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belle

About Me

i love God not out of fear or need.

i believe in magic and miracle.

i believe that "true love will definitely conquer all", in this lifetime and a million others.

i believe that we should never let the kid in us die, because that is the part that allows us to be free.

i believe in the good that is within us all...but i also believe it is often concealed by fear and hurt.

i believe we're allowed to make as many mistakes until we finally "get it".

i believe in a world with no hatred, no war, no hunger, no jealousy, no selfishness...and someday we'll get there.

My Blog

when words fail to express

hypocrite. lost. break free. bliss. future? contentment. responsibilities. reality. contradiction. fear. confusion. soaring. floating? what ifs. genuine. best friend. letting go. standing up. mess. pa...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 09:45:00 GMT

i've moved

my new blog is at http://thelifeofadramaprincess.blogspot.com/ just in case anyone is still interested in my posts.
Posted by on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 08:40:00 GMT

liking someone you don't really like

ever met someone who annoyed you for no reason at all? yeah, we've all had one of those. but then it'll be the first time for me to actually end up liking the person. first time i ever saw noticed him...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 11:07:00 GMT

vanishing ptimism

as i was watching my 2yrs old cousin play today, i thought of how she is so much closer to living her life to the fullest than i actually am. here she is barely speaking in complete sentences, ru...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 23:09:00 GMT

here i go again...

i can sense that it's near. it's that time of month again. i really don't want to be here right now... i was doin' perfectly fine just hours ago, what the hell happened?????? aaaaaarrrrrrrgggggghhhh.....
Posted by on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 10:25:00 GMT

Training Climb 1: Mt. Atimla-Lamot

What was I thinking? these are the words that were popping in my head during the trek or should I say when I was crawling my way up the trail. I know that the AMCI members refer to our TC1 as fun clim...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 23:11:00 GMT

and so the battle begins..BMC training

With much pleading, begging, a couple of bribes and of course a little coaxing from my dad, my mom finally allowed me to join AMCIs Basic Mountaineering Course. Im not exactly sure what encouraged m...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 22:41:00 GMT

craving chocolates and independnce

i long to be free...i long to know who i can be and who i truly am. i long to rid myself of doubts, fears and expectaions. i am currently living in a bubble, a very comfortable  lavish bubble. an...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Jun 2006 09:05:00 GMT

hands entwined, souls forever bonded.

come take my breath away. with your soft touch my heart will sing. in your arms i will find serenity. with your smile tears will fade away. one look and we know why it never worked with anyone else......
Posted by on Sun, 21 May 2006 10:26:00 GMT

wear ur party hats

yes yes. my birthday is coming up soon... i've been getting advance greetings thanks to tom's birthday updates. haha... not a lot of people know this, but i really do give a *shit* for birthdays, espe...
Posted by on Sun, 21 May 2006 09:46:00 GMT