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DIS IS SUMTHING DIFF http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual &videoid=17137357href="http://s205.photobucket.com/album s/bb308/WISHOM_09/?action=view&current=l_a84187b12837ff9 ef4847363136eca23.jpg" target="_blank"> R.I.P HAPPY...MS.BUN~BUN GONNA MISS U...-----<<<<((((IM GETTING OLDER AND IM STARTING TO SEE DAT ITS BETTER TO BE 1DEEP...BECUS THE ONES WHO ARE THE CLOSET 2U CAN BE THE ONES THAT BRING YOU DOWN QUICKER THAN A STRANGER WOULD.... AND I ALSO RELIZE IF YOU WANNA MAKE IT IN LIFE SUM TIMES YOU GOTTA DO THANGS YOU DONT WANNA DO TO GET AHEAD...AND SUM THING IS BETTER LEFT UNSAID....IM LIKE A FLOWER GROWING IN A GRADEN TRYING TO FIND MYSELF IN DIS BITTERSWEET WORLD...FIGURING OUT WHO MEAN ME HARM AND WHO MEAN SUM GOOD...BUT AS LONG AS I GOT GOD IN MY LIFE IM GOOD..BECUS PEOPLE CHANGE LIKE SEASON BUT GOD STAY THE SAME...)))))))))>>>>>>>>>-------- --BEING IN RELATIONSHIP IS REALLY HARD WHEN YOU BEEN TRUSTING THE WRONG PPL..I BELIVE ONCE YOU GET USE TO BULLSHIT RELATIONSHIP ITS HARD FOR U TO EXHALE BECUS U TIRED OF BEING HURT...BUT ME I CAN SAY IAM AFRAID OF LOVE JUST BECUS LOVE CAN MAKE YOU DO CRAZY THINGS...SO I CHOOSE TO DISTANCE MYSELF...I LOVE LIFE TOO MUCH JUST TO WASTE IT ON 1PERSON THE WORLD IS TOO BIG TO BE SETTLE IN LIKE STAUE...ME IMA MOVER I GET BORD EASY AND IF U CANT KEEP UP I BE GONE SOONER THEN U THINK I WANNA TRAVEL THE WORLD..AND EAT NON-AMERICAN FOOD LEARN DIFFERANT LANGUAGE...GO TO JAMICA AND DANCE ON THE BLACK BEACH UNDER THE STARS..I WANNA GO TO EYPT...BASICALLY I DONT LIKE TO STAND STILL...IM NOT STAUE SO MOVING AROUND IS MY THANG I REST WHEN IM DEAD...I WANNA BE A FAMOUS SINGER I WANT THE WHOLE WORLD TO KNOW WHO IAM...BECUS IAM SOMEBODY IN I WAS PUT ON DIS EARTH TO SHINE!!!!!!!..BUT FOR ME TO MAKE THE BALL START MOVING I GOTTA LET GO MY MOTHER'S HANDS IN BE SET FREE...AND MAKE MY OWN DECISON MY MOTHER SEE ME AS HER BABY AKA LILGURL BUT I FEEL LIKE SHE CANT SEE IAM A WOMEN NOW...AND SHE RAISE ME RIGHT SO I BELIVE SHE CAN STOP WORRING SO MUCH ABOUT ME AND MY RALATIONSHIPS OR WHO MY FRIENDS ARE...BECUS IM HEAD STRONG I KNOW WHATS RIGHT AND WHATS WRONG...AND DATS SUMTHING SHE GOTTA RELIZE BUT ITS ALL GOOD SHE JUST WANTS WHATS BEST FOR ME...BUT WANNA LEARN ABOUT LIFE...PART2:ITS FUNNY HOW PPL CAN SAY THEY LOVE U...BUT THEY DO CRAZY STUFF TO HURT U OR HOW SOME ONE CAN LOOK DOWN ON U FOR MAKING 1 MISTAKE..WHEN THE PERSON WHO THINK THEY SO HIGH IN MIGHTY GOTTA FRAKING GRAVE YARD IN THERE CLOSET FROM THERE PAST(LOL..... THINGS AINT AS PERFECT AS PPL THINK..IM GOING BACK TO MY DARK PLACE INTIL I FIND HAPPINESS IN MYSELF...BUT ONE THING I HATE THE MOST IS WHEN THE PERSON WHO SUPPOSE TO BE THERE FOR U IS REALLY NOT OR WHEN THEY THINK BAD ABOUT U FOR NO REASON..IMA CALL THEM TYPE OF PPL A SHOW FOR EYES..I FEEL SO TRAP IN A BOX BECUS I WANNA SPEAK MY MIND TO THE ONES THAT ARE CLOSE TO ME...BUT IM SCARD OF HURTING THERE FEELINGS BECUS I HATE DRAMA BUT SHYING AWAY FROM THINGS IS NEVER GOOD FOR U SO I HEARD...BUT IMA SHOW FOR EYES ALSO AND I THINK ITS TIME FOR ME TO STOP..ACTING AS IF IM SO DAMN HAPPY ALL THE TIME BECUS IM REALLY NOT.... IM BEING WHAT MY LOVE ONES WANT ME BE..AND IM NOT LIVING MY LIFE FOR ME... I JUST WANNA BE FREE LIKE A BIRD NO WORRIES NO STRESS ..

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((((((((WORDS OF WISDOM:EVERY PERSON IS NOT THE SAME.SO DONT JUST ASSUME HE/OR SHE GOING TO BE LIKE THE REST.WHEN YOU LOOK FOR THE BAD IN SOMEONE YOU WILL NEVER FIND THE GOOD..((((((((("http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"> .. .. .. RIGTH 85857575STOP stars layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments THANK YOU FOR REQUESTING JADA'MARIE AS A FRIEND LETS KEEP IN TOUCH!!!!!.... SENSATION NEXT PERFORMANCE IS JULY 3RD, 2009...I PROMISE TOO KEEP YOU UPDATED WITH MORE DETAILS!!!!!....MAKE SURE YOU ADD MY MUSIC PAGE ITS #1 ON MY TOP FRIENDS LIST!!!!LOV,YA JADA'MARIE