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never raise more demons than you can lay down

About Me

Bullet for my valentine...Best band everBest villian everIf you really wanna knwo about me...there are 5 simple words that pretty much sum it up..."I will not be defeated". I live my life according to a code very similar to the one used by the knights. Chivalry, honor, nobility, and courage. I train in the art of Muay Thai, currently studying Judo, ultimately looking to make my way into the octagon. With my 2 brothers by my side also looking to build our own business and eventually start a fight team and sponsor up and coming MMA fighters.__________________________________________________A lso if you wanna hear some hot lyrics, hit up ma dude Y-D. Thats up and comin talent right there.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Lisa King...my future wife lol.Kyra GracieBas Rutten, My idol

My Blog

in search of what was never meant to be found

In the darkest depths of night I run through a forest of insecurities that bind me to the lies hiding behind a guise of which sanity and reason could have easily unveiled. In this place where love sh...
Posted by on Tue, 20 May 2008 15:02:00 GMT

breaking point

Have you ever awoken feeling like nothing you do seems to make a difference?  Then you try and try not to let it show.  What happens when you feel like you are carryin the weight of the worl...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 16:39:00 GMT

Apocolyptic epiphany

im a lil rusty at my poetry I havent written any in a while.  Jadrian I already know im gonna get some smart ass remark from you so don't let me down make it a good one lol.  And sash...don'...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 18:23:00 GMT

a little bit of understanding.

I think I get it.  I have been sick for the last few days....well I have been sick for a long ass time lol.  But the last few days I have had alot of time to think.  I think the reason ...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 13:59:00 GMT

I just don’t get it.

What do you do when nothing seems to make any fuckin sense anymore.  Why does it feel like the days...weeks...and the years just seem to go by like it was just some kinda screwed up dream.  ...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 20:08:00 GMT

the most noisy silence

Everyone thinks I am shy or that I am quiet.  You are way off.  Its just that after years of feeling like no one is listening you stop opening your mouth.  There only seems to be a hand...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 16:31:00 GMT

ROMANCE IS NOT DEAD!

I'm tired of women saying that romance is dead.  dying...ok maybe...lol.  but i know that i have it in my heart to be romantic.  Im one of those hopeless romantics who always wished for...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Nov 2005 18:20:00 GMT

still lookin for luv in the wrong places.

I just can't seem to get it right.  just one girl...thats all I will ever need. but I can't seem to find her.  Don't worry luv...one of these days...I will find you, wherever you are.&n...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Sep 2005 11:47:00 GMT

quotes from oogie

I take what people tell me very seriously sometimes....certain things that have been said to me helped me to become the person I am.  hopefully if i share em with everyone maybe it can make a dif...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Aug 2005 08:01:00 GMT

where do i go from here

at times i feel so lost.  i try to take things day by day but in the end, the day seems to take a part of me.  everyday that goes by i feel like i lose myself more and more.  with every...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Jul 2005 20:25:00 GMT