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Brandon

Insatiable

About Me

I am currently a college student pursuing a Bachelor of the Arts Degree in Philosophy/Psychology. I attended the University of California, Berkeley, for the academic calendar year of 2003-2004, but currently attend American River College to gain some more general education credit. I plan on either returning to Cal or beecoming a member of the law enforcement community here in Sacramento while completing my education locally.I've played lacrosse for Cal and though it remains an avid passion of mine, I must admit it doesn't fit into the schedule for now.Now, I guess I'll cut to the chase. Personally speaking, I'm not too big into this myspace phenomenon, as it seems to me a large, convenient distraction for most attempting to avoid the lack of meaning in their lives. Regardless, a friend of mine put this page up and I guess I might as well have it accurately reflect me.I enjoy meeting open-minded people who are willing to utilize their minds for the betterment of humanity, who, not necessarily through their nature but through conscious choice, decide to be shepherds for those around them, who struggle to expend the essence of who and what they are on fighting to force open the closed eye that keeps the collective consciousness of humanity asleep or dreaming...I believe in concepts such as "good" and "what is right," I believe in the unique potential of every single human being, not because any of those actually exist but because they are those things worth believing in, those things that would give cause to a nihilist or pessimist to ask, "Why believe in such things?" Well, in short, the answer is, "Why not?" Do we have anything else to believe in?If you boil it down, take the Darwinian, scientific explanation to our purpose as human beings, then it becomes pretty simple--all individual organisms have three purposes: to 1) obtain energy, 2) obtain nutrients, and 3) propagate the species.The first two activities, for human beings, are obtained through food and water. I believe most of us have figured out what number 3 means by now...If we are left with these three purposes to serve to guide us in life, the human existence becomes quite meaningless. And perhaps that is the case. Perhaps there is no god, no inherent purpose to life... That leaves us with one option: to invent, to create, as is the trademark of our species.And hence, I choose to have a purpose to my life, to attempt to be the shepherd, to believe in and fight for that which is "good" or "right..."So, now that I sound like a total whackjob wannabe crackpot-philosopher destined to be yet another one of those Berkeley Bums twenty years from now screaming about how I had a Ph.D. and walked away from it all because of some radical self-discovery I had during my mid-life crisis, feel free to drop me a line.

My Interests

Military Strategy and Tactics, Oil, Global Warming, Philosophy, the human condition... pretty much anything you could expect that crazy guy who digs through your garbage to rant about for ten minutes on end. I have ranted about maple syrup when prompted to do so, and it was the best rant on maple syrup in the history of mankind, I swear it.

I'd like to meet:

Those who have the mind and desire to be the change they see in the world. We haven't much time left for response, and those who are aware of the problem but not sure of an answer are free to join me in this very same struggle...Those with open minds...Being pretty also helps. It helps a lot, actually. But I assume if you're attractive, reading this, and not figuring I'm some quack-job then you are probably a rare breed.

Music:

Goo Goo Dolls, Matchbox Twenty, 3 Doors Down, Foo Fighters, Staind, AC/DC, Nickelback, Creed... Anything that calls of an epic charge into battle against all odds ("Navras" from the Matrix Soundtrack, or "Duel of the Fates" from Star Wars). Besides the whole 'charge into battle' music thing, my interests seem to be fairly mainstream (hey, I don't hunt for music and the radio plays what's popular... so...). I like dancing to rap and hip-hop but I don't find talking about "Ho's, bitches, bling" or "Cappin' Niggas" to be something I easily identify with, so there you go. Lastly, the 300 soundtrack is awesome (well, at least tracks 4 and 14... epic indeed).

Movies:

"The Shawshank Redemption," "Equilibrium," "Reservoir Dogs," "Gladiator," "Conspiracy Theory," "American Psycho," "The Lord of the Rings" (though I could never sit through all 12 hours of extended footage, christ), the entire Star Wars Trilogy (oh no, nerd radar is going off, at least I didn't type it RADAR showing that I actually know it's an acronym... oh wait)Yeah, okay, I don't see too many movies, nor am I really big into movies...

Television:

"Family Guy," "Aqua Teen Hunger Force," "Futurama," honestly, I don't watch that much television. But I am one of the most formally-educated men on the show "Family Guy," as I have taken and completed a course at the University of California, Berkeley focused on an analysis of "Family Guy" (my one claim to fame, woopee). I do have to add the new "Battlestar Galactica" to my list of favorite shows on TV.

Books:

Some favorite books of mine:-"Cat's Cradle" by Kurt Vonnegut, Jr. -"Slaughterhouse Five" by Kurt Vonnegut, Jr. -"1984" by George Orwell (I like the ones that don't have those fairytale, happy endings... because that's reality) -"Meditations" by Descartes (until he ties to prove the existence of God, let's go ride the Cartesian Circle, oh boy...) -"Leviathan" by Thomas Hobbes (the beginning especially, which most students don't read... all-too-focused on the political part of the argument or one-phrase summations of his work... it is actually quite an interesting deduction). -"7 Habits of Highly Effective People" by Stephen Covey (it's not what the title appears, I promise...) -"The Apology" by Plato (excellent work, and yet another lesson that if you want to be an important historical figure hey, martyr yourself for a cause) -"The Death of Ivan Ilych" by Leo Tolstoy (excellent and sharp contrast to "The Apology" by Plato). -"The Art of War" by Sun Tzu.Hoping to add "On War" by Carl Von Clausewitz and "A Book of Five Rings" by Miyamoto Musashi.

Heroes:

Without a doubt, Socrates. A man who would rather allow himself to be sentenced to death in his pursuit of caring for the well being of men's souls (as opposed to wealth, honor, and reputation... a characterization of values held by Athenians... now that wouldn't sound like any other modern empire of sorts, would it?) instead of ceasing this "philosophy" of his, this constant questioning and pursuit of wisdom.-Anyone who can bear the burden of the philosopher-warrior, or warrior-philosopher... which sounds better to you? Or perhaps warrior-scholar? Yeah, warrior-scholar, now I totally won't sound like a loser... yeah... see, you change student to scholar to make it sound more aristocratic and sexy and add the whole warrior part so no one thinks you're a dweeb... I'm a friggin' genius.

My Blog

Recently...

I have most definitely had a tumultuous (spelling...? w00t) past three years or so, stemming form a poorly-adjusted perspective on life that  many of those with an above-average intellect obtain ...
Posted by Brandon on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 06:23:00 PST

Transcending the Ego

If I could give credit to someone for this, I would, but I don't know who Dan and Kaley are, so if they happen to read this, then thanks... To transcend the ego we must let go of trying to transcend t...
Posted by Brandon on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 03:47:00 PST

Just a Thought...

The abillity to discern whether or not one is genuinely receptive is paramount to the ability to construct relationships of any sort. I just kind of kicked that out when providing advice to a friend a...
Posted by Brandon on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 12:45:00 PST

My Birthday...

So, my birthday:  December 21.  The same birthday as the "Man of Steel," Stalin, successor to Lenin, slayer of millions of Russian people.  The last day of Sagittarius, the first day of...
Posted by Brandon on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 01:33:00 PST

So, I'll start a Blog... or, So I almost died...

So I guess I'll start a blog...  No, I don't believe it will be therapeutic, that is what a personal journal is for.  No, I am not exceedingly bored.  I guess this is just my lazy man's...
Posted by Brandon on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 01:29:00 PST