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Miss * J

It's Not The Fall That Hurts, It's When You Hit The Ground... ♥

About Me

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Real Life Sucks Losers Dry, If You Wanna Fuck With The Eagles, You Have To Learn How To Fly from Heathers
I see pride, I see power, I see a bad-ass mother fucker who won't take no shit off of NOBODY! from Cool Runnings
Well, my name is Jeani & I'm Cape Verdean (it's like Portuguese) and I'm just a girl in a complicated world! I just want to get to the point in my life that I am happy with who I am, I have loving loyal friends, and I live my life without any regrets. I am an attention whore and I am in DESPERATE NEED OF A GUY TO FLIRT WITH!! Anybody want to submit an application?? LOL. There really isn't much more to say about me, plus if you really wanna know, ask!
"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin."
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
I absolutely ADORE Bettie Page! She is the perfect woman to me. She is stunningly beautiful, as has the girl next door charm and charisma, however Bettie Page is a BADASS. That is my type of woman and a woman that I inspire to be.
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My Interests

I LOVE LOVE LOVE CLOTHES!! Designing clothes, buying clothes, dressing people, looking at clothes, you name it. GWEN STEFANI IS MY STYLE GODDESS! I love how she dresses. I also love how Sarah Jessica Parker and Fergie from the Black Eyed Peas dress. I have three loves/dreams... to sing and perform, to design clothes, and to design rooms (singing is my 1st dream, designing clothes was the 2nd, and interior design was my 3rd). Listening to music consumes my "social life"... I can't stand silence!! I also watch TV a lot and movies. I love food, so I love going out to dinner. I love being a girl, getting my nails done, my hair done (thanks Ashley for making my hair BEAUTIFUL!), etc.

I'd like to meet:

What I really am on here for is to get in touch with people that I lost touch with. IF I DON'T KNOW YOU, I WON'T ADD YOU! SO STOP ASKING!!!! So if you really wanna be my friend, you have to talk to me first! I just want to meet real people to have true, lasting, meaningful friendships with. I have had to many fake friends who just want something from me other than my friendship. I hate being used and abused and I'm not taking that shit anymore!!

If I could be fortunate enough to meet anyone who loved me as much as my grandmother did, that would be the most precious gift!

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Rest in peace Grandma, November 16, 1909 - March 4, 2006

Music:



Queen, Led Zeppelin, The Doors, & The Who are the greatest bands that have ever lived!!...
I LOVE all kinds of music, the best way to explain my tastes is... I like what I like, I don't what I don't. I love 80's music... I'm an 80's nut all around... at the moment though, my "fave" songs are "Never Again" by Kelly Clarkson & "It's Not Over" by Daughtry. I also love the 30 SECONDS TO MARS!!, Black Eyed Peas, Linkin Park, Evanescence, Ludacris, Usher, Alicia Keys, Mariah Carey, Gwen Stefani, No Doubt, Kelly Clarkson, Christina Aguilera, The Killers, Bon Jovi, Dashboard Confessional, The Plain White T's, Snow Patrol, Augustana, Mika, 3 Doors Down, Nickelback, Jet, Maroon 5, Yellowcard, Hoobastank, Fall Out Boy, Matchbox 20, Jimmy Eat World, and SO MUCH MORE! I am also an old soul and LOVE THE OLDIES!! I love the old time rock and roll of the ‘50’s (like Jerry Lee Lewis, Little Richard, Chuck Berry, and of course THE KING Elvis Presley), the British Invasion bands and American Bands of the ‘60’s and '70's (like The Knack, The Animals, The Beatles, Janis Joplin), and of course those ‘80’s bands The Cure, Berlin, Blondie, Pat Benetar, Joan Jett & The Blackhearts, Duran Duran... oh the list goes on, so I'll spare you!

Movies:

I LOVE 80’s MOVIES! Anthony Michael Hall is a GOD! So, of course the classics, Stand By Me, The Breakfast Club, Sixteen Candles, The Lost Boys, Weird Science, Heathers, Pretty In Pink, Mannequin, The Goonies, Beaches, St. Elmo’s Fire, Fastimes At Ridgemont High, Dazed & Confused, Top Gun, etc. As for the “modern stuff”, HIGHWAY!!, Center Stage, Coyote Ugly, Monsters INC (KITTY!! LOL), Mulan, Harry Potter, The Italian Job, The Notebook, League of Extraordinary Gentlemen, Kids In America, etc. And of course, since I am an old soul, The Greatest Show on Earth (CHARLESTON HESTON WAS HOT!), Gone With The Wind, Singing In the Rain, Casablanca, Gentlemen Prefer Blondes, Pillow Talk, and SOOO MUCH MORE!!...

Television:

CSI, CSI Miami, Heros, Las Vegas, One Tree Hill, Sex and The City, Smallville, Veronica Mars, What Not To Wear, and Will & Grace, just to name a few...

Books:

I love reading, kinda nerdy I guess, but true. I like reading all kinds of books. I don't really have a life of my own, so if I'm not living life through my friends' stories, then I'm living it through books. I love reading about friendships, so Beaches & Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood are among my favorites. I am obsessed wth Harry Potter (Harry rules!) I also love poem books, I wanna write one someday. I like thrillers, and romances… I just want to be engaged in a book. They type of books that you don’t wanna put down are the best.

Heroes:

Heroes.... My Grandmother! No one has ever loved me as much as she did and I will miss her until I take my last breath! Langston Hughes because he is just amazing and his poetry has inspried and been there for me over the years... Kate Winslet is another one of my heroes. She is just beautiful in every way and amazingly talented and she makes me proud to be a curvy woman.

My Blog

Kiss Me, I'm 21!...

The Theme to My 21st Birthday was "Kiss Me I'm 21!", so whoever came (with a few exceptions) had to give me a kiss on the cheek&   So here are the pics from my chill out (there are not parties a...
Posted by Miss * J on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 04:58:00 PST

My BCBG Girls!!...

So here are a few pictures from my last days... I don't have pictures of everyone *tear*... .. MY FAVORITES... Jean Is Missing Though :( (Magen, Me, & Maria)   .. We (Magen, Me, &...
Posted by Miss * J on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 01:58:00 PST

Adulthood...

I have been thinking about how shitty my life is and I just don't know what to do. I am not prepared for being an adult and I don't know why. I was never one of those people who got everything handed ...
Posted by Miss * J on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 10:56:00 PST

I Just Don't Know...

So after all that thinking and finally making a decision, I am back to thinking. My orginal plans have collapsed. The whole reason... well not whole reason why... I was going to the Santa Rosa JC does...
Posted by Miss * J on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 12:45:00 PST

I Could Really Use Some Imput...

So I've been doing a lot of thinking since Friday about what the next step in my life should be.  I know I need a big change in my life, but do I need a dramatically big change like moving to Lon...
Posted by Miss * J on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 07:40:00 PST

Sara's Studio Of Song And Dance Reunion!...

Last night we had a Saras Studio of Song and Dance reunion party and it was so much fun!  It was great to see everyone again, even though you all made me feel so old.  For all of those who c...
Posted by Miss * J on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 11:35:00 PST

My Future...

So I've decided that I'm forgetting what happened in my past and getting on with my future (well for the most part, there are somethings I am not ready to forgive).  The past is the past, it's do...
Posted by Miss * J on Tue, 01 Aug 2006 10:31:00 PST

Frustrated...

I have a lot of frustration right now... I'm always coming to the same point... I don't have anyone to trust, all of my "friends" have pushed me away or abandoned me... why does this always happen?&nb...
Posted by Miss * J on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 05:16:00 PST

Question Of The Week...

What is your favorite Anthony Michael Hall character?   My Answer: "The Geek" from The Breakfast Club...
Posted by Miss * J on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 02:45:00 PST

Question Of The Week...

I know I'm late posting this, but I have been busy...   Who was your favorite guest star on Will & Grace?   My Answer: Patrick Dempsey...
Posted by Miss * J on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 08:11:00 PST