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About Me

I feel like im dead no thoughts...no hopes .and all that i cant... falls for remorse.Im screaming inside broken and tired, and you wont take my hand, ill be lost in the end, and all that i have, my curtain of ash, my only possession, the feelings i grasp, I cant stand the shame. you wont go away, alone in this fight, cursed to the day. forever ill stay forver ill be, nothing to you, bitter sweet memory. Frightened and scared, not showing the fear, Wishing for someone, to finally hear. I wont be okay, Ive not been for years, I dont know my fate, I cant hide the tears, And i dont understand, i couldnt explain, i cant help you see, all of the pain. So dont turn your back, dont look away, i needed you then, but you wouldnt stay, you dont seem to think, you dont understand, you shadowed my being, and i was condemned, I can not forgive, Ill never forget, not letting you know, all i regret. Betrayed yet again, ill fall to my knees, hiding the soul, that dwells inside me. .. .. .. .. .. ..

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Ville valo, Bam margera, Jesus, Marilyn Manson, and the pope well the old pope not the new one, All religious god nazisHumans are evil in its purest form. Why dont you prove me wrong.When all is said and done was any of it really worth it?To whom it may concernI thought that you should knowfor the love is what i yearnedBut that hope i soon let go.To whom is with out virtuethis life is slowly fadingI never ment to hurt youi simply just stopped caringTo whom beleive in hopeThat lie is your dimisetheres no one there to holdtheres only tears to cry.To whom i once adoredI leave you with a thoughtwhen you left me on the floormy soul was left to rot.To whom could only hateI want for you to knowyou've left me in this stateas your hatred seemed to growTo whom i am most sorryI know ive let you downbut theres no need to worrywhen i am not aroundTo whom i once knewI hope i knew thee wellI wanted you to knowThat this is my farewell.

My Blog

A writers funeral

If my perseption tends to fail meIf my eyes begin to bleedsew my eyes upon the pageof a book ill never readBlack my heart and dot the "I"sTo write a symphanyAnd play the notes of flesh and boneThat wi...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Apr 2009 18:11:00 GMT

Fath falls on a devils advocate

Torn between two twisted worldsof who and what to beand though you seek my faith in godi seek your faith in meimpossible and plausableare thoughts i've yearned to graspyet hard is it for me to speakto...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Feb 2009 17:32:00 GMT

Reach for me

Looking through the hands of timeWhat shall become of meStranded on a hopeless dreamDeceived by what I've seenA burning aching beneath the fleshConsumes what's called my soulAnd bleeds the shadows fro...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 19:49:00 GMT

Vengance of a Dream weaver

You are my worst nightmare The reason for being A burden I sleep with Corrupting the dreaming Your more then a parasite A social disaster You are the demon Till death ever after Its lurking beneat...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 04:02:00 GMT

VENTING not usual stlye so yeah

Your voice echoes Contorting all my thoughts For you don't know The mental battles that I've fought And I came out the loser And I knew they would see A crippled pain in their side that's all I was ...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Aug 2008 03:01:00 GMT

Moonlit terror

  A mirror portrays my enemy with the secrets of my mind a world to whom thou can not see a possession forever mine All the beauty one can see masked deep beneath the black so trapped a...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Jul 2008 20:36:00 GMT

I wont comply

  If i failed to make sense if i severed the truth let me fix the mistakes let me cherish the youth you can try to step in youre so weak but you try its a stab in the dark for i shall never compl...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 19:05:00 GMT

Dedication

Each moment melting in to dreams a false hope soon collapses an open wound will heal with time but the hurt just never passes whispered words of longings lost carved deep beneath your skin to shallow ...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 13:06:00 GMT

if i could

 If i could only make you see  This person that i am I know the fear of what you saw could make you understand you simply smile each time we meet but little do you know there is much more th...
Posted by on Mon, 12 May 2008 13:54:00 GMT

beware the lust that curse the dead

 If only two hearts joined in one could look upon a setting sun and find the comfort in the death for all sins decieved for innocence with every dying night they wake upon the tombs that seal the...
Posted by on Sun, 11 May 2008 11:24:00 GMT