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villanueva

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About Me

I need a light to fill this emptinessTo drive away the sad regretsIts almost time to face the hardest testThe long and lonely road aheadIm on my own without a hand to catch me fallWithout the one I thought I could depend onIm on my own with half the strength I had beforeI wonder which direction should I goBut every heart can learn to love againAnd every single tear, given time will dryI believe I can make it on my own Im on my own tomorrowAs I stare the past right in the face and let goIm on my ownTheres still some dreams ahead of meThe tears have stopped fallingI depend on no oneIm feeling strongerAnd all that’s left for me to do is throw the windows openThere is nothing left for me to loseBut to go on and tryI believe my heart can love againFor I believe thatI can make it on my own

My Interests


+++CURRENT INTEREST: SLEEPING+++ drinking coffee and chilling at the Beanery, staying home with a good dvd, reading some kinda inspirational book, going to mass and singing with MOS/FFC choir.

I'd like to meet:

im waiting,waiting for someone that intrigues meto save me from my insecurities.even though i know im the only one who could do that.im waiting for me to stop making excusesand start living my life the way i want it.im waiting for my troubles to go away on their owneven though they really wont.why am i waiting?View All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment

Music:


+++CURRENTLY LISTENING TO: The Speaks - HIGH +++I'm pretty much into all kinds of genres. If there is meaning to the lyrics or the beat is great...ill be hooked.

Movies:


+++CURRENTLY WATCHING: RENT+++ BROKEN HEARTS CLUB(all time favorite), Last Samurai, Camp, LoveActually, 50 First Dates, Brokeback Mountain, Narnia, Tyler Perry movies

Television:


+++CURRENTLY WATCHING: Miami Ink+++ HISTORY CHANNEL, Will & Grace (I can watch it all day, everyday), Queer As Folk, Nip/Tuck, ANTM

Books:


+++CURRENTLY READING: SEVEN SINS FOR A LIFE WORTH LIVING+++ Purpose Driven Life, the Da Vinci Code, the 5 People You Meet in Heaven, Who Moved My Cheese?, bible

Heroes:

my mama!

My Blog

...let it go...

There are people who can walk away from you.And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walkaway from you: let them walk.I don't want you to try to talk another person intostaying with you, lovi...
Posted by villanueva on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 04:40:00 PST

...im sorry...

{true in every way...bold ones are the ones i agree on the most...enjoy. i guess that phrase in titanic is true....you CANT help who you love, you just do---by the way, THANKS ANNA!!} I'm sorrythat i ...
Posted by villanueva on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 04:27:00 PST

...faith...

Ive always thought that falling in love just meant finding the right person&but its obviously much more than that.   I mean, even if you believe to have found "THE ONE"&then what?  Are you b...
Posted by villanueva on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 08:00:00 PST

...unattainable desire...

Someone once asked me what I fear the most and the first and foremost thing that came to my mind was...love.   I have found myself countless nights lying on my bed in the dark with my mind r...
Posted by villanueva on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 08:34:00 PST

...karma is a bitch...

Im sick and tired of people judging me. Thinking that they know me, yet how could they when I barely know myself. Dont think that I dont know that youve been talking about me, cause I know. I know it ...
Posted by villanueva on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 10:25:00 PST

...our deepest fear...

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be bril...
Posted by villanueva on Sun, 30 Apr 2006 08:19:00 PST

...on my own...

I need a light to fill this emptiness To drive away the sad regrets Its almost time to face the hardest test The long and lonely road ahead   Im on my own without a hand to catch me fall Without ...
Posted by villanueva on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 09:55:00 PST

...grand canyon...

there is a void. a longing. an empty space. just like the grand canyon, vast, deep and open...so is my heart. and just like the grand canyon, my heart is also secluded and empty. when a "potent...
Posted by villanueva on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

...better?...

have you ever had those days when the bubble that you have been living in has finally popped? when reality slaps you in the face? when you finally wake up from your dream to face the real world? wh...
Posted by villanueva on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

...waiting...

im waiting, waiting for someone that intrigues me to save me from my insecurities. even though i know im the only one who could do that. im waiting for me to stop making excuses and start living my ...
Posted by villanueva on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST