k...that's all you need to know...cuz...
i'm boring!!!
actually, i'm just plain complicated. too difficult to describe and too random to predict. yep. that's Zubeidah Kamala Pham for you. anyways, it's not like whoever's reading this is ever going to take my self-description all too seriously for i DO tend to exaggerate as most of you know and i DO tend to leave out a lot of the important specifics yet i DO tend to include many of the other not-so-relevant-OR-true details. so yah, if anyone is really all SO anxious to find out about me, maybe that person should just hit me up and find out for him/her-self. yep. simple as that.
*rambling on still cuz the attention just feels so damn goooood!*
--i'm 18.5 years old--
--i'm currently enrolled in school (yes! amazing!)--
--i DO work--
--i also have what others would label as a "family"--consisting of a father, a mother, many older half-brothers and sisters on my pop's side that i'm not too close to and isn't really sure how MANy of them there are but yea, two immediate older brothers, one older half-brother and one older half-sister from my mother's side. so yes. it all boils down to me as the baby of the family--
--i don't really think i'm ever "too spoiled" or "too bratty". (so i'd say i'm the youngest child with the mentality of the middle child.)--
--i also think that i'm what others consider a "fob" (for those who doesn't know what that means.....to ME that is...haha....well....it means i'm a "freaken obsessive bitch")--
--i've been accused of being WAAAAY too mean and bitchy and obsessive (almost stalkerish actually) and cold-hearted and compulsive when it comes to lies--
--i've also been accused of being "too" much of some things. too much drama. too much talking. too much fighting. too much eating. too much attitude. too much ditching. too much lying. too much blah blah blah. oh the things i hear!--
--i am not the type of girl others would consider a "girly girl" nor am i the type of girl that others would think can kick ass--
--i'm just the type of girl that doesn't feel like she's gotta sugar-coat anything--
--i'm blunt, yeah--but that doesn't mean i'm feening to be the meanest person out there for show or attention or whatever the crap it might be--
--i AM pretty damn sensitive myself.--
--i DO feel that if it's too horrible to say, then just don't say it. --simple as that-- ya know, it's like if it ain't broke--don't fix it! and if it ain't yours--don't claim it!! and ESPECIALLY if ain't you--don't pose it!!!! yadiyadiyadi....blah blah blah.....) so yes...that's just how i feel about things whether ppl like it or not--
--i'm basically a no-nonsense kinda girl; don't give me any of your bullshit. YOU take care of your own shit, ya know--
--i'm a very high-strung person--
--i stand up for what i believe in whether that means i would have to go against everyone around me--
--only circumstance i would conform to something i'm not comfortable of doing is when i really really love the person and if i feel like it might benefit my situation with that person later on in life. (yes...i'm a softie...)--
--i don't really like to hurt ppls' feelings till they start to hurt OTHERs--
--i don't mind getting hurt by someone i love--
--i don't mind not being treated in any way as long as the person treating or not treating feels comfortable with what he/she is doing--
--i don't mind if someone laughs at me as long as it's justified--
--i really can't catch onto jokes too quickly unless they are like...REALLY REALLY lame. even then, i don't think i would get it--
--i'm not too fond of myself. the way i look, talk, walk, and act bothers me--
--i love debates. i believe that anything with a significance to me (world issues, family conflicts, beliefs, etc.) should be discussed--
--i love hating (does that make sense? it's one of those things called oxymorons i think) on ppl (don't wanna go in depth right now)--
--i love being a moral support to my family and friends (just like i love being Atia's HATEner in crime!)--
--i might not seem grateful but trust me, i am a gawd damn lucky piece of ass and i know it--
--referring to the previous statement, i DO thank ALLAH (SWT) for blessing me with wonderful and not-so-wonderful ppl to encounter so that i could learn from them and from dealing with them--
--i love to learn about new things. ie. i love to learn a new word just about everyday--
i'm the type of girl you shouldn't be surprised about when seeing me hold a dictionary or book of some sort (don't get me wrong though. i don't love to study. i just love to learn new words. random words.)--
--i might not be the sharpest knife in the drawer but i sure am the one that would probably make the biggest impact--
--i love my family with all my heart. i would do just about anything for any one of them--
--i love my mom most of all in this whole wide world. i don't know where i'd be without her--
--i learned how to distinguish friends from acquaintances from someone who is considered neither now (an intended forgotten past)--
--no other word can probably describe me better than ZUBI =)
--i'm far too complicated to be put into words--
--better off just getting to know me personally instead of reading this crap--
how interesting...i'm friendly and sincere yet EVIL??!! ahhhhhh
Friend Bear
You are everyone's ideal friend because you are sincere and genuinely kind. Sometimes you worry about your friends' problems so much, you forget about your own responsibilities, which can get you into trouble. For you, it's the little things that really count. You also happen to be the main driver of the Cloud Car. No speeding!
Take the Which Care Bear Are You? Quiz!
How evil are you?
ye...that's right...