes it's crazy. We hope to get some stuff recorded and get a myspace up for it, so if interested I'll notify you when it's up. Oh by the way our band is called Cocaine Mouse.
Joshua --
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||| 20%
Stability |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 50%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Interdependence |||||||||| 36%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 43%
Mystical |||||| 30%
Artistic |||||||||||| 50%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Materialism |||||| 23%
Narcissism || 10%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking || 10%
Need to dominate || 10%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 50%
Anti-authority || 10%
Wealth || 10%
Dependency || 10%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Sexuality || 10%
Peter pan complex |||||||||| 36%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 63%
Physical Fitness |||||| 24%
Histrionic || 10%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Vanity || 10%
Hypersensitivity || 10%
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Joshua Smith
Birthday: April 17
Birthplace: don't know
Current Location: Auberry
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: brown
Height: 5'6"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: German
The Shoes You Wore Today: steel toe boots
Your Weakness: my fears
Your Fears: heights, deep water, and being alone my whole life
Your Perfect Pizza: can't think of anything
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: lose a little weight
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: don't have one not yet anyways
Thoughts First Waking Up: I have to pee
Your Best Physical Feature: wish i could say i had a good physical feature
Your Bedtime: don't have one
Your Most Missed Memory: quite a few of those have to think about it
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: burger king
Single or Group Dates: either one
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: don't care either one
Chocolate or Vanilla: either one
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee
Do you Smoke: use to not anymore
Do you Swear: trying to stop
Do you Sing: yes not very well though
Do you Shower Daily: every morning
Have you Been in Love: i believe so but it didn't turn out very well
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: yes it is one of the things i look forward to
Do you belive in yourself: depends on my mood
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: no
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: not really but i don't hate them either
Do you play an Instrument: learning the banjo know how to play a little on the ukelele
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: yes
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: no
Ever been Beaten up: yes
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: quietly, no pain
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a father and not sure about the rest
What country would you most like to Visit: Germany
In a Boy/Girl..
Favorite Eye Color: don't have one
Favorite Hair Color: don't have one
Short or Long Hair: long/short depending on how short
Height: don't care as long as they're not 3 feet tall or below
Weight: not too skinny but not too much also
Best Clothing Style: good looking, not slutty, portrays personality
Number of Drugs I have taken: i wish i could say none to this one
Number of CDs I own: lost count after 30
Number of Piercings: none
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: too many to count but life goes on
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What kind of individually packaged condiment are you?
Korean Air Creamer
Though you were manufactured with a very small consumer group in mind, you're unbeatable with that Korean coffee.

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Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage
You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
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Cartman
You are just plain evil and heartless. Though you're sly, and you come up with brilliant schemes, you're pretty dumb and close minded. Other people hate you... screw them!

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone who doesn't follow everyone else but is different and is into at least some of the same things as me. Someone who has morals, is kind, considerate, but also knows how to have a good time. Someone who is at least some what like me. Also I would love to meet John Lennon and KoRn. Especially Jonathan Davis...
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My Blog

Snuff

"Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence And leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage For what resembles rage again So if...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Jan 2009 14:31:00 GMT

A little update

I've decided to write a little update on myself.  I have recently been through a lot, including but not limited to, family issues, so called friends starting shit with me, other friends going through ...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Jan 2009 14:42:00 GMT

Time of Dying and The Heretic Anthem

"On the ground I lay Motionless in pain I can see my life flashing before my eyes Did I fall asleep Is this all a dream Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare I will not die (I will not die) I will surv...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Dec 2008 21:46:00 GMT

Love and war

The reason I have titled this blog thus will make sense in a minute.  I've been doing a lot of thinking about the concept of love and watching those who I have presumed as fools for chasing after...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Sep 2008 10:38:00 GMT

Okay

Activated my new phone and it's still the same number so just call me or text me so I can get your number again. Thanks
Posted by on Sat, 02 Aug 2008 08:17:00 GMT

Hey everyone

So I decided to type up an update.  So yesterday I went to the dentist and got my tooth pulled, so now I got to make sure to take care of it and be really careful.  Also I got my new phone a...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 14:55:00 GMT

Hey everyone my phone is not working

Hey if you try calling me on my cell, you won't be able to get a hold of me because it's fried.  So if you want to get a hold of me just call my house phone and if you don't know it just send me ...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 11:01:00 GMT

About the other night at the party

I just want thank all of you who was concerned about me and was worried about well being the other night.  I drank a little too much rum and I can't remember anything.  When I woke up Shawn,...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Jul 2008 16:04:00 GMT

Slipknot

Hey everybody I've got great news for me.  Yesterday I bought tickets to the mayhem festival and with tax and convenience charges added in it came to 54 dollars a piece.  Me and my friend Ni...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Jun 2008 13:38:00 GMT

Arrgh! Frustrating!

So everyone knows how I'm still waiting for the estimate on my car right?  Well today I was on my to Fresno with my mother to run some errands like figure out why I haven't gotten the estimate ye...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 10:18:00 GMT