DEATH OF MY REBIRTH....
The beggining of me in you..One look in your brown eyes,
I fell so deep in LOVE..Deeper than the earths core.
Instantly our hearts connected..Bound forever in spirit,
Unknowing of what the future entailed for us....
We were ready to ride the Roller coaster of lyfe 2gether.
I was the brace that held you down & protected you.
You were me,Alive..I was gonna be the mom I never had,
Your lyfe was going to be the one I didn't have.
The last day we spent together was..IN LOVE.
We played together..& you stared in Adoration of me..
I mirrored that stare..
I think of that day..I'm at PEACE....
So why do I CRY?
I cry 'cause my bed is empty..
I cry 'cause I'm angry..
I cry cause I lost YOU and ME.
You were not only my daughter....
NANNAS you were me in another form
..A better form.... YOU WERE MY REBIRTH....
DEDICATED TO MY DAUGHTER ICIANNA ANGELINE BORN ON OCTOBER 28,2005 PASSED ON MARCH 2,2006....HER LYFE WAS TOOKEN IN STUPIDITY A MAN..THE MAN SHE SHOULD'VE BEEN ABLE TO TRUST WITH HER LYFE..HER OWN FATHER..WAS CARING FOR HER GOT DRUNK AND HIGH..WHILE CARING FOR HER, HE SHOOK HER LAYED HER DOWN PASSED OUT AND SHE SUFFOCATED ON A PILLOW HE WAS ASLEEP NEXT TO HER.... TO SERIOUS FOR YOU? LEAVE....THIS IS MY REALITY EVERY DAY... EVERY MOMENT OF MY LYFE...I JUST WANT EVERY ONE TO KNOW THAT BABIES ARE TOO PRECIOUS TO BE CARELESS....
Another Tommorrow
Home is just
day away,
Just another tommorrow
or us to pray.
Hoping we make it
Just trying to live,
Making mistakes
Giving all we can give.
Trying our best
To do what is right,
but, our dang conscience
always puts up a fight.
everyday that we
Stumble,trip or fall,
Lets pray we get tommorrow
To make up for it all.
Monique Sandoval
