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Online Now IconsIt is a remarkable thing when you fall in love with a person and you spend every waking moment with that person from day in and day out. You learn and laugh together and dreams of growing old together and walking down the streets flash in your mind and you are standing there hand in hand and you know that you will be with this person until eternity. You smile at your self in the morning when you awake knowing that you spent the whole night next to the person you love, and no matter what you are theres. You glow and become a couple who reaches the turning point and become man and wife.
With two little words you say.... I do.... you know that your dream has come true. You have just stepped into eternity. The years pass and each day you look in to your own eyes and are aware of the mistakes you have made but know that no matter what happens you will only grow stronger from them because you are not alone.
Then with out a word you turn to look and find your self staring in to darkness. The man you married is no longer there and hurt is indescribably... Where did your moments come from was it the blame of disabilities or the patterns of a life that you deeply couldn't stand, it wasn't with whom you were sharing it with but where. Your words that went unlisted. Then you wake up the day after your divorce and found out that the only reason why the hurt came was because he changed you in to him, now the pain is out in the open and his anger can not be triggered at him no longer it was staring him back in to his own eyes through the women whom he had cared so much for once in his life. The one that he choose to carry his name and bare his child. So who's fault is it anyway? Yours because you became the person he is, or his for changing you that way thinking he would love you more because you cared so much to change your life to please his.
You think, will the divorce change the feelings you have for this person? Will being in love with another change everything? You kiss and find out that he isn't kissing the way you have been kissed for the past years, you make love and find out that he touches softer or am I not use to a person who touches differently? You know that in the back of your mind for the rest of your life that first person's, thoughts and your feelings will be in the back of your head. Do you blame your self for allowing them there or are you forgiving and allow them there because in your heart you will carry the same love for them with you forever?I am a dreamer, a dancer, I believe that if you dream hard enough and long enough you will be dancing with the stars. I love to play in the snow and make cookies for others. I love watching a sad person suddenly find a small bit of happiness. I love watching the amazing life of a child reach its potential.
Education is a important part of my life no one can ever learn to much. passing it on is even better then learning it.I love the feeling of being in love and loving someone. I love being wrapped in the arms of the man I care for and kissing him. The power of love is endless and continues to move what ever the world troughs out at you. Love is a very powerful messages that moves the world but quiet a crowd. I have loved once and I know I will love again, much more than I was ever given.
Wow I am a Lover of life, Someone told me that the meaning to word of Joy is more to aliveness than to happiness.
I love making snow angels and looking at christmas lights, I love making a fool out of my self, I love being in love and I love being around people that make me feel good about themselves and about others.
I love puddle jumping and the smell of fresh rain. I love watching my children grow, I love hearing their laughter every day. I enjoying coloring with them.
