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[gav]in

Man Without Fear

About Me


I'm Gavin.
I am a hopeless romantic hateful bastard.
Like every cliche person my age I like music.
Correction: I like GOOD music.
Gorgeous things make me happy.
I am fluent in body language.
The novelty in photography hasn't worn off yet to me.
I like to make people think, because they don't do enough of it.
Good or bad, I am always loyal to the people that matter to me.
I hold conversations with commercials.
I believe Lucifer can be redeemed.
My body is always cold, despite what season it is.
This story probably won't have happy ending.
I'll deal.

Baby oh touch me like you did in the summer when I woke up just to hear
Speakers made of tin cans piercing through my window like a cold breeze on my ear
Sittin on the stoop in the yard I looked so tired I can tell that it's early you know
Oh it's much too far to walkin all by myself.

My Interests

soccer, drumming, music...

I'd like to meet:


A girl who can take me from my Hell.

Music:

academy is, the
a fire inside
against me
aiden
alexisonfire
alkaline trio
all time low
angels and airwaves
anti-flag
armor for sleep
as i lay dying
a static lullaby
ataris, the
atreyu
audio karate
avenged sevenfold

bedouin soundclash
bella morte
bleeding through
bouncing souls
brand new
bright eyes
bullet for my valentine

calabrese
catch 22
chiodos
counting crows
crash romeo

deadstar assembly
deathcab for cutie
demon hunter
dillinger four

early november, the
eleven fingers down
escape the fate
expendables, the

f-ups, the
fall of troy, the
false start
finch
flogging molly
four letter lie
franz ferdinand
from first to last
funeral for a friend
further seems forever

gatsbys american dream
gratitude
green day
gym class heroes

halifax
hellogoodbye
higher, the

i am ghost
it dies tonight

jimmy eat world

killers, the

lagwagon
lostprophets
love equals death

mae
matchbook romance
maxeen
mest
midtown
mi6
might might bosstones, the
modest mouse
moneen
most precious blood
motion city soundtrack
murder by death
my chemical romance
muse
mxpx

name taken
nightmare of you
nofx

over my dead body

paramore
panic! at the disco
pennywise
plain white t’s
+44
postal service, the
protest the hero

relient k
rise against
river boat gamblers
rob zombie
roses are red

saosin
saves the day
silverstein
slick shoes
smashing pumpkins, the
somerset
so they say
sparta
stairwell
streetlight manifesto
story of the year
sugarcult

taking back sunday
thrice
tokyo rose

underoath
used, the
useless i.d.

Movies:

300
braveheart
contract killer
count of monte cristo, the
crow, the
daredevil
dead poets society
elektra
empire records
fearless
final fantasy:advent children
godfather 1-3, the
hamlet
hours, the
haunting, the
julius caesar
kill bill 1-2
king arthur
kingdom of heaven
kiss kiss bang bang
knight’s tale, a
lost boys, the
lucky number slevin
nightmare before christmas, the
one, the
phantom of the opera, the
pirates of the caribbean 1-2
pulp fiction
red eye
returner, the
reservoir dogs
romeo+juliet
scarface
secret window
sin city
skyhigh
sleepy hallow
smokin aces
star wars 1-6
trainspotting
underworld
underworld:evolution
unleashed
versus
v for vendetta

Books:

antony and cleopatra
book of five rings, the
divine comedy, the
hagakure
hamlet
macbeth
romeo and juliet
tale of the genji

Heroes:



emilia hernandez villanueva

you taught me to follow my dreams.
you taught me to have pride in my heritage.
you taught me that love will always prevail.

3-10-07

robert dexter greenhaw

you believed in me when no one else did.
you pushed me to become the best.
you not only made me a better drummer and soccer player
you made me a better man.

3-14-07

anna catherine zapor
aka
willamina/patsy/luna

my partner in crime.
she’s always there for me.
can’t imagine life without her.
she’s superb.

less than three

My Blog

Chapter XI: Insomnia

The air took awhile before it returned to a moderate temperature. Kieran lie in bed and his mind enclosed him in how own world, a place where reality could easily disappear. Sleep? No. Little did he e...
Posted by [gav]in on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 05:46:00 PST

Chapter X: Doctor’s Orders

Dances went by seemingly with the seconds. Everything blurred into a grand spin of masks and laughter. After returning Lu to Michael, giving his required speech, and seeing the last of the guests out ...
Posted by [gav]in on Thu, 22 Nov 2007 11:15:00 PST

Chapter IX: The Dead and Dreaming

Two weeks had passed since Kieran left the hospital. Devon now accompanied the pair on their Reapings. The music flooded the entire mansion along with the sound of laughter. His eyes were still, fixed...
Posted by [gav]in on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 06:56:00 PST

broken heart: realizations through lyrics

I'll start this broken heartI'll fix it up so it will work againBetter than beforeThen I'll star in a mysteryA tragic tale of all that's yet to comeFingers crossed there will be loveBut I get carried ...
Posted by [gav]in on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 09:16:00 PST

An Epic Tale of Fail: Ode to the Forgotten Hero Jovan

Come to me Muses, O L-Carnitine, Glucose, Caffeine, Guarana, Inositol, O Dame Glucuronolactone and Generous Maltodextrin, Forgotten Vixens of the potent concauctions known to inspire Man, And the ...
Posted by [gav]in on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 10:45:00 PST

Chapter VIII: Breathing

Rest. Sleep. A brief intermission of a world beyond life and death. A place of peace. His body felt heavy. Moving seemed impossible and gravity seemed to pull harder than ever before. He didn't care. ...
Posted by [gav]in on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 01:32:00 PST

Chapter VII: Endless Night

"What do you mean, "friends"? Kieran asked quizzically.Lu shifted weight and crossed her arms. "What do you think I mean?" She started walking up the stairs. "I'm pretty sure you have a good idea judg...
Posted by [gav]in on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 11:21:00 PST

Chapter VI: Familiar Ground

Rain. The thick blanket of humidity. Rainy days always felt like walking into a hospital room where the sickness can be smelled in the air. Where distraught and hopelessness collide to make one atmosp...
Posted by [gav]in on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 08:10:00 PST

Chapter V: Premonition

Doubled over and practically coughing out his lungs. Anyone who didn't know this was common would have sworn that Kieran had a plague of some sort. In way, he supposed, it was. It was part of his subc...
Posted by [gav]in on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 08:57:00 PST

might as well...

1. Ugh, I hate you you fat bitch. 2. Great person. I'm still really protective of you, but I think you tend to exaggerate too much. Plus you are WAY too trusting of people. 3. I still don't know how I...
Posted by [gav]in on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 08:07:00 PST