i'm a lost girl. i'm self-indulgent, insensitive and irresponsible. i'm stubborn and opinionated. i hate authority. my mind is in a state of perpetual turmoil, and i always feel like i'm being torn at from different sides. i find relief in writing. i find beauty in tragedies and ironies. i enjoy sarcasm. i believe that a worthy knowledge of the world is one gained initially through the senses. i do most things in excess, and i like it that way.