i have a name. Chloé Marie Quibell.
.time for a change.
so its coming up to the summer months, deciding what to do with the rest of your life, stay at college, go to uni, loose weight, stay the same. this is tricky, its picky. the past actions and involvements of people, influences of education, self inflictions.
it confuses me, the world, i'm not going to get all political, i know too many people who think they know what they are talking about when it comes to this and we should try and find our beliefs, its the age to, but is it? i always believed in personal politics, not nationalism, communism, capitalism and dont get me wrong, sure there are influences. but there are influences of being part of society. see i am a lot cleverer than other people or even i think.
i know i dont know what wavelength i'm on half the time, i know in my heart things, right or wrong. then the things inbetween, they dont matter, i dont regret them, because it makes your beliefs stronger, whatever you believe in.
nowadays, kids dont know their born. well some do. but what really grinds on me is the factor of boys and girls who have everything, however act as though they are so hard done to. i see these girls in hull city center, all done up to the nines, fair enough we all want to look nice but people like this, you can see they lack love. they lack prospects. they are materialistas. people who lack their parents love. i go to work, i earn my money, what do you do, go to daddy and squeeze his credit card to the max. my mum works hard. she brought me and my brother up well, teaching us that you dont get something out of nothing, you have to build your way up to the top. i see these absolutely gorgeous girls, dont get me wrong i wish sometimes i could be like them, but why. what have they got?
yes they have perfect figures, they didnt even have to wok hard for. but they are so consumed in selfishness, why would people want to be like that?
if your gonna be skinny, work for it, like some people do and then appreciate it. dont rely on people all the time. and lads are so shallow round here. get a grip. your not fucking metal, fucking glam, fucking hardcore. your fucking pathetic. you are you. and take some responsiblity.
this is where i stand out because i am not like you. i like simliar things, music, clothes, going out wise. but we are different, i would never want to be you.
i sing because thats who i am.
i have the friends i have because they make me who i am.
my family is the way it is because it just is, you cant change that.
i like stuff because i like it. if other people like it, cool i most probably will get on with you, and even if you dont i will because im that sort of person to get along with.
but i will change.
music means everything to me.
.Leah.Danny B.Annie.Adam.Natz.Amy.Nikkara.Martyn.Shona.Nick.Tom.Fozzy.Jonny.Kyle.Kirsty.Nikki.Mikey.Phiil.Adele.Mike.Sy.Duodu.Callum.Terri.Andy.Lee.Chris.
