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lydianidus

Dont you worry, they wont find the body.

About Me

My name is Lydia. I'm a shy insomniac who finds it very awkward to be in any sort of social situation. I enjoy outgoing people who steal the spotlight (but also take the time to talk to me as well) so that I don't have to hold it for long. I'm beginning to drink coffee even though I hate the shit because I can't stay awake for the life of me. I have insomnia issues to the extreme. I get an average of 3-4 hours of sleep per night and then I'm at work all next day. I'm beginning an obsession of Bettas and starting my own little fishie farm. I love animals of all types and I'm very very compassionate towards them: I love animals more than most people and I definitely cry more when I see a little dead puppy or kitty on the side of the road than I would if it were a human corpse. I want to start a rescue shelter for animals but I know I would want to keep all of them, so I spend my time rescuing fishies from unsanitary conditions (see your local Walmart pet store for a perfect example of animal cruelty). But I do not support PETA in any form and I do eat meat.
I have an odd fascination with most types of music. I will give any music a try and I am brutally honest with what I like. I may seem cynical with my taste but it is what I like - I don't, however, act snobby towards mainstream music because I do honestly find much of it pleasing.
I am always looking for more friends. I could use a few party partners :) I love to go out, bars are my favorite. I don't like clubs or loud thumping beats, I enjoy drunken karaoke, mix drinks, and drunk rednecks to laugh at (and possibly good Mexican food). Don't forget the hot bartender.
A good book is always on hand though I never really have the ability to finish them. That doesn't mean I wont try.
In other words I will try almost anything once. As long as it's not TOO extreme.
Join me in the Phentermine support group!
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a tight knot

I have a really bad insomnia problem.  Here I am drinking caffeine and wondering why...  But I guess I know that caffeine isn't the issue cos I haven't touched it in about a week except for ...
Posted by lydianidus on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 12:51:00 PST

tables have turned

Everything just *crashed hard* for me.  That's the way it is for someone with BPD (borderline personality).  That's the way it will always be for me.  I enjoy making it bad for myself.&...
Posted by lydianidus on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 01:36:00 PST

I’M ACTUALLY

    Happy right now.  Happy with him, happy with everything.  Except for school and bills, but I'm slowly working those things out.  Right now I am happy to be alive, and...
Posted by lydianidus on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 10:05:00 PST

Tick

As I get older I realize just how much I despise other people, and how they don't give a fuck about anything but themselves.  In a way I feel like a shelter has been lifted from me, and in a way ...
Posted by lydianidus on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 12:14:00 PST